i never asked for this at all

Lyrics:

i could kill a fucking heart expressing how i felt
solitary with these thoughts is an existential hell
i'm only visiting i won't be here for long
preach good decisions while i rip another hit out of this bong
i can see right past ur face into ur mind 
if i send this fucking message i swear it's suicide  
i'll ask you every single option that i have
to make it right
and then in desperation complete the cycle and the questline

so what i'm just a monster with a mop
earning 12.50 an hour 9-5 upon the dot
it's me the janitor you know so very well
i just vented every thought of mine through songs to break my shell
and i
haven't made those in a week
and i'm getting so scared that this could be the end of my
career and it worsens my fear 
so i contemplate
all of the things that i'll never find
days turn to weeks
then to months then to years
could this project ever get done in time
pushed it back twice 
and the rush is a lie
n i'm sitting here stuck on a fucking line
i was a sight seer
i spent the night here
hang on a lease
while i ruin my teeth
and make sense of some things that should never rhyme

and i

and i hide my fucking feelings 
from my friends
and raise my walls
they can see a couple cracks
but they've not seen a thing at all
cement breaks
it's tempting
to breakdown
and lay waste

janitor pt. II

SUICIDE OF ROMEO(scandibeats)

featuring @xobroken
produced by @smokerosebeats x @flower
clip from "you"

@lottaheart:
lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

think i've gone a little crazy
but don't mind me
but don't mind me

i think i'll be straight, i think i'll be straight
i cant help but feel like i've been betrayed
i think im okay, i think im okay
don't look back at me when you walk away

i bought you a bunch of fucking roses
but you never loved me, yeah i know this
you were only being so controlling
you were only in it for the moment

lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

@xobroken:
don't mind me
i got lost again, i hope these b****** don't find me
i think that im dying and they think i'm not trying
falling for your ghost cause you're not here beside me,
while im dying

only leave my room when it starts to rain
addict for a reason, it's to numb the pain
loving myself less, i've been such a mess
used to be a person, killed myself, now there's nothing left

i might've got lost on my way to you
i got all these pills and they bagged in blue
don't let go my hand, im afraid to lose you

what should i do?
i got lost again and i've been thinkin about you
need you by my side, i swear you're my muse
you my lil baby, you might let me die too
you don't got a clue

@lottaheart: 
lost, i don't think you'll ever find me
these 4 walls in my room only remind me
that you're gone but your ghosts still behind me
think i've gone a little crazy but don't mind me
[x2]

lost w/ xobroken [flower x smokerose]

prod @yunnygoldz

LYRICS
ripped jeans, same dreams
i aint finna stop til i rest in peace
black ricks, black fit
black like the ash when i tap my spliff
Whatchu mean, i scheme
If i stop dropping just forget about me
Gaslit, gold glasses
Blospar bible lemme talk my shit

Swag wizard, cast a spell n change the time
If you stare into the mirror, nothings what youll fucking find
cause our consciousness, gets lost in it
X-ing out like twitter and now rocket ships 
lungs m losing oxygen
im pocketing, everything around me in my mental capacity, 
Every1 who challenge gonna end up dying tragically
Rappin at my pc casually
Ima 1 of 1 honestly there's no matching me
i'm the majesty 

John D. Rockefeller i got bills all in my pocket
I got charge like a usb to plug n socket
I got energy, blospar on another wave, mental supremacy
No need to hate im not tryna make more enemies

lemme talk my shit [prod. yunny goldz]

it's too real

Happy Place Forever

the nothing,nowhere. lp

nothing,nowhere - still

Fuck Me Up Prod (ʎpoqou) - Bonus Track

Shinigami - I Miss U (ft. YungJZAisDead)

@familypet

shinigami: you said thisll never last so now im falling apart
my face is feeling numb again 
a shattered soul
dont let me go
you killed me first
im sure you know

she said thisll never last now im left in the dark
you saved me from myself again 
after the fall
i knew it all along
i never asked for this at all

you shouldve never let me in at all
now all you can do is watch me crawl
away
isolate myself
and i still can feel it all

and you can see the devil in my gaze
i think its best you stay away from me
im weak why cant you see this

familypet: thinkin back i fucked it up
my brothers just don't give a fuck
we skate until it's dark enough
to smoke and drink
we act don't think
don't think we act our age with it
i know i always ruin shit
i hope i never ruin this
i hope we'll always stay like this
putting each other in hospital beds
remember last summer when i broke my leg
doing a jump at the gap at 18th
remember the time that i knocked out your teeth
i'm glad that you always forgave me
these are the stories and memories that made me
i know i wasn't worth saving
i was just crazy
can't help the fact that i love misbehaving

i never asked for this [feat. familypet]

Lil Boo Weep - I Wrote This Song 4 U

follow @moonhater http://moonhater.bandcamp.com

off the upcoming album, "I'll Be High For Christmas" dropping December 25th.

Lyrics:
windows down, rolling weed in the open
windows down, smoking weed in the open 

cops drive by when I’m high wit the guys
like why did I smile and I wave back hi
I think we good, let’s get high got the fye
wanna dab I’ll slide right by
rolling a wood
but they overpriced
and half the ones I buy are dry 
I’m like why. 
get a little water in package and I shake
it up roll it tight, oh thats fye
I be rolling round. Breaking something down
playin somethin cool
cooking something up, 
I don’t give a fuck
what they gonna do
one life, one opportunity 
For you to be you
if u don’t wanna eat good u could leave cuz that’s all that we do
u be in the studio spending racks 
I’ll be here in my room
real shit wake up everyday impending my doom
me and my friends on the come up
We’ll be at the top soon
every album that I make a hit
so I gotta get it tattooed

I'll Be High For Christmas

Follow My Twitter

sex (prod. moonhater)

Just a little something we were working on and never released :)

Cover of "If It Means A Lot To You" by A Day To Remember 
Guitar and Mixing by Shinigami
Recorded in 2017

shinigami + shy - If It Means A Lot To You (Acoustic Cover)

cyberbully mom club - i'm tired and i hate this song

in our memories u r next 2 me <3

featuring @keshore
prod by @eugenecam

in our memories w/ keshore + eugene cam

Lyrics:
(honeyberryxfin)
bitch im kerwin frost with my wrist watch it flip, huh
e86 initial D with the drift, huh
(livinginhiraeth)
spent ten baaaands on this bitch
(julianmissling)
yeh shawdy by my side take her out for a trip


(__.fuckboi._)
i used to be depressed about a bitch
but now im smokin hella loud im gettin lit,
(pregnantjuno)
if you feelin kinda down then i guess you get my gist,
yeah you takin all these drugs so you boutta be missed-

(hkfiftyone)
i be stay obsessed, im a scorpio
aint grindin for the check, just the glory tho
(nmwell)
kinda keep it secret like a glory hole
pull up with the homies and i smoke a bowl

(zack_langley)
i do it for the fans, no im not alone
yall can put that shit up on my gravestone
(trashtrapprincess)
dope flow make these bitches wanna go, huh
stacks so thick but i really want some mo, huh

(theee.warriorrr)
you know my shit legit and i be countin bricks, huh
you know i got so much i hand em out like gifts, huh
(brian_tsofficial)
diamonds in my mouth I'm talkin with a lisp, huh
(third_eye_deus_vult)
your girly like my drip and you be lookin pissed, huh

(_blade.sharp_)
Say that I be nothing and you may insist
(vibeydev)
Get told that I'm hated I ain't never quit
(domsoepic)
My shit be so fire call it suuunkissed
(lucasschaecher)
Countin up the money as I roooll a spliff

(HKFiftyOne)
Know I got this shawty call her kitty tho
Chillin in the Uber through the city tho
Pourin up them shots we gettin litty tho
When we get inside show me them titties tho

Pull up to the crib when we stay in the trap tho
Keep it on the low while we sneak out the back door
Askin where we are everybody need a map tho
We fuckin in the Benz while she grindin on my lap tho

I'm too wavy like the Eightys, I get money it dont phase me, dont chase money itll chase me
Ya
Got dis baddie prolly lay me, if she want it prolly pay me, give it to her if she lazy
Ya

Shut this shit down like a pad lock
Gettin too lit like a flash mob
I be spittin bars like a mad dog
Call me Breath Of Fire like I'm Capcom

nothing,nowhere - still

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