prod by nobody
written & mixed by yxung plague
inspired by tai (aka hxntai)

lyrics

let me die
can't help a failure
can't fix the damage
I'm not happy with myself
i hate everything about me
i hate that i am still alive 

i tried to be a better person but 
none of you cared
still think i'm the same as always
i can't do anything to fix myself
the fucking damage you caused me still fucks me up
i'm always a failure to everyone else

Heartbrxken Angel

failure

failure [P. Nobody]

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Therapy

Sayonara Cross Teck

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CURSED HEART (prod. sogimura)

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Lyrics:

 
there's a forest
with a cave
hidden deep
within my dreams
where I hide
my secrets
safe to keep
because
I don't believe in fate
just memories made
and a safe place to keep them
that I don't have to share
that's not a burden 
dreams were made to bare
your soul
is weight
in the canopy haze
of the state
where you
put all your faith
and pray

slow dark and steady
this body is ready
but my heart 
is only willing to lie
slow dark and steady
this feeling is heavy
and my heart
still don't do sharing right
slow dark and thready
maybe I'm not ready
this heart
ain't healthy enough to bare
fast hot and heavy
where you wanna levee my pain
to say we're closer because
we've both been scared

It's hell-dark
It's so cold
It's almost the end times
that's what it feels like
to choke
when you ask what's broke
It's not far
the dying light
It's almost
painting the sky
that's what I see 
when I squint just right
when you ask if I've got a light
 
And I say no, I'm
slow dark and steady
this body is ready
but my heart 
is only willing to lie
slow dark and steady
this feeling is heavy
and my heart
still don't do sharing right
slow dark and thready
maybe I'm not ready
this heart
ain't healthy enough to bare
fast hot and heavy
where you wanna levee my pain
to say we're closer because
we've both been scared

It's hell-dark
It's so cold
It's almost the end times
that's what it feels like
to choke
when you ask me 
what's broke

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slow,dark

Thirteen tracks. Thirteen voices that dared to break silence.

From Daniel Ellsberg handing over the Pentagon Papers to the modern struggles of Matthew Chenoweth Wright, Blow traces a lineage of whistleblowers who chose truth over comfort, disclosure over complicity. Each track takes its sonic cues from the era and mood of its subject — folk protest, punk defiance, electronic paranoia, glitch-jazz catharsis.

This isn’t a history lesson; it’s a soundscape of risk and revelation. Every whistle blast becomes a note, every secret unveiled becomes rhythm. The album moves chronologically, building a tapestry of courage and consequence: Cold War secrets, corporate scandals, digital leaks, and finally the physicist’s own coda.

Blows aren’t always clean, and neither is this music — it’s urgent, jagged, insistent. These songs remember those who raised alarms when the world wasn’t ready to listen, and they ask: when the next whistle sounds, will you hear it?

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