agony

be safe with me

do you feel it too?

SIN.

2022

(Nourish’s verse)

Today, I can't wait to die, nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try, I can't do anything right
Yeah, and I'm all out of time, it's too late to try
So baby, kill me slowly however you like
However you like

(Nourish’s verse) 
Is this a dream? Got my hand on the handle
Perks in my bloodstream, I just took a handful
I don't remember how I got here
It doesn't matter how I got here
All I can see is the gun on the table
Fall on my face, call your phone while I'm able
I don't remember how I got here
But it doesn't matter how I got here
Flashbacks to days that I thought were repressed
I fucked up again, yeah, that's what I do best
Just trying to fill up this hole in my chest but
She don't understand what I mean by depressed and
I'd tell you I hated you if it were true
I'd tell you I loved you if you loved me too but
I'm on the edge now, I know it's too late
I already know I was just a mistake

I can't wait to die, nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try, I can't do anything right
And I'm all out of time, yeah, it's too late to try
So baby, kill me slowly

(Njp’s verse)
Yeah, yeah
I don't know how to put this in words, the way this burns
Silver lining is that I'm blessed with a curse
With this anger that I know I deserve
Or am I swerving on the people that I love
'Cause I'm 17 and already missed my turn?
And I didn't learn a thing from this
Except what it's like to be buzzing
With a trigger finger dying to scratch an itch
And I feel like such a bitch
Now my girl is pissed because I'm back on the pharms
Singing love from her lips, and writing hate on her arms
So I say, "Fuck it, I'm done," and I try to get away
But I don't get very far, and there's nowhere to stay
And now I'm writing these bars, 'cause I've got so much to say
So my words will live on, even when I fade away

And I can't wait to die, nothing for me in this life
No matter how hard I try, I can't do anything right
It's all in my head, I think I'm better off dead
So can you please tell me why?

May. 4th 2023. (ft.njp)

Kicking snow out the back tire
Use the flame from a bad lighter
Nothing on but the street lights
And those boots I like that go knee high
We make a deal and she gets the aux
As long I hear my favorite song
Cudi just dropped that Mr. Rager
We sing along and we smoke along
And we drive along
Chat back and forth bout she's been on and what I be on
I play something I wrote for you
You said it could be something
I brushed it off
At that time it was only fun
Can't believe that I'm here now
Looking back like how far we come

Is it me?
Is it you?
Is it this heat?
I'm confused
I miss the old days
I really miss the snow days
Is it me?
Is it you?
Is it this heat? (the heat)
I'm confused
I miss the old days
I really miss the snow days
Snow days, yeah
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh
Ooh

Smoke drive and hit St. Paul
Slow so we don't drive off
That was back in that Nissan
High chance that we might starve
It's funny we weren't even frightened 'bout it
Knowing us we make a night out
Knowing me I'd prolly right about
The heat was broke we was fine without it
That was way back when shit was simple
All we needed was a instrumental (play that shit)
Tanner Youtubed a played a track
Most of us took the chance rap
And we hit a run, at that time it was only fun
Can't believe that I'm here now
Looking back like how far we've come

In The Middle Of The Night

Nourish reminisces about a lost or seemingly cold love/relationship, and how Nourish relies on the love, attention and affection of said partner to feel “fearless” or whole. Nourish also implies regret of “lying” when he said that his “love grew cold”, therefore trying to redeem himself and disprove his lies. It’s a beautiful and soothing song that portrays raw emotion and the hope of persuading a former love that their attention and love is still desired and needed.

Lyrics:

How I need your attention
But you're not someone I can hold
I was lying to you baby
When I said my love grew cold
But my love's not going anywhere
But my love's not going anywhere
I was lying to you baby
When I said my love grew cold
How I need your attention
How I need your attention

How I need your attention
But you're not someone I can hold
I was lying to you baby
When I said my love grew cold
But my love's not going anywhere
But my love's not going anywhere
I was lying to you baby
When I said my love grew cold
How I need your attention
How I need your affection

I need your attention
Oh, I need your attention
I was lyin' to you, baby
When I said my love grew cold
I need your attention

You make me fearless-
'Cause you make me curious-
Cold, I need your attention-
You make me fearless-
'Cause you make me curious-
Cold, I need your-
You make me fearless-
'Cause you make me curious-
Cold, I need your attention-
You make me fearless-
'Cause you make me curious-
Cold, I need your-

How I need your attention
But you're not someone I can hold
I was lying to you baby
When I said my love grew cold

Attention, A Song For You.

Lyrics: 
Don't take away
What you need in my place
But I can't feel shame
I fear again
Waiting in the same
My heart's away
Oh it needs you baby

Why you gotta be so hard on me
When this seems like you need me?
Why you gotta be so hard there baby?
Do you know, do you…

Fear, A Song For You.

sedative

i write what feels right.

ARTIST BASED IN KUWAIT.

Nourish.

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