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Take Care

[Verse 1] 
I got, my feet on the ground, 
head through the ceiling, floating through clouds 
in other words, I got lofty dreams, 
start the foundation, blood on the towels, 
sweat soaked through my collar, 
I work and you never holla, 
You ain’t see the tears, You aint see the fears, 
But you see a future without me, wow. 
Guess I gotta go, how do I just go, revitalize the soul
Only time the, Inspiration hits, is when you’re at your lowest
Don’t expect, attention care, or anyone to help you, 
Don’t expect, receiving checks, when they only ask for hand out, 
The paradox, you support them, and they say you were never there, 
Twisted words, you say them, and they say you never cared, 
I guess I’m just disappointed, intoxicated by my fantasy, 
How good it was, but it will never be, 
How I envisioned, that ain’t reality, 
Tough lesson learned, next time I ain’t helping them, they ain’t want to learn
Tough lesson learned, next time I ain’t helping them, they ain’t want to learn
So If you got your vision blurred, then this time please don’t look at me
Grab some windex, for your soul and set yourself free.  

[Chrous] 
How many times will I persist in my mistakes to realize I’ve been here before 
How many times will I persist in my mistakes to realize I’ve been here before 

[Verse 2] 
Gotta set myself free, not outside but my dome be
Wrapped about my childhood dreams, 
That ended, before my first drink 
Why the fuck do I still be, trapped inside of this dumb dream
Fuck escape, Imma man up and fuck up anyone who detest me
How do you have, an eye for detail, but all you see is yourself? 
How are you able to paint your feeling, but you only feel yourself 
Fucking narcissists all around me, mirrors around themselves
Next reel that I see, Imma knock you fuckers out. 
Tiktok mothfuckers, time is running out, 
All your lives are just randomized, algorithm built 
Around smoke and mirrors, 
obscure your inner truth with feelings like you lacking
fucking gurus spraying non-sense like buy my ebook now
Gotta set myself free, not outside but my dome be
Wrapped about my childhood dreams, 
That ended, before my first drink 
Why the fuck do I still be, trapped inside of this dumb dream
Fuck escape, Imma man up and fuck up anyone who detest me

[Ourtro] 
How many times will I persist in my mistakes to realize I’ve been here before 
This time I learned my damn lesson and you will never find me back here, I’m sure

I'm sure

[Verse 1]
I rose to, the sound of your arm move me slightly out of my side of the bed,
 I knew who, it was you, the one that I wrote to
Every night before I take flight within my fantasy, and Tonight
I dreamt of you and me, we loved to fly to Italy,
Barcelona, Paris or Osaka sipping vino, 
feeling the joy of simple life, and we know
Moments of simple pleasure end before we know it 
curtain closes tomorrow, so tonight let us toast to the moments, 
pop champagne to this, let me sing to this, how insane is this 
Haven’t felt like this, in my entire life, fuck the fame and riches 
My hand grips yours tighter, because I knew life won’t get better
just as I turn to face you, communicate you’re the love of my life 
A light shines on my face and I awake, you figure fades and 
I’m left with the sudden realization of my fate, because you  

[Hook]
Fade away, out of sight, 
You escaped, out my mind 
Knew it would, end this way 
Still I did, fly this way

[Verse 2] 
Hard to pretend I was fine, I was dying, 
Recognition of my mistake on the trajectory I was flying
I’m the one that persisted in my folly,   
I’m the one that consciously chose this journey, 
From the moment I was 19, part of me knew I was blind to this part of reality 
So I supplemented it with fantasy, 
Oh how good it would be if I had a father 
How good it must feel if I had a lover, who loves me for me 
Fuck reality  
My greatest lie, originated from pain, 
Every time I tried to escape, every time I tried to be free 
Free from my fear of inadequacy,
started from being a fatherless kid
Mother projected her anger on me, 
She up all night and drinking this gin, 
hoping her pain get up and leave, 
it was midnight and she stumbles on home,  
couldn’t stand, let alone change her own clothes
told me, how much she hated all men, 
I finish school, she will let it all end
as in, kill herself to end all the pain 
so I inherited all of her pain, 
I was young, didn’t know where to go
became addicted, to live off just hope
a fantasy world, inside of my dome  
the story of, how this fantasy goes
all this forward thinking and dreaming alone
developed, as an escape to all my woes  
young and useless fearing I ain’t enough 
was the reason, why I fucked everything up 
as I stand here facing my pain, 
it’s clear that I ain’t the same. 
I need someone, where do I go [Repeat, fade out]
I ain’t the same [Repeat, fade in]

[Outro]
lucifer fallen out of heaven, the gravity pulls me down
They told me to shoot for the moon, but ain’t no stars around
I ain’t out here dreaming, I ain’t fucking around 
It’s time I wake up and face all of this pain I stuck around


Fantasy

[ Verse 1]
Waking up to the sounds of alarms, 
barely moving outta bed, for I am lowering my head
why do I even bother, catching this bus to make a dollar
reasons I can not explain, oh shit here comes the rain
looking out of this window, of this moving bus
the thunder and rain is making my soul cry, 
I constantly asking myself why 
I'm 19 and barely moving for start, 
this is not where I envisioned myself, I'm so far
out of my vision, why did I move out of home 
constantly doubting my dome 
hop out of bus, umbrella broke, 
what the fuck else can be going wrong
oh right, I'm just kid, at shift constantly getting yelled at
4 shifts later, only copping a hundred bucks
no amount of luck can get me out of this shit 
I retrieve back into my own, 15 square metres I call it my home
pull out a little of henny 
and wishing I could write this shit that i'm on 

[Hook]
This is my introduction to rap music
wishing I could write all of those rap lyrics
lyrics posted on my wall and I read them
wishing one day I can get up and I can spit em

[Verse 2]
Not to get on the same topic, but at times I'm at war with my own logic 
I needed money to leave my past behind 
but the money is the root of all evil
my past at times, keeps me humble
every time I feel like I've risen above my own habits
I stare at the photos of my old apartment
locate myself back, in that feeling, I wanted gone for a life time 
I'm moving on, how can I not smile 
how can I not now, for I've done everything I ever dreamt of 
shit this is now shocking, I remember everything I wanted to do was just a dream 
now I've done it, 
ill lyricist, no longer trapped by in the business
world traveller, my style ain't impeccable 
y'all jealous, for a time I done it with no guidance 
still I picture myself in the small apartment 
possum fighting, rents due and now I'm stressing 
my girl seeing another dude, how can she not understand

all I had was you but I'm moving on, for I realised there are now bigger things in life
realised I needed a father figure, now I figured out I'm the fucking best
from the place that I was, to the places I am 
I'm proud of myself, I ain't never the type to sit and wallow in hell 
now I climbed the fuck out, so what about ya'll? 

this is a love letter to my old habits, thank you for showing me the hell
that  I climbed out of, 
because without the lows, how can I enjoy the high
just like how can an rich father, bring humbleness to his seeds
when I was younger I felt insecure about everything I am, 
everything that I was, I was not good enough
now only a handful can understand the shit that I'm on 
from scared to make a noise in my old studio, 
to now spitting the realist motherfucking dope lyrics for
this is for you, my youngin
you done made it

Soul

Man, everybody needs to be in a relationship nowadays
I just don't get it
cos, all you motherfuckers are whack hahahaha

[Verse 1]
I don't waste my time, on bullshit 
and I don't fuck around with bitches who gone waste my time
I don't trust a soul, I got none to lose 
but I don't play with water sprinklers, sure damn no touching no hoes
ain't no dating no vision less losers 
I got it mapped out, I know what i'm doing
high standard just for myself and you're god damn right 
I'm subjecting you to the same rules hey
if you ain't into chilling on the bridge in rotterdam and sipping rose
we ain't got none to talk about 
I been out and around
most of these motherfuckers bored me to death
I can not accept, a life of like yours 

[Hook 1]
Fuck being humble man
ain't nobody good enough for me, aye 
I don't need no, bullshit in my life hey
x2

[verse 2]
don't come to me and talk about gossip
I don't give a single fuck about you and your bitches
if it ain't about real shit, I ain't gone waste my time 
I ain't here for your body, sure you look quite nice
you got baggage please leave at the door 
life is a bore, only to those who got nothing to look towards
your life is the city, how everyone in this bitch sees the
images of you, upload, 
and I know this is what you live for 
but I don't 
I got a life all over the world, 
I still want to, do more 
I travelled the world, 
still a lot of places I haven't been
faces I haven't seen 
verses I haven't wrote
music I haven't played 
buildings I haven't traced 
architect in this city
next time you look at me and wonder why I ain't dating
chances are you did some shit that made me wrote you off
I probably ain't fucking with you

[Hook 2]
Fuck being humble man
ain't nobody good enough for me, aye 
I don't need no bullshit in my life hey


[Outro]
If you ain't about the arts, 
ain't about the life,
ain't bout loyalty, 
we ain't got to fight
I do not fuck with you
you go be
some other guys problem, we ain't meant to be
I'm happier when I'm on own 
I don't need no body else at all, 
at all
I don't need your love or validation
cos I love myself, oh~
y'all whack anyway
In the words of big Sean
I don't fuck with you

Ain't Good Enough For Me

Took some time off to stare at sea, 
thought about who I am & who I wanted to be 
clear as skies times have changed 
i'd ride the waves, but tide is high, 
try to hold on but I got washed away
clock hand strikes 9 im back on sidelines
mission assigned, but I ain't following guidelines
got a lot bottled up, so bottoms up 
empty liquor bottle couldn't sooth my sorrow
all my problems piling up
why the fuck is it just me?
Do they not see, I pour my heart out with every line
every time I speak, it's like the lines are blurred
am I drunk, am I dumb, or do I prefer 
to view myself in a different light 
as the moonlight shines on me, does it cast a shadow 
that's comparable to my inner battles, cos lately I just don't know
how the fuck imma go on, 
every night I'm drawing blanks on this canvas
back to college next year, I doubt I'm gonna learn shit at this campus
I been at this for a long time and no one came close to being my side kick
fuck my chances, I'm way past of being anxious 
I lay flat with this madness, like it's my bitch on this mattress
try to practice blending in but fuck wish I could just vanish in Atlantis
but I would just be drowning in unknown emotions 
cos lately I just don't know what the fuck is going on 

am I right? Am i wrong? 
I did everything I wanted
is this it? make this song
everything that I've done
took me here, I got robbed of every chance that I had 
by this bandit called myself
in my cell, 
so much for did it with no help
this is it, 
this is shit
I'm fucking done with it
if there is a 2nd chance to do it all over again,
you bet your ass I'd probably end up right here all over again










why can't I just quit with this rap shit
why can't I just eat up all of this dumb shit
watch reality TV with these basics
but instead I have to sit here and deal with my own shit
Now what? 
What do I do?
I got nothing to lose
Back when I wished I was here, 
I didn't know this is what I gotten myself into
been month since I made a call
but it's my fault, 
for 
not opening up
for not giving a fuck, 
all of these controversy circles me
can it be, I ain't who I thought I was to be 
this is sick, 
If I knew I never would've rapped
I would've just trapped myself in the same job 
doing the same crap, 
living a life is better than this shit 
alienated by my own kind 
people look at me like I'm crazy
sometimes if feels like no one in this planet know anything about me
sometimes I feel like I'd give all of this away
to be born in a life where I didn't have to leave
where I didn't have figure out, everything for myself
my compass always fails
leaving me behind, in this arctic
and it's so cold, 
the nights are so long, 
and I'm stuck here solo
but the scorpion in me
just wouldn't allow me to be the frog
this is the only thing I can be

Scorpion

90s on a highway, how did I get here? 
Visions still unclear, as I glance over 
passenger side still empty, as I fasten my seat belt, get ready
why did I start driving? Where am I going? 
Am I the only one driving? still
Sometimes It feels like car's drives itself 
conversation with artist i'm bumping on the stereo, I felt
a sudden urge to swerve off and bail 
anxiety followed by panic attack 
maniac with a case a chronic smoking 
mix it with trust issues, 
recipe of disaster or legend in the making
because as of this moment don't shit matter to me yo
fuck this seat belt, roll another joint
drop this top down, as the wind grazes my face
waiting for this god damn flight, 
don't have a clue where i'm going
ah shit here we go again

Have me feel like, I'm home bound
but where is my home now
Have me feel like, I'm home bound
Look how it change you

check the gps, seems like destination's the airport 
guess it's another terminal case of Dwayne's thinking  
wander the world with no one around
making this song but nobody hears a sound
still uploading to this shitty account
have me puzzled why I still be fucking around? 
directionless like without a compass 
what good is a crime without an accomplice 
this is exactly the type of thinking that got me in this mess 
fuck it D, give up on the same shit
it's the same cycle, you returning to the same people
hoping they would finally understand you but 
you can see they don't care, it's the same people
the turn table, flipped, it's time to flip it around
you can't start to fly without leaving the ground
for fuck sake, look at you, you're pathetic
don't you trust me? I can show you around!
Damn just give me the wheel, fuck it


all these efforts I put in, unappreciated 
no one home right now, man I'm feeling jaded
no one home right now, man I'm getting faded
stop giving chances...you  




suddenly I'm awake on this flight, 
recognising no one, this the norm for me 
no one to see,  
this is the type of freedom I need
press the button, call the hostess 
get me a bottle, scotch and soda
man I'm sober, 
why the fuck do I do this again? 
This life I lead is strange indeed
ain't got nobody to share it with me 
all I got is the pen and the pad 
pen and the pad 
I can't even feel sad no more, 
I can't even feel bad no more,
I'm numb to the whole shit 
all these mumble and hoe shit seems to be the new thing
at these clubs, 
I can't do this no more 
empty out my bank account for some drinks to meet a shorty with a booty
this casual shit isn't for me
need some body with some depth but global warming
couldn't even raise the level of all these chicks

You don't even show love to me, no more
back then we had our time, but it's me no more 
it's plain to see it isn't even me no more   
you said i've changed, fuck I guess you're right 

Life ain't the same, shit I ain't been the same no more
cos that shit was what you known me for 
I ain't even into the same shit I was back then no more 
i'm a different man, even I don't feel the same no more
I don't feel the same no more 
don't need me around, you don't even hit my phone no more
all the times we shared, we can't even take the time out to say hi no more 
that's why I stay high, fuck the world, 
I don't even care no more 

all these nights, all the words I held back, I feel unappreciated 
no one home right now, man I'm feeling jaded
no one home right now, man I'm feeling faded
that's why I'm always on the road
man I gotta go

Intuition

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