find me alone 
got nine missed calls on my phone
i know nobody gonna miss me at home
self isolation with my dope just to cope

find me alone
up at night i make friends with my ghost
dnd so i’m ignoring these hoes
coz i’ve been waiting here for far too long


i’ve been waiting here for far too long
it’s hard to see when you can do no wrong 
up at night and i sleep all day 
let the world pass by no wonder things won’t change

self destruction isn’t new to me
but why do you enjoy to watch me bleed
crucify me when you know i’m right
know you let me down but you know that’s alright

can’t you see what you do to me
if you don’t love me now then let me leave
self destruction gives me peace of mind
there’s no turning back now i’ll be out of sight

find me alone 
got nine missed calls on my phone
i know nobody gonna miss me at home
self isolation with my dope just to cope

find me alone
up at night i make friends with my ghost
dnd so i’m ignoring these hoes
i’ve been waiting here for far too long

outofsight (prod. metlast)

met a bad bitch with a bad habit
everything i want out of reach, know i can’t have it
find me in the back leave me alone
pacing back and forth between these thoughts giving me vertigo 
don’t feel the same i feel my insides rotting
i can’t see the lanes now my visions getting funny
smoke back to back now my head keeps thumping
look in the mirror but i still see nothing

look in the mirror but i’m staring back at nothing
know i want you right now but i don’t trust that ur not bluffing
only come around when i’m coming down u know we fucking
don’t make a sound you’re the only one i’m loving

pop three tabs watch the world go round
pupils dilated rip my heart right out 
i would scream ur name till my lungs cave out
you’re everything i need but it’s too late now
pop three tabs watch the world go round
pupils dilated rip my heart right out 
i would scream ur name till my lungs cave out
you’re everything i need but it’s too late now

met a bad bitch with a bad habit
everything i want out of reach, know i can’t have it
find me in the back leave me alone
pacing back and forth between these thoughts giving me vertigo 
don’t feel the same i feel my insides rotting
i can’t see the lanes now my visions getting funny
smoke back to back now my head keeps thumping
look in the mirror but i still see nothing

you’re everything i need but it’s too late now
i would scream ur name till my heart gave out 
(hate, fuck, hate)

met a bad bitch with a bad habit
everything i want out of reach, know i can’t have it
find me in the back leave me alone
pacing back and forth between these thoughts giving me vertigo 
don’t feel the same i feel my insides rotting
i can’t see the lanes now my visions getting funny
smoke back to back now my head keeps thumping
look in the mirror but i still see nothing
look in the mirror but i’m staring back at nothing
know i want you right now but i don’t trust that ur not bluffing
only come around when i’m coming down u know we fucking
don’t make a sound you’re the only one i’m lovin

vertigo (prod. CAESARS WRLD)

laid back drunk off jack daniel’s 
fuck rehab i’m going backwards
playing mind games with a bastard
now i’m rolling up a backwood 

my only remedy is next to me
top my cup up with some hennessy 
i’m drifting further when you’re next to me
you know you took the fucking best of me

tell ur friends that i’m the problem
but you weren’t ever tryna solve them
bitch you know that you’re the problem
you always did the wrong shit 

i’ll blow my brains out so i dont remember what you said 
ill save myself if it means leaving you right where we left
i see ur face inside my dreams i wish that i could erase you
i miss ur warmth under my sheets i wish that i could just hate you 

laid back drunk off jack daniel’s 
fuck rehab i’m going backwards
playing mind games with a (bastard) lost cause
now i’m rolling up a backwood 

my only remedy is next to me
top my cup up with some hennessy 
i’m drifting further when you’re next to me
you know you took the fucking best of me

next.to.me (prod. metlast x 5head)

walk round town with my head down, so far gone i forgot to look both ways
they don’t know my name
they don’t know i’m nothing

see ur name on my phone, fuck that shit i’ll call back when the time comes
tryna hide my shame
tryna prove im something

can’t backtrack now it’s too late
cut my ties, on my soul i can’t be saved
i’ve dug my grave
you know i can’t stay

i ain’t been the same since you left
so hung up, fuck trying my best
can’t feel my face
no i can’t feel nothing

i think i’m rotting to the core
it’s just me and myself
don’t need nobody else

i’ll shed my blood until i’m sore
feel my heart start pumping
watch my blood start running

somebodies knocking at the door
i can’t find my place
can’t seem to function

my feet are falling through the floor
this shits like quicksand
but nobody grabbed my hand 

walk round town with my head down, so far gone i forgot to look both ways
ive dug my grave
you know i’m nothing

see ur name on my phone, fuck that shit i’ll call back when the time comes
cant hide my shame
cant prove im something

sofargone (prod. septfree)

waking up everythings sideways
if im doing this ill do it my way
i’ll use a bullet, treat my migraine
i been feeling vacant i can’t lie straight

walk round with a cracked halo
target on my forehead so i lay low
if you wanted more why can’t you say so
repeat the same mistakes another day goes

i’m fucked up but not for nothing
in the end will i amount to something 

i’ll drop another tab to ease my suffering
2 faced now i’m feeling like i’m buzzin 

driving down the highway it’s a quarter to three
too geeked with my swisher in the passenger seat
seen the devil in the rearview and hes staring at me
it’s my time fuck being by my lonely
i don’t want no one to hold me
cover up my thoughts with weed and codeine
i just wish somebody wouldve told me
can’t pull myself together so now ill

walk round with a cracked halo
target on my forehead so i lay low
if you wanted more why can’t you say so
repeat the same mistakes another day goes
the voices in my head tell me that i’m not clean
in the end it’s just myself with broken memories
paint the ceiling with whatever hope is left of me
but when i’m dead and blood is shed will you remember me 

madu4ria

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