idonr wanne tgo ti schzool

my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

I Can't Go Back To Her

OOOOOooOOOO

"If you dont put in more effort, you may as well kill your self"
well I started pulling the trigger, as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now its not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that its all over theres a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite!

I Wanna Say the N-Word on TV

real rockaholism

-- 

lyrics:

i don’t get outside much
waste away, with my bad luck 
i’m so goddamn needy 
i want someone who needs me

i don’t want your pity
just somebody to like me 
id take just a damn hug
some kind of physical touch 

i don’t get outside much
waste away, because life sucks
i’m so goddamn angry 
need anyone to love me

rotting in my room

Fried By Fluoride cover

ear piercing treble and shitty vocals and mixing i dont care

Blackpill Beach

crustsox said i sound like lil ugly mane and told me to do a headboard cover but i couldnt make it sound good so i did this

https://soundcloud.com/kaaarma/lil-ugly-mane-styrofoam?si=49e487348da74ddfbeea70ad1bf3521e&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

styrofoam

Im afraid of sex
If ive ever had it
I think that theres
Something about it
Its just kinda weird to me

Take my
Take my everything
Give it right back to me
Wrap me
Give me a bow
Push me where you dare not go
Im not in style
Grind my teeth
I must confess that im afraid of sex
Even in my stagnance
Fix my problems
Make me and addict
Im afraid of sex
Make me and addict
Take me out back
Shoot me in the garden

Holding on to my eyes
Im so embarrassed
Holding on to my eyes
Kill me now
Im afraid of sex
Even if ive had it
I think that theres
Something about it
Its just kind of weird to me
Its just kind of weird to me
Its just kind of weird to me

jjjjjr

ive got a question for u
did u kill urself
cus your
instagrams been dry
since we last had that fight
and ive been feeling

like i dont care
and i want there
to be a timeline where i never even
fucking saw you
lucky that you
never pursued me like i stalked you

shes got it down
with a nice guy and i
got shut right out
by my self esteem
and i could have anything that i wanted but
shes got it down
with a nice guy and i

when you saw me
what did you think
was i pretty
or did your eyes go right past me
ive got it down with a
ive got it down with a

shes got it down
with a nice guy and i
got shut right out
by my self esteem
and i could have anything that i wanted but
shes got it down
with a nice guy and i

shes got it down with a nice guy and i
got shut right out
and its all my fault

de_cache

A trilogy of sarcasm, survival, and fire. From confrontation to camp defiance to quiet sovereignty — Complaint Department is my receipt for every stomp, glare, and passive-aggressive war waged at my door. Filed, stamped, and burned.i

Didn't Ask For That

Monte Carlo

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

There's nothing special about you
I do this to everyone I talk to
I'm immature and have bad trust issues
One day I'll ignore you out of the blue

I think you really need to understand
I'm totally incapable of romance
if you hear me giving you compliments
it's just me trying to get inside your pants

I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
Being nice to you is just a cover 
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

I don't have any actual friends
I treat people as a means to an ends
I don't care if my words offend
Forget about me ever making amends

I'm narcissistic and I'm borderline
You see people I see dollar signs
If you ever see what I'm like inside 
It will send shivers down your spine


I don't play well with others
It's something that I learnt from my mother
I don't get along with my father
If you try to get close to me you'll suffer

OH SHIT YOU WEREN'T MEANT TO HEAR THAT

Baby I'm just joking; I would never gaslight you
I swear you know the real me, and I'll always be true
I promise i'm not a psychopath, I don't wanna see you hurt
And when things get tough you know I won't leave you in the dirt

I Don't Play Well With Others

I don’t mean to be a weird guy
But it’s my blood it’s in my mind 
I don’t know how to read social cues
I’m scared to make eye contact when talking to you 

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I feel like a fish up on land 
Im out of control, I don’t understand 
Why you’re laughing, was it something I said?
I’m just gonna shut up, never talking again

I’m an autism haver
Awkward Forever
I’m so stressed when we’re talking 
I’m a social disaster 

I’m an autism haver
Im fucked forever 
I can never talk to you 
Cuz I can’t take the pressure

Please Be Patient I Have Autism

i've lived a life of despair
so please don't take my hair
it's all that i have left
it will leave me bereft
the norwood reaper cometh

the coming years look bleak
for the suffered freak
ascend the widows peak
what makes the brave man meek

the norwood reaper cometh
its here today and its
gone tomorrow
the norwood reaper cometh

oh fighting back is folly
he culls the hedges wholly
sowed by melancholy
betrothed with just the holy

the norwood reaper cometh
its here today and its
gone tomorrow
the norwood reaper cometh

Norwood Reaper

i think there's something wrong with me
nobody seems to disagree
i just can't take it anymore
wanna slam my head against a door

why do i hate being awake?
guess my life was a mistake
why does everyone have to hate me?
i'm getting sick of being me

i'm sick of waking up
everyday's the fucking same
so sick, i've given up
i've only got myself to blame

it's hard to believe that i'm still here
and it's getting worse with every passing year
now i don't like anybody that i know
they're all just better at letting go

Sick

straight edgy

drinking by myself in the dark
its easy to see, im pretty fucked
wishing i could be happy but i guess i forgot
to snort up the good times and blow out the snot

idontdodrugs at least not that much
i'd rather be doing you instead
im fucking ugly, nobody loves me, 
at least i can still get fucked in the head

relationships always come down to simple economics
when you figure out why youre not wanted
nothing will even matter cause reality is fake 
a 2d projection on a 3d holographic display

idontdodrugs at least not that much
i'd rather be doing you instead
im fucking ugly, nobody loves me, 
at least i can still get fucked in the head

idontdodrugs

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