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MANIFEST (I am Wealth, I am Abundance, I am Joy)

Under the Influence (Of You)

[Verse 1]
It’s okay, they say I’ll be fine someday
But I wake up, roll up, and fade away
OJ and ashes on my nightstand
Dreams in my head that I can’t stand
Been lost, stuck inside my room
Old friends talk but they don’t come through
Text me like they care, but I know they don’t
Say they wanna chill, but I know they won’t

They say I been changin
I just been vacant
I don’t pick up calls, I’m too faded
Family ask about school, I fake it
Tell em I’m good but I hate it
Every night I just overthink
Look in the mirror, can’t even blink
Feelin’ like I’m floatin but I’m drownin
Smilin but the pain still shoutin

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of always waking,
Same old thoughts, my heart still aching,
Maybe I been growing too fast, yeah.
Feels like I’m floating, but I’m breaking,
Losing sleep, my hands still shaking,
Maybe I been stuck in the past, yeah.

Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah, yeah.
Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah.

[Verse 2]
Baby, I’m a burnout, mom says slow down
But I light up just to calm down
I been high since last weekend
Tryna stop my brain from speakin
Old friends act like they know my pain
But they just want clout from my name
You can break my heart, just don’t break my pipe
I’ll still be numb by the end of the night

I’m awkward, can’t say much
So I pour my heart in a paper cup
Post a song when I feel too low
Then delete it, don’t want ‘em to know
People fake, they shapeshift fast
Swear they real, but it never lasts
And I wonder if I’ll make it
If I crash, will they play this?

[Chorus]
I’m so sick of always waking,
Same old thoughts, my heart still aching,
Maybe I been growing too fast, yeah.
Feels like I’m floating, but I’m breaking,
Losing sleep, my hands still shaking,
Maybe I been stuck in the past, yeah.

Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah, yeah.
Fuck that, I don’t wanna come back,
Maybe I’m a scumbag, yeah.

[Outro]
I can’t stay too long
You’ll forget me when I’m gone
If you ever feel alone
Play this song, play this song...

maybe i'm a scumbag

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All Over My

Let The Stillness Guide

Heart & Body is a late-night R&B experience, a soundtrack for quiet rooms, soft light, and skin-level connection.
Each track moves like a heartbeat — slow, warm, and deliberate — blending atmospheric soul with intimate storytelling. It’s music for lovers, for dreamers, for anyone who’s ever felt love in silence.

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Half my time is borrowed
Half my time is mine
Half my days are narrow
Half I walk the line
One foot in the gospel
One foot in the weeds
Sometimes I catch the fever
Other times I bleed

In between tethered, and torn at the seam
In between thunder, and burning kerosene
In between saved, and still chasing the dream
In between open sky, and the ghost unseen
In between, yeah

I’ve been raised on silence
I’ve been schooled in storms
Cut my teeth on fences
Slept in open barns
Some nights I’m a firelight
Some nights I’m a fuse
Some days I’m the question
Most days I’m the proof

I’ve walked the wire with desire tryna cauterize doubt,
Fought the choir in the fire when my faith burned out.
I’m the sermon and the serpent when the storms come down
Half a hand and half the iron in a rust-belt town
I keep a tally of every scar like a prisoners wall
See the cracks in every pact, then I buried it all
I’m in the gap between the fact and the shape of my sin
Yeah, I’ve been broke, but being broken’s where real changes begin
So let the dust keep a score of the places I’ve been
Let the wind take the win for every loss I spin
I’m in between the in-between. The heaven and the hell
A little hoarse in the throat, but you can't tell

oh, oh, oh, oh Lord

In between tethered, and torn at the seam
In between thunder, and burning kerosene
In between saved, and still chasing the dream
In between open sky, and the ghost unseen
In between, yeah

Still a little bit in between
Yeah, in between
Still a little bit in between

In Between

He gave his heart to someone who treated his love like a game and now he is left trying to understand how she could walk away so easily after twisting his emotions so many times. He still feels the weight of every moment she bent him out of shape and then left him bleeding for answers he never got. He is not healed yet and each day becomes another step through the pain she left behind. He tries to piece together the broken parts of himself while she goes on as if none of it mattered. He questions whether anything she said or did was real or just another move in a game she enjoyed playing. He knows he did everything right while she treated his heart like something disposable. He is slowly learning to stand again even though the hurt still lingers in every thought and every memory. He is determined to rebuild himself and refuses to let her cruelty define the rest of his life. One day when he is whole again he will walk her way and show her that she never truly broke him. This song is the voice of a man still rising from the damage but certain that strength will return and he will stand taller than the game she played.

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Lyrics
Was it All a Game

You came along was here for a while
Hung around, took my heart like it was yours
You played with it and bent it out of shape
And put it back together again (ah hah)

This went on and on, so many times
Then one day when you knew I was yours
You packed your things and walked out the door
Left me here, heart bleeding for your love (why, why, why)

Was it all a game, just to show you could
You left me in pieces, tattered and torn
Is this what women do these days (I wanna know)
Is this some sort of sick game, I wanna know (why, why, why)

[Instrumental 15 sec]

Well, I am now left trying to pick myself up off the floor
Trying to piece my broken heart back together again
But you didn’t care about what you had done
Some kind of sick game, is this what you call fun (why, why, why)

Was it all a game, just to show you could
You left me in pieces, tattered and torn
Is this what women do these days (I wanna know)
Is this some sort of sick game, I wanna know

Each day now, I struggle to find my way
While you go your merry way
I pity the guy your with now, he will end up like me
Tattered and torn and you will go on and play again (why, why, why)

Was it all a game, just to show you could
You left me in pieces, tattered and torn
Is this what women do these days (I wanna know)
Is this some sort of sick game, I wanna know (why, why, why)

[Instrumental 15 sec]

One day when I am back together, I will come your way
Show you that I am strong again and you did not break me
Just so you know, that I am over you
Because inside I know, I done you right and you were so wrong

Was it all a game, just to show you could
You left me in pieces, tattered and torn
Is this what women do these days (I wanna know)
Is this some sort of sick game, I wanna know (why, why, why)

One day when I am back together, I will come your way
Show you that I am strong again and you did not break me
Just so you know, that I am over you
Because inside I know, I done you right and you were so wrong

Oh-oh, whoa-oh oh-oh, whoa-oh
I will survive, oh-yeah, I will go on, oh-yeah ah hah

Keywords
heart to someone, walk away easily, weight of every moment, bleeding for answers, not healed yet, broken parts, disposable heart, slowly learning to stand, hurt still lingers, rebuild himself, stand again, whole again, never truly broke, damage he endured, strength will return

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