Messy state - Deposit

Ya wouldn’t know - Deposit

BAILER  Big Al

 Recorded By: Mx Axis
 Mix n Mastered: Mx Axis


(Chorus)

 see what i do.. come take a walk in my shoes
 and tell me that the drugs dont bind you..

 the greed invites you to see my life through..
 now tell me that the streets wont find you..
 
 
                       (Verse 1)

 I wanna start back when i had a crack addiction
 tryna climb the heights kept looking but the facts were missing
 acts of wisdom.. never stopped me from attracting victims
 looking for the smack to fix-em didnt know-a lack of vision,

 so i rised-up better than the pad n writtens..
 now i light-bud sippin on-a jacks n wishing..
 that the lines-cutt didnt have me smashed n trippen..
 now my lifes fucked looking for a packet-hidden,

 i wanna change so i threw it the trash n linnen
 took it to the grave where i knew i couldnt grab the system
 who im gonna blame is a question that i had to slip-in
    ....but i know its only me so i had-to-listen,

 got away from the schene and the mass opinion
 body fulla rage and the dreams of a rap ambition
 stream through my veins now the stage was my one addiction
    ....but the days of my age had begun confliction,

 lost freinds cause there to busy packin pips-in..
 now i see it that isnt me so i had a mission..
 i gotta get clean move-on attack the fiction
 now im grabbin life by the balls till it taps submission..


                         (Chorus)

 see what i do.. come take a walk in my shoes
 and tell me that the drugs dont bind you..

 the greed invites you to see my life through..
 now tell me that the streets wont find you..


                        (Verse 2)                  

 all i ever i wanted in life was the substance
 now i gotta deal with real and corruption..
 i never thought that i'd turn into a fuck-witt
 scowering the streets for the feel of a drug-hit..

 gotta getaway change how i function
 put it to the page with the pain that it comes with..
 but i stayed in the stage of assumuntion
 thinkin i could blaze it away but its tucked in..

 im a slave to the days of a drunk-binge
 fucked in the head only buggin for that one thing..
 still the wage that it pays was a comfort
 money for the haze to the brain and-a blunt-sting,

 labeled as derranged couldnt tame the injustice
 stable when im bracing the ways till my lungs rip
 afraid if im breaking chain then im judged quick
     ...all my mates would decay that i trusted, 

 its funny how im cravin the taste then im sucked in
 running but the chase i engaged till my blood thins..
 nothings gonna make it okay im adjusting
 flooding through my veins was the rage of a drug-feen..


                         (Chorus)

 see what i do.. come take a walk in my shoes
 and tell me that the drugs dont bind you..

 the greed invites you to see my life through..
 now tell me that the streets wont find you..


                         (Verse 3)

 i started fresh although the marks are left
 always livin with the mission to embark the text
 insteada sittin there wishin i could scar the flesh
 ima carve my chest into an armoured vest,

 until no one can touch me and the bar was met
    ...ima be just me like my father said
    ...no weed no speed now my targets set
 and im standing on the motherfucking path to rest,

 see these people wanna test how far they'll get
 so they pushin all ya buttons till ya blastin red 
 what they dont know now is that im past the edge 
 and im sparkin up a fire like an arsonist,

 now my goals are set.. and im chargin in
 see i've paid my depts from all my last regrets
 this is my life now and i demand respect
 and you know im gonna get it till my hearts contempt,

 no control of where im headin but my stars have met
 put the throttle to the limit let the march comence
 couldnt bottle all these feelings so im asked to vent
 ima model my abilitys and start again..


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