Rest in Peace Triam Bond and Cesam Disney, for Glory Sol.

I told you from the start
I disappear when it gets cold 
But you found a way to keep me here
With a body to hold

And i think of you
When i'm drunk in the road in front of your old house
I miss what you'd do to me 
When i was in need of you and blacked out

I miss you, darling
I miss you so
I'm sorry i went crazy
I just thought i'd let you know

Taking pictures while you sleep
Leftovers on the table, strangers on the tv
I'm bleeding from my ears
Sneaking out while you're asleep, 𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪'𝙧𝙚 𝙢𝙮 𝙗𝙞𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧

And i think of you
When i'm drunk in the road in front of your old house
I miss what you'd do to me 
When i was in need of you and blacked out

I miss you, darling
I miss you so
I miss you, darling

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Sunday Morning (Demo) - Ethel Cain

An edited version of the Dog Days remaster Hayden played during one of her livestreams (09/22/21). I tried removing the munching and clacking sounds from Hayden eating in the background to the best of my admitedly very limited ability.

All music produced, written and owned by Hayden Anhedönia.

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An instrumental portrait of St. Louis shaped by river wind, red-brick warmth, and the quiet gravity of the Mississippi. The album blends dusty Americana with gentle brass, upright-bass pulse, and shadowed acoustic guitar, carrying the mood of old neighborhoods, steel bridges, and slow riverboats drifting past the Arch. Each track moves with unhurried weight—sometimes soulful, sometimes reflective—rooted in the sounds of alleyway drums, distant horn lines, and late-evening air. A warm, atmospheric journey through city memory, river history, and the calm glow of St. Louis after sundown.

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