Don't own the rights to track, Oldboy OST


I remember this part, its when I first saw you
A piece of my heart fucking fell out in awe of you
I wouldn’t admit it but I held out cause all I knew
Was I wanted a piece of whatever you were but you gotta see, its you
I don’t compete for affection, you sure you want a section of my life then its about respect and
We all know what I want and if were adults we can address it cant we?
No need for that salt, no need to be a big fuckin baby
Maybe I got frustrated cause pain has strained me, I can’t really hold joy 
Im a grown ass man, but I feel like an old boy

There was a time in my life when I cared
But a bitch come and go, lie and cheat, cold and scared
What do I do when you’re under my skin, in my hair
How the fuck do I miss you when you’re no longer there
I don’t know what possessed you to wear me like a glove for the first bit of the month and then treat me like the food you spit out when you see buddy lose his lunch
Id call it a crush but it’s a crunch
Broken bones that don’t heal, but you really just beat me to the punch
Even so, in my dreams, you’re the snack that I munch
Im a fool for you, call me Dunce

 Its true that in some ways im a coward, afraid of success but when it presents itself I devour it
I can’t complain but I cant explain the power of it
I guess i let myself be overpowered by it
I push everyone away by fearing love like it can kill me, but I still mean well, It just really fuckin fills me
And im afraid of what it tells me, scared by the reality
Changing dynamic in connections, frailty and conflation, complications
How do I attain the mental space when theres a war inside me greater than the one between the nations
Im divided on something I want more than explains this
So I guess I wrote this just to emote this regret and confusion
All I wanted was to love another human, all I did was get angry at you and
I would say sorry cause I know i wont do it again, never ever
How could I anymore… its a pointless endeavor 
But everything you gave me just makes me bigger
Sacrifice, the law of life is as sweet as it is bitter

Old Boy

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