listen to this with your cats.

We’re buttin heads
Like there is nothin left
For us to do 
This masquerade 
Begins to fade
Just like they always do
I need some space
To find a place
Where I can  
rest my head 
Because this couch 
Is nothin like our fuckin bed
it’s left unsaid 
We’re Kings and Queens
Fighting over royalties
Like fuckin thieves 
Stealing out of pockets
Just to feed their need
That they succeed in something 
Other than 
taking in the air they breathe
Now I can’t even think 
So just wake me up in the morning

Boy, I was wrong
And now you’re gone 
I have to relearn
How to live my life alone
And I am scared to do this on my own
These fuckin thoughts
Cover me in knots
Breaking all my bones
Sticks and stones 
And now you blocked me on your cell phone 

What a life I’m in
What a life I’m in
What a life I’m in
What a life-

And you said
“I need to focus on myself
And recollect my broken shell”
Well Let’s be real
You and I were living down in hell
You never ever tell me 
How you really feel
You let it out
By Screamin prayers out to Jesus 
drunk behind the wheel

I would wake up
To your makeup 
Soaked into my bed
And you would cry and tell me
this was wrong 
And had to end
You had my heart
But chose to carry his instead
And I was wishing I was dead 
All I see is red
All I see is red

All I see is red
All I see is red
Wishin I was dead
Wishin I was dead instead

So Here I am 
At 3 AM
I’m Driving through the rain
Actin like a tank of gas
And cigarettes 
will take away my pain 
Sustain a normal brain 
I fuckin took a razor blade
And rearranged my veins
Against the grain 
Am I insane?
I swear I never felt this way
Until I took away 
The pills that gave me blurry days
But theyre impossible to take 
Having troubles 
Separatin night from day 
You’re keeping me awake
Wishin you would stay
Wishin you would stay 
with me

All I see is red
All I see is red
Wishin I was dead
Wishin I was dead instead
What a life I’m in
What a life I’m in
What a life I’m in
What a life

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