Nothing I say or do will change it
Memories last

Changing feelings n switching wit the seasons at last
Not stuck in the past, I got scars on my back
Blood on my bed, room filled with red
Can't see past it right now but there's something ahead

I dunno what u wanted but can I take a wild guess?
U wanted something, or someone who was less of a fucking mess

Memories past nah there’s no going back 
Sometimes I feel so sad cause nothing good ever lasts 

You’re all that I had now and you’re gone like that 
We stabbed each other’s backs and things turned out bad 

Now I’m messing up yeah I don’t know where I’m at 
Feelings gone so fast oh yea that’s a fact 

I used to be so attached then you packed your bags , it was over like that , now baby that’s a wrap 

I was such a mess I was so depressed
Under so much stress turned into a mess 
I was such a mess I was so depressed 
Under so much stress turned into a mess

mess ft. LA LUKO (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

I was walkin'
All alone
The road was crackin'
On my way home
I was walking
Split roads
My feet won't stay on the ground

Fuck I don't know what to do now
I am lost it's true
How do u do it all alone?
Fuck now I am trapped in this route
I dunno what way's right or wrong at all
Fuck, how

I was alone 
Walking on a road got no where go
Even when I'm dead girl take it slow 
Tried to ease the pain to explore unknown
Tried to fix my heart cuz it's cold like snow 
oh I know 
and I don't wanna die I just wanna feel love
I wanna stop pain cuz I felt enough 
I wanna fly high just like a dove
above
 show some love that I never had before 
I remember when they leave me dead on floor 
Even I'm still living I'm numb to the core
I'm numb to the core
Just leave me all alone

Growing up ain't easy
Driving in my dad's car
Friends don't wanna hang out at all

The sky keeps on falling in my bad dreams
When I wake up u aren't next to me
One morning I will kiss you on the cheek
For now I'll sleep, let me dream

split roads ft. Red Nix (prod. Linho)

Posting for Zepk hence my short part! Love this song sm

R.I.P. ft. ✞ZEPK✞ (prod. Freek van Workum)

yeah I see him, I see him
you know I want him, (dead) I want him (dead)
know I'm persistent (aim the gun)
he knows I'm persistent (shoot just once)

lot of shit almost breaks me
but idrc
my skin's permantently tearing
but idrc

I was broken down by u
I was controlled by u
my spirit was broke in two
but I still held a spot for u

we were so toxic, chemicals leaking thru 
our faucets, no matter how much we scrubbed 
it wouldn't stop it
wipe the soap from my tongue
all I do is talk shit
yeah it's hard to stay silent
but they look at me in silence

I told them what is done is done
should've never lied I knew that it was wrong
I said it's fine that'd I'll move on
I can't move on, I hate him

I'm covered in chemical burns, woah
toxins emit from his name

countless cavities 
I ached so badly
the way he lost his mind
I lost all that was mine

nobody warned me
was stuck controlled by u
treated me like ur dog
yelled when u were ticked off

I tried to leave you twice
but you stood by my side
just like a cavity
you ate at me

cavities (prod. 1on1gikko)

(You're always..) 
When will you move on
(Holding on)
Please I'm sick of it..

I gave my heart and my soul
I let you take it all
The darkness it evolved
I thought you said that it'd go?
Please leave this isn't your home
(Please just go)

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I'm aware
That you want so much more
But I won't be your whore

Oh you've had me for years
I'm done screaming through tears
You always whisper in my ear
I've bled too much, how am I here?

You broke me apart
Now I feel like a spare piece
Open my heart
See the memories of us
I just can't cope with the way this is going
I remember the days we would bloom love was flowing

Now I'm floating down, in a river on my own
Trapped inside these paper walls
Metaphorically alone
Just consider what you've done
And maybe change your mind before I go
'Cause I'm not coming back
Until this fairytale is over now

I've had enough with you inside my body
Reject your presense but you never resign 
Always lurking in the night

I've had enough telling others it's not me
Had enough crying abt how u got me
No you ain't got me, no more 

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I'm aware
That you want so much more
But I won't be your whore

Oh you've had me for years
I'm done screaming through tears
You always whisper in my ear
I've bled too much, how am I here?

Gears are turning
I keep learning
Not to trust those around me
I'm just hurting
I'm such a burden
I'm lost at sea and I'm drowning

I'm beat up and bruised
Keep on being abused
I'm just fighting for my life
and I don't want to lose
Burry me, carry me
Tell me I'm okay
You kick me when I'm down but
I grew up this way

I've got nothing left to spare
My bones you've scraped, I don't care
I will mend my soul, my body will be whole

You may have had me for years
But I'm done screaming through tears
You always whispered in my ear
I've bled so much, but I'm still here

spare ft. Vails x Lunalis (prod. PartyAtTheMoonTower)

let the sound carry you
(Cineraria on other plats!)

Cinniepop