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rose quartz

pot boy summer 
with Ashleigh Hartley
Check out our band as well on Spotify And Apple Music : Star Theory

Lyrics:
Said you don’t wanna see me
So i’m walking home alone
I’ll skip through the park
Get mud on my shoes
Just like I’m young
I shouldn’t have to feel this
And I shouldn’t have to try
To make you something 
I thought I really needed tonight
Don’t you ever want 
To feel something that you haven’t got
This sunset fairytale love
Don’t seem like it ever was
This sunset fairytale love
Don’t seem like it ever was
Said you don’t wanna see me
So i’m walking home alone
I’ll skip through the park
Get mud on my shoes
Just like I’m young
I shouldn’t have to feel this
And I shouldn’t have to try
To make you something 
I thought I really needed tonight
You wanna drive on the highway
Because anything is better than hanging at my place
I’m scratching the surface of
Redirecting thoughts
But you say you’ve been here before 
Don’t you ever want 
To feel something that you haven’t got
This sunset fairytale love
Don’t seem like it ever was
This sunset fairytale love
Don’t seem like it ever was
Said you don’t wanna see me
So i’m walking home alone
I’ll skip through the park
Get mud on my shoes
Just like I’m young
I shouldn’t have to feel this
And I shouldn’t have to try
To make you something 
I thought I really needed tonight
Don’t you ever want 
To feel something that you haven’t got
This sunset fairytale love
Don’t seem like it ever was

Spotify <3

pot boy summer w/ ashleigh hartley (prod. by Toon)

Reminisce [+ sogimura]

@northshoremusic 
@soulfadexo
@strivemusicau

Different Paths w/ soulfade, The North Shore & strivesad.

❤ Beat Produced by @fantommuzik ❤

❤LOVE❤

❤ Lyrics ❤

Crushed up pills on me 
I be a zombie 
Always poppin molly

yeah yeah yeah 

Melancholy dreams 
and 
Psychedelic screams 
Take me to places that I've never seen

I don't wanna take right now 
Baby yeah you broke my heart 
I don't wanna go now baby yeah it's dark

Walkin in the rain girl you know we lost our spark 

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
So faithfully 
yeah you know what it meant to me 
I know what it meant to you 

you would never be true to me 
true to you 
I know you and you know me 
baby

❤ You could steal my heart 
or 
You could take my hand ❤

Baby won't you come with me one more night 

i dont wanna talk 
baby 
i dont wanna fight 

come with me
and you know we could be 
together forever 
we could be together forever 
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Baby i thought you lost me inside of the moshpit 
really thought i lost it 
had me hurting for some days 
just trynna getaway 
but memories don't fade 
so I cut my lines with blades 

Drugs had me fucked up feeling good 
you said you'd leave me 
girl I know you should 
spent some days alone just stuck up in my home 
just waiting for your tone 
just waiting for your love 
but I know you won't go

Crushed up pills on me 
I be a zombie 
Always poppin molly

yeah yeah yeah 

Melancholy dreams 
and 
Psychedelic screams 
Take me to places that I've never seen

I don't wanna take right now 
baby yeah you broke my heart 
I don't wanna go now baby yeah it's dark

Walkin in the rain girl you know we lost our spark

✰💕Psychedelic Dreams💕✰(prod. Fantom)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



Listen on Spotify!

Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

Produced by @pekarot_161
Remixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

Pressure! (Prod. Pekarot & Horosha)

i’m lover not a fighter
but this worlds so fucking cold 
yuh
it makes me feel like i’m alone 
yuh
the only human with a soul
everybody else is just a walking empty shell
yuh
at least that’s how it feels
is any of this real cuz
i just wanna be myself
but i can’t see myself
i’m stuck in someone else
nobody cares at all
nobody gives a fuck
my universe is empty
and i’m the one who’s stuck
and that’s the way it is
that’s how it’s always been
and that’s how it’ll end too
i guess that’s how it’s meant to

nobodyGivesAFuckk [prod. Noria]

https://soundcloud.com/rainingonroses

lyrics:
so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright

loves complicated 
i know you’ve waited for too long 
i wanna say it 
just don’t wanna come on to strong 

it’s like everytime you come around 
you find a way to break new ground 
i sing my pain out so loud 
now all these walls are coming down 

coming down 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright

i know that im gonna be alright 
cause i’m so done with all the stupid fights 
i dont always do what’s right 
i feel like shit so i get high 

all the bullshit was killing me 
when your love was all that i really need 
i don’t know how you couldn’t see 
me and you was meant to be 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright 

so what i didn’t show up last night 
was so drunk i threw up and got in a fight 
you left and sure i guess that bites 
but i’m young and i know ima be alright

So What!

RainingOnRoses - So What!

prod. by: https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin

lyrics:
daylight shining through the windows
i sigh under the night sky
when i'm below
our time
where did all of it go?
and i sigh 
under any sky that i'm below
that i'm below

below (recyclebin)

@broken_flow 
Mixed by:@chain_trash

casperrr:
hm , my body is shaking
my mind is going black
my head is aching
i got stabbed in the back
but I still love you 
I still want to believe in you
all of the memories we made
will forever stay inside

Broken Flow :
And you don't even know how it feels
when you wanna die 
I've been wide awake the whole night
need you by my side

I won't wake up tomorrow 
i've been drowning in my sorrow(2x)

Broken Flow and casperrr:
Your face , your face i can still see your face
Your voide , your voice i can still hear your voice
Your waist , your waist i can still feel your waist
Your choice , your choice i know it was your choice
Your face , your face i can still see your face
Your voide , your voice i can still hear your voice
Your waist , your waist i can still feel your waist
Your choice , your choice i know it was your choice

Broken Flow x  casperrr  - Memories (CapsCtrl)

Remaster of the original on my Angelboy album. Felt like this one didn't get enough attention! Decided to play around with it n reupload <3

See me, double groupie on me.
3 Piece, (I) come through TVs, 3D.
and I don't think that they gon ever feel me..
Romeo, fuck the world, ima give them another 3 PIECE

*romeo*

ORBITS ft. romeo (three piece re-mix)

Prod. @sorrow_bringer
😔🖤

Lyrics:
I fuck up everything in my life
Staring down at that knife
It made me wanna think twice
Made me wanna get blind 

Bad bitch in my eyes
Said she love me yeah right
Said she love me through lies
Blade all on me, cant cry

Blood on me
I cant see, i been bleeding
Yeah
I cant sleep, every night lose my feelings
Yeah
I dont know who i really am
I dont know if i really can


I try anyway
Down a dark path everyday

Fuck what they say
Everybody got smthn to say
Everybody got smthn that they crave
Everybody think they know the pain
I dont think ill ever be the same

I wont ever be enough no
U used to be the only one whoa
I feel it all getting numb slow
Everything i fuck it up
I always fuck it up oh

I fuck up everything in my life
Staring down at that knife
It made me wanna think twice
Made me wanna get blind 

Bad bitch in my eyes
Said she love me yeah right
Said she love me through lies
Blade all on me, cant cry

BLADE ALL ON ME CAN'T CRY (Prod. Sorrowbringer)

Produced by IceTea

Lyrics

Baby I don't wanna feel at all
I don't like the pain inside my body anymore
But without it I wouldn't be here, not at all
So drown me in gas and then watch me engulf

Light it up, light it up, light it up now
Not enough, I don't really give a fuck now
Heart crushed, I'm stuck, I'm so low now
When I die, I know I'ma go down

*auditory agony*

Down bad, yeah that's how I am
But I been in my bag, I don't plan on getting out
I don't understand what this life is all about
20 years no love, I don't think I need it now

So back the fuck up, you can't save me
Fill the cup up, it's gone make me
Act the fuck up, I'm not crazy
"Ken I fucking hate you", we the same because I hate me too

Look at what you made me do
If somebody care then I don't know who
Know it isn't fair what you put me through
I'm too busy in despair, s t f u

*auditory agony*

Baby I don't wanna feel at all
I don't like the pain inside my body anymore
But without it I wouldn't be here, not at all
So drown me in gas and then watch me engulf

Light it up, light it up, light it up now
Not enough, I don't really give a fuck now
Heart crushed, I'm stuck, I'm so low now
When I die, I know I'ma go down

Down bad, yeah that's how I am
But I been in my bag, I don't plan on getting out
I don't understand what this life is all about
20 years no love, I don't think I need it now

So back the fuck up, you can't save me
Fill the cup up, it's gone make me
Act the fuck up, I'm not crazy
"Ken I fucking hate you", we the same because I hate me too

KIFHY!

spotify.

I'm the worst

i'm the worst

@kado.wav
Why can’t I see that I’m the one needs change
Everyone I love find a way to run away 
Leaving me alone like why you not stay 
I know that it’s me how I handle my pain

& I’m sorry for hurt that
I caused you to make you never wanna come back 
You told jokes that I never could’ve laugh at 
I was dealing with the trauma but you saw that

You tried to make change 
But I stayed in my place  
So I’m sorry for my ways
And the mistakes 
I don’t wanna stay same
But it’s too safe 
Everything Id say 
To make you stay 

Now you gone and I’m stuck here so alone 
I loved you but I’m sorry that I couldn’t show 
We realize what we had when we we let it go
But it’s too late now and you’ll never know 


Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom


Verse 2
All the time I been stuck in my mind
Thinking bout how I just lost the love of my life 
Now I’m stuck in the state want a end of my life 
I’m Too scared to say that so I tell her I’m fine

Say I’m okay 
But I’m not 
Really miss you 
All the pain 
Coming back 
And I cannot call you 

You the only to ever to make the problems away 
You the only thing that’s ever really made me wanna stay 

but I did it to myself 
So I don’t deserve your help 
I’m in love with all the pain I don’t know if you can tell 
I’m too caught up in my mind 
I kept telling you these lies 
How I wish I never did now you out of my life 

alone I’m here today like I’ll be inside my grave 
 never make a change so nobody ever stay
Go and let me be cause I know this is my fate 
that I finally have to float for mistakes that I have made

Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom

Float (ft. Kado)

“C.A.G.T.K.M.”

Written By: Guti, Jadedloner
Performed By: Guti, Jadedloner
Produced By: Caprichioni
Mixed/Mastered By: Jadedloner

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