Damien Styles - Lost Me

Lyrics:

(Ty)
Baby girl I love you
and I mean it from the heart
I don’t wanna see you down
I don’t wanna see you dark
Girl I know I let you down
But I loved you from the start
Please don’t leave me now 
That will tear my heart apart

And that shit will neva change
Fucked up from problems
I smoke out my brain
Fuck I’m insane
I don’t know nothing 
But problems and pain
I tried to solve them
And shit stayed the same

Baby I’m sorry for that shit that I did
I know i fucked up I act like a kid
You need me to grow up I need to be true
I need you happy and I need me you

I don’t wanna wait baby girl I gotta know 
I’m begging you to stay but you say you gotta go
Now I’m all alone in my room I’m screaming no
Every time you run it gets colder than the snow

(Kcaaz)
Fuck off the drugs i better on percs
Fuck on my life I can’t take it this hurts
But u cried in my room
So why u acting rude
Runnin from the xans
Yah I’m runnin from the percs
Hating on myself all my demons at work
Why do I feel so dead
Never gave a fuck while I made my life worse
Always off the drugs i be better off the percs
Blood on my wrist I can’t take it
Blood on my face I can’t fake it
Death in my heart I can’t feel a thing
Blood on my eyes I can’t see a thing
I can’t see a thing

(Ty)
And that shit will neva change
Fucked up from problems
I smoke out my brain
Fuck I’m insane
I don’t know nothing 
But problems and pain
I tried to solve them
And shit stayed the same

Baby I’m sorry for that shit that I did
I know i fucked up I act like a kid
You need me to grow up I need to be true
I need you happy and I need me you

Why do I feel so dead? w/ kcaaz

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Manic (ft. eWop)

lost & confused?

degenerate

trials of a misfit

forgotten one

nothing to me (prod. Steven Riley)

lyrics:

Here I come
Here I go
Load the gun
I just hope
That I die
Tell me why
I'm this way
I don't know

I’m dead, you’re welcome.
How you gonna tell em?
I’m sorry but he’s gone and I never tried to help him
Bullet in his head stuck inside his cerebellum
He’s right inside the door, on the floor is where I found him
Tell me that they love me, they don't ever show it
They won't give a fuck til I'm gone and I know it
Lately I've been sad but I don't ever show it
Sometimes when I'm down man I swear I wanna blow it

It gon be alright when it’s time to see the light yo
Prolly get me high I don’t get that when I light dro
Days are dark as hell but my demons come at night tho
Life’s a living hell, I just hope the end is bright

Here I come
Here I go
Load the gun
I just hope
That I die
Tell me why
I'm this way
I don't know

I’m dead, you’re welcome.
How you gonna tell em?
I’m sorry but he’s gone and I never tried to help him
Bullet in his head stuck inside his cerebellum
He’s right inside the door, on the floor is where I found him
Tell me that they love me, they don't ever show it
They won't give a fuck til I'm gone and I know it
Lately I've been sad but I don't ever show it
Sometimes when I'm down man I swear I wanna blow it

I'm Dead, You're Welcome.

I'm Dead, You're welcome.

I'm Dead, You're Welcome. (prod. Al Meister)

Today is my late wife's birthday.  Her last birthday with us was in 2020.  So, if this track feels a bit more personal than most of the other Interbay tracks...that's because it is.

Sad, with some heartfelt but hard to say truths might not be your idea of birthday wishes, but I'm not sure how else to honor a day that will never be as happy as it had been before.  

I knew that I'd wanted to do a song specifically for today, but when I started the project, I assumed it would be a soft, piano-forward ballad.  The fact that it starts with music box and dark strings sent me on another path altogether.  You get to about 2/3rds of the way through the song, and suddenly you're in a mystery thriller and who knows what might be lurking behind every shadow.  Who can say if you're in danger or if you're just scaring yourself.

It was not my intention to bring everyone down with this track.  However, it certainly was my intention to express myself within the context of the music that I make.  And, as you know, some Interbay tracks end up being a path to more insights and expressions than others.

I think the track itself says anything else I would want to say about it, so let's post a smaller description than normal, today.  (My gift to you, I suppose. ;) )

I would appreciate you giving "Birthday Wishes" a listen.  I know it might be hard to "like" a song that is a bit darker and depressing than you'd typically find here, but if you think it was well done, give it a like for that.  Obviously, you reposting it, sharing it, adding it to a playlist, and/or commenting on it..all that or any of that would be welcome.  

And follow this page for more Interbay, every single day a new track drops.  

lost & confused?

valdetta

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