Go w/t flow

Hey you started it.
Lyrics------------------
Look at what you started now 
I can hear you falling down 
Baby girl you should be ashamed 
See another shooting star 🌠 
Wishing that you crash your car 
Another dream that hasn’t gone to waste 


So,you can hate me 
I heard everything you’re saying about me lately 
Stick and stones you wanna throw 
You try to break me 
Get to the point I over-heard 
don’t need explaining 
If that’s the best you can do 
don’t try to save me 

I Guess I’ll have to give you attention
Safe from the words you didn’t mention 
Look in the mirror your worn out reflection
Watching my back yeah I need more protection





Look at what you started now 
I can hear you falling down 
Baby girl you should be ashamed 
See another shooting star 🌠 
Wishing that you crash you’re car 
Another dream that hasn’t gone to waste 

So, you can hate me 
I heard everything you’re saying about me lately 
Stick and stones you wanna throw 
You try to break me 
Get to the point I over-heard 
don’t need explaining 
If That’s the best you can 
do don’t try to save me 



Got me around your finger tips 
I don’t know how I live like this 
Hold me down Spit me out 

Look at what you started now 
I can hear you falling down 
Baby girl you should be ashamed 
See another shooting star 🌠 
Wishing that you crash your car 
Another dream that hasn’t gone to waste

So, you can hate me 
I heard everything you’re saying about me lately 
Stick and stones you wanna throw 
You try to break me 
Get to the point I over-heard 
don’t need explaining 
If That’s the best you can 
do don’t try to save me 



Prod - Brady Amour and scotty splash
mix - @scottysplash

Hey you started it (prod. Brady Amour+ scotty splash )

(available on spotify + apple music)

an acoustic one for you. 
guitar loop was recorded by MINOR2GO <3

lyrics:

you didn't have to face the past
but your exhausted lips still spoke
you could've let me drown but you
dove in and dragged me to the shore
i can't describe how much you mean to me
i need to be
so much more
than this

cry in each other's arms till we're tired
help me to reconcile my desires
i need you like a match needs a fire
you need me like a fiend needs a lighter

navigate this mist to my purpose
slip and fall like thousands of times
scars that come from bruises on my knees
make me wonder if
i deserve your love as mine
do i deserve your love as mine?

cry in each other's arms till we're tired
help me to reconcile my desires
i need you like a match needs a fire
you need me like a fiend needs a lighter

spotify

lifeline (prod. minor2go)

steadysuffer - so tethered (+ linden)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/7q5wgEVwBWXPxHuHuRimMi?si=JK3mqkVORV2k8I_pRvPEvQ

FINALLY A NEW TRACK BOYS AND GIRLS!

lyrics:
saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm


looking at myself in the third person
wishing i could find what i'm searching for
i don't wanna be a temporary memory
i wanna be remembered, i'll be written down in history

and i don't need help from you
i can do this on my own
i can do this on my own


saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm


i wish, i wish, i wish, i wish you told me
that you didn't care, i'd never hold you
come around again i'll show you what you did

i wish, i wish, i wish, i wish you told me
that you didn't care, i 'd never hold you
come around again i'll show you what you did 
i'll show you what you did


saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

saying that i care but i know it's hurtful
i don't wanna lie but i can't be truthful
look me in the eyes, i know it's bittersweet
goodbyes arent easy but they're sometimes necessary and i'm

bittersweet

Original song "GETAWAY" written and produced by daystowaste.

Lyrics:
(getaway, a getaway a getaway)
I stare out the window
The grey clouds meet my face
As it starts to rain
Stuck in the shallow
(Yeah, yeah)
As I'm slowly sinking
I think I'm dreaming

So please don't ever wake me up
Wake me up cuz
I don't think I've had enough
Had enough
I'm staring at the surface of, surface of
Cuz all I know (is drowning)

I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go, I still hear your laughter
And maybe I could change your mind but
I don't think we'll be alright in brittle bones
I'll let you go
I just let you getaway

And I've been afraid
Staring at the sunset
Laying in a feild of flowers
Take my hand
It's getting kinda late
can I stay here for a couple hours?
No I can't breathe
It's filling up the room
Now all I see is you inside 
No I can't move
Thrashing at the surface
Tell me was it worth it? 

(I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go I)
still hear your laughter

I'm getting out, I'm falling down
Again I'm not getting past her
A metaphor, I'm insecure
Don't go, I still hear your laughter
And maybe I could change your mind but
I don't think we'll be alright in brittle bones
I'll let you go
I just let you getaway
(Getaway, getaway, getaway)

GETAWAY

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PiVNPXAtc3s&ab_channel=lullabyboylullabyboyOfficialArtistChannel

Lyrics:

Verse 1:

We live in fear, It's all we know
Running in circles, like vertigo
Leave me here, where the grass won't grow
Where the darkness lies, Where the light won't go
And I won't blame you,
I'm okay with the night time
As long as I'm lost in your eyes...
I'm okay with the night time
As long as I'm lost in your eyes...

Chorus:

All that's left, is the ashes
The ashes,
Everything that stood is falling,
Falling,

Verse 2

I'm so confused, what do I do,
Waking up, at the edge of noon,
I'm afraid of losing it all,
I rely on your catch when fall...
When I fall..
When I fall..
When I fall..
When I fall..
Oh you take my energy,
Oh so you wont let me be,

Ashes.

Ashes. [MUSIC VIDEO OUT NOW]

Spotify

love me acoustic w/ kaiyko [prod. brody]

everything on this song done by me <3

lyrics:
i hope
i feel
awake enough to get out of my bed for once
i hope 
i feel 
alive enough to leave my fucking house for once
it's dark here
i'm feeling quite alone here
i would take a bullet to my skull 
to get outside this nightmare

it's obvious, i'm tired of this
bombarded with these thoughts of us
losing all my confidence 
i know that you don't give a fuck
i'm hopeless
memories of love that leave me broken

tired of this (prod. skele)

Producer: https://soundcloud.com/riverwein
Lyrics & Vocals: https://soundcloud.com/yamissin & https://soundcloud.com/sethbest-sb
Mixing & Mastering: https://soundcloud.com/avit69


I don't know why I'm here
Don't fear my dear
you'll be okay

So empty inside here
you live in fear
your not okay

and my mind has not been clear
i'll keep you here
and fadeaway

all the pain that holds me near
on every year
makes me insane

so help me
oh 
help me
feel okay. x2


so just come take my fucking life
I got this pain that haunts my mind
and I can't seem to fucking change for you

can't you see i'm not alright
keep contemplating on my life
and I can't seem to fucking leave my room


I feel like I love this pain
its so insane
I know

and you will see the end of me
on empty seas
i'll float

so help me
oh 
help me
feel okay


(KUROKAMI)


Hold me 
I'm feeling so lonely 
I don't want you to know me 
I just want to see how you've been
Lonely
My heart has burnt you slowly 
I feel like you won't show me 
The places we could go to just be 
Lonely
I'm scared of my own shadow
They want me on the gallows 
I fail to see the truth in this world and it's 
Lonely 
So many things you've shown me 
I feel you even stole me 
I tried to see the best in you but it's
Lonely

La da 
Da da da 
La da 
Da da da
It's lonely 

Shawty want my life but I can't give it way x2
Tryna see lil shawty on a brighter day x2

I'm trying for you to show me 
I'm trying for you to hold me 
I'm trying for you to x3

help me ft. kurokami (prod by. river beats)

prod. caspr


how the hell did i get this far
every da y i swore i’d fall apart
i don’t wanna do this
i don’t wanna write another song
i’m feeling useless
no i never thought i’d see the day
i learned to love myself the same way

i don’t wanna give up on this
every single day got my head in a wreck a mess
i don’t wanna give up on myself again

i don’t wanna look back now on my past
i can’t face it
i’m a fucking coward i can’t face it
i’m done lying
i can’t fake this shit anymore

you don’t have to lie
you can tell me if your hearts been breaking again

don’t look back
the past is in the past
only makes you worry
you’ll be okay my friend

fall apart (prod. caspr)

[LYRICS]

Throw your hair a side like you do all the time
I cant stop what i see cus im stuck in rewind
All my thoughts Tell Me leave when I hate what I find
Will I ever find some peace up in my mind

My mind
My mind

My Mind 
My Mind
My Mind

Throw me away like some old news
choose side i guess that you wont choose
relive the things that you dont like
take time the time it wont work right?

my eyes dont work for the brightside
i guess im stuck in the moonside
rip tear you know where i go like
i see you moving again

again
again

i see you moving again
again
again

Throw your hair a side like you do all the time
I cant stop what i see cus im stuck in rewind
All my thoughts Tell Me leave when I hate what I find
Will I ever find some peace up in my mind

My mind
My mind

My Mind 
My Mind
My Mind

throw your hair.

lyrics:

i don't know why
you're leaving me here
all on my own
i don't have a home
so where do i go
when the world turns me away?
where did i go wrong?
all i do is write songs
for people who won't hear them
for people who don't want to
either way
i can't sleep all alone
and nobody's here 
so i stay up late
and it feels all the same
there's a crowded room full of people
that i've known forever
i just don't connect

when i'm next to you
i want to let you into my head
so you'll see i need you by my side
it's so hard to let go
when i'm choking on smoke
all the things that i love are suddenly
on fire

on fire

New single "it's my fault" (I can't love)
This song has a deep message about how you stay in your toxic relationships, taking on all the blame even when your right, because you feel like you don't deserve better
Lyrics:
(It’s my fault 
that this turned bad
It’s my fault
That I want you back 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault)

It’s my fault 
that I can’t love 
It’s my fault
That I’m not enough 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault, 
it’s my fault, it’s my fault 
I take the blame cause
I wanna make it better  
I take the blame cause 
I wanna get better 
I don’t why 
I keep on staying 
I don’t why
I feel myself breaking 

(I don’t know why, I don’t know why
It’s my fault,  it’s my fault
I don’t know why, I don’t know why
It’s my fault, it’s my fault)

I’m in a house 
thats burning down to the ground 
But I’ll stay 
Cause I’m so scared about 
Trying to find anything new
So I’ll stick around 
with what I’m used to 
It doesn’t matter what you say 
Even it hurts me
Cause I don’t know better 
So Ill just stay 
I’ll just bottle it all up 
Till it’s all too much 
bottle it all up
It’s all too much 

It’s my fault 
that I can’t love 
It’s my fault
That I’m not enough 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault, 
it’s my fault, it’s my fault 
(In a house that’s burning down
I’ll stay I’ll stay around
In a house that’s burning down
I’ll stay I’ll stay around)

Mixed by yago beats
prod. 2001
Original Image found on google and redrawn by me (Killingart) if original artists finds me please lmk your name to give better credit to!

Stream on Spotify!

It's my fault (I can't love) [prod. 2001]

this song broke me emotionally when i was writing it due to events that crossed my mind throughout the year or two, having my heart being played with throughout and it just driven me to a major burnout and a major silent trauma inside of my head, this is just something that crossed my mind for the times that i was thrown down to the dirt from a person i was with and i was told to forget about her, when she literally threw me into the dirt.... thus this songs existence
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Lyrics:

All i wanted was you
But you had to let go
Such a long time coming
Broken from the very start

No one came to see i’m fine
Weathered by reality
Some people they never change
I just want to feel again

Wanna say i’m fine, but i’m lying
Wanna move on, i’m sorry i’m trying
Losing my mind, Like every night
Spewing the truth, but i’m never right
Burning the bridge inside of my head
Laying on the ground til i’m feeling dead
I hate it so much just leave me rotting
Might as well say its better than fading

This broken place i hate it here
No wonder its so abandoned
Because we crossed the paths
That leads to nowhere at all
I wanna say goodbye but its too late
Everything’s so gloomy like last year
2020, the year that’ll end me
But i guess its a nightmare in life

All i wanted was you
But you had to let go
Such a long time coming
Broken from the very start

No one came to see i’m fine
Weathered by reality
Some people they never change
I just want to feel again

Lost in the Lake

Long Time Coming [prod. Splashgvng & Saint Tomorrow]

prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
feat https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

Lyrics:

AA!:
tongue tied
i kinda wanna stay down this time
you never figured me out
i'm sick of dragging you down 
every time i turn around

so forgettable, don't wanna talk about it
still regret it, i wish you'd forget about me
you don't have what it takes to want to be around me
you don't have what it takes to want to be here now

93:
dont have what it takes
to wanna figure me out 
without bringing me down 
half my days are made staring off into space
leaving blood for the hounds 
wanna pick up the pieces
sow my seeds in the sound
push my toes in the sand
bite the lip thru my mouth 
pushing for ground, you always stomping around 
leaving me out, you always leaving me out 
so forgettable, just forget about me 
oooooooooo 

AA!:
tongue tied
i kinda wanna stay down this time
you never figured me out
i'm sick of dragging you down 
every time i turn around

so forgettable, don't wanna talk about it
still regret it, i wish you'd forget about me
you don't have what it takes to want to be around me
you don't have what it takes to want to be here now
so forgettable, don't wanna talk about it
still regret it, i wish you'd forget about me
you don't have what it takes to want to be around me
you don't have what it takes to want to be here now

stream on spotify <3

So Forgettable feat. 93FEETOFSMOKE

I had been listening to a ton of New Order and Joy Division was feeling really inspired by the Peter Hook approach to bass. Laid down the bass guitar through my Orange Crush into an SM58, same for the electric guitar parts. Then ran my vocals from an SM58 through a Tube Screamer out the Orange Amp into my SM7B.

Lyrics

Hey 
Nothing's really changed at all since you left
And every word you say replays in my head
And I'm never letting go, go
Wait 
Everything changed the moment you left
And all the things you did replay in my head
And I know I should let go, fuck you just let go

Here's a toast to my friends about beginnings and ends
As I sit on the ledge and overlook the abyss
I contemplate if I fall
Think about how I live
I have grown to escape all of the things that I did
And I will never be missed
Myself forever in pain
And there's someone inside of my head making mistakes
And I hope you come back
And I hope I get through
The only person I need in the world

Hey 
Nothing's really changed at all since you left
And every word you say replays in my head
And I'm never letting go, go
Wait 
Everything changed the moment you left
And all the things you did replay in my head
And I know I should let go, fuck you just let go

Run, run as fast you can
Run as fast you want
And
Ill pickup again 
Where we left off isn't the best situation
That we tend to dust off
Try to get a better indication
Of what were like
Never losing hope
Never losing love
Theres
Always gonna be some part of me
That just gives a fucking way to your bees
And pretends that we didn't up and lose everything that we built

Hey 
Nothing's really changed at all since you left
And every word you say replays in my head
And I'm never letting go, go

H-h-h-hey

Hey 
Nothing's really changed at all since you left
And every word you say replays in my head
And I'm never letting go, go
Wait 
Everything changed the moment you left
And all the things you did replay in my head
And I know I should let go, fuck you just let go

W-w-w-wait

H-h-h-hey

Wait

H-h-h-hey

Nothing's really changed at all since you left
And every word you say replays in my head
And I'm never letting go
Wait 
Everything changed the moment you left
And all the things you did replay in my head
And I know I should let go

The Great Escape

Spotify/Apple Music

theres this game that i play
where i like to say
im safe in her arms
but i know thats a lie

theres this place that i hide
somewhere no one can find
oops i misplaced my life
kinda lose myself sometimes

theres this trash in my room
it kinda dampened my mood
i had a few friends, a crew
i sorta threw em out too

theres these white little lies
that help me not to cry
like "im fine"
or "maybe it'll be better next time"

I cant get out my head
im stuck in my bed
for the 4th day
watchin my hopes fade

i am tearing to shreds
dont know how ill end
but its okay
if i waste my pain decays
(X2)

i dont know why i isolate myself
the only time ill hang is with my belt
everyone was there to watch me drown
but i lost anyone who could get me out

theres this trash in my room
it kinda dampened my mood
i had a few friends, a crew
i sorta threw em out too

theres these white little lies
that help me not to cry
like "im fine"
or "maybe it'll be better next time"

I cant get out my head
im stuck in my bed
for the 4th day
watchin my hopes fade

i am tearing to shreds
dont know how ill end
but its okay
if i waste my pain decays 
(X2)

STREAM ALL PLATFORMS

white lies (prod. bartes)

track 6
produced by our lord and savior @jolst
hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
well i guess i should’ve seen it coming, it all had gone so wrong
but i didn’t think that this would be the reason for this song
and i know we had our differences but fuck i just can’t see
the issue here, i just don’t know why you had to leave

now its obvious,
it’s apparent to me at the least
that im losing it,
and im breaking at the seams
when its all just said and done
you fucked me over, its your loss
you’ll be wondering what happened
but there’s a reason i don’t let people in

say my name
you never meant it
i could be your romeo
but honestly, i’d probably regret it
“sorry baby”
you never said it
how could i expect you to
apologize, im so fucking pathetic

woah x4 lol

its insane to me to think that maybe i’ll get better
its hard for me to manage how i feel during this weather
every day just like the last,
my feelings for you came and passed
i lost you in the autumn leaves
i never thought you’d leave, but

now its obvious,
it’s apparent to me at the least
that im losing it,
and im breaking at the seams
when its all just said and done
you fucked me over, its your loss
you’ll be wondering what happened
but there’s a reason i don’t let people in

say my name
you never meant it
i could be your romeo
but honestly, i’d probably regret it
“sorry baby”
you never said it
how could i expect you to
apologize, im so fucking pathetic

i never asked for this

apology

apology [jolst]

better life [prod. IOF x King Theta]

produced by: @pekarot_161

lyrics:
your voice in my head
yeah it echoes (echoes)
i can't see through all of it
yeah the pain goes (pain goes)
on and on in my head
yeah it echoes (echoes)
in the fall i'll drop dead
as the wind blows (wind blows)
and when i'm up above 
with the city streets below
maybe then i'll finally know
maybe then

i lost my light
tell me where it went
i'm dying in my head
in a scene so violent
and i know i could stay
and i know i could go
any day
any way

your voice in my head
yeah it echoes (echoes)
i can't deal with all of this
yeah your name goes (name goes)
on and on in my head
still the page is unread
as the wind blows (wind blows)

(chorus)

i want to give you everything
but i don't think i can now
i want to be everything
for you now somehow
i know i tend to run away
i'm feeling my way out
can you hold tight?
i know we fight like the rest
but hold on now

(chorus)

Go w/t flow

Gemini_2078