where did i go
i miss the version of myself that i know
back before i gave a fuck if i’d grow
when it didnt mean a thing if i would blow

every single day im feeling cold now
it didnt mean a thing to me when i went and i broke down
tryna visit home but that shits a fucking ghost town
think i need some therapy but i dont even know how

people see me as an opportunity now
but i want you to go away
theres no escape
right now i wanna blow my brains
im full of pain
and i know that its never gonna be the same

so tell if youll stay
tell me if you love me or you wanna get away
because i got the feeling ima be the one you hate
because i got the feeling ima be the one you hate

[hook]

im getting tired of being tired in my head
i dont wanna wake up then i wish that i was dead
all these years feeling so bitter and upset
it wouldnt be shocking if everybody i know left

ill never felt how i did
ill never feel that way again
because im just a person
and now i live with my sins

[hook] x2

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WHERE DID I GO(PROD.WENDIGO)

Missed My Turn A Long Time Ago

JJ:

Kmf bring the energy
Climbing on top of boddies
Just to reach my enemies

Nobody left alive
To hear my molodies
Traped in my mind
Always tryna find a remedy

My lifes upsetting me
Suicidal thoughts
By the morning finally rest peice

Rage in my eyes
Hope to one day be a better me
This bitch upsetting me
Gripping in my 45
To finally rest in piece

Null:

Bitch im doing time
If I
grip 45
I hate my fucking mind
I know you wanna die
So aim for the sky
the stakes probably high
But fuck I wanna shine
This Daily shi run my mind
This bag up in my mind
These haters they waste of time
I’m satan up in they eyes
I’m leaving it all behind
You leave you won’t be mine
The stars they will align
Eventually probably shine
Just know it’s all in time

Bliss:

roll it up, and smoke it all away
fill my lungs, and explain all my pain
don’t feel tough, without that piece of yours
we play rough, until we own the score

dug up some old hate, let me concentrate
it might be my fate, losing to this game
some say it’s to late to even change today
put it on my grave, “let him decay”

enough
i’m always out of luck
the best way to fill up my day is with drugs till im done
the rust
it stung
but only for a second though
now it burns through all at once,
to the core, bitch never more

Be A King Or A Street Sweeper, But We'll All Dance With The Grim Reaper

Carpe Diem

JJ:

Sacrificial suicide
Live life like is just do or die
KMF will rule the night
To tell a tale of of your demise

Fuck what u mean
I pop percs
I feel nothin
The pain in my gut
Will make me bring out the Russian

Woke up in a beamer
Shawty got eyes of a demon
Cut thru traffic
Like she mean it
High as fuck we off the deep end

Bodies on bodies
Cant never be found
Will finally reach bliss
When we I'm 6ft in the ground

Null:

Whatchu mean the reaper
Seeking?
He right across your screen
lived in bliss can’t take yo shit
So leave your things and come with me
Set your sights
For future me
give no shit whatchu want from me
I hate it here but there’s no chance for you
I see this easy defeat
Headlight creeping cross the street
Cut my eyes I see me bleed
My crazy come to get me
12 gauge aiming at my fucking spleen
Hate the way you talk to me
Hate it when you walk from me
I close my eyes and go to sleep
I Pray I never wake and grieve
But I wake up count my cash
Wake up smack that ass
Hope to take a brand new flight
I’m wishing hope this might be last
Driving hoped I don’t crash
Speeding ball I'm running out fast
Hope I never catch up
Cuz this really might be the last

Bliss:

it’s been a hot minute, since i’ve felt something
why can’t i quit it, feel the storm coming
all of these thoughts have been leaving me livid
tell me wassup cause you thinking you fit in

i’ll tell you wassup cause i know you a bitch
you running from me, but i know where you live
lost my whole conscious, i think that i died
but inside my eyes, i know im alive

roll with caution, so exhausted
failed abortion, call it toxic
i’m so nauseous, all these toxins
in my body, just another hobby

letting my sanity fucking take me over
just what i need, another week not sober
suicide’s for me, im dead on the sofa
please can i breathe, i need some type of closure

i’ll make my own plague, you wouldn’t care anyways
all that i’ve done was a waste
it was my own disgrace
make my world upside down with some drugs up to my face

$outh $ide $uicide

Bliss:

yea it’s funny, never wanted it to be like this
stupid dummy, thinking that he could fuck with my shit
saw you running, now im following you back home
place is crumbling, making sure all the doors are closed

fucking it up and i ain’t looking back
the lights in my eyes and the dogs on my tracks
let it be known that we ain’t ever gonna attack
just given respect or always feared by the rats

every pot i touch it gets a little golden
watch my motives everyday my hand gets swollen
feel real potent with this anger, got me flowin
fear no danger, call me later, i’m doing something

don’t start. don’t start. shut up, restart
i’m taking back the meaning of a krazy motherfucker
yeah
don’t look back, it’s art, i fucked up pretty hard
guess it means i’ve been undercover, till i blow my mind

JJ:

Picture all the shit inside my head
Wished to fucking cry but i rather end up dead
Cause of suicide ended up hangin by a thread
But im doing fine
I got voices in my head

Hold on to yo shit
And remanice
Shit is going down
Unless im giving mercy to a bitch
I dont play around
These 30 rounds will make you body stiff
Bodys falling down
I guess nobody really gave a shit

My mind is but a clown
Better put it down with an AK
fry up all my mainframe
And laugh till day breaks
Ai
I don't crave fame
I hope my family stays safe
my enemies feel pain
While I go make my payday

Null:

Started with my eyes
I can see my vision fogging
Brand new vibe
The bass get distorted
Hear the rise
The pain felt so often
Fill mind
Wit thangs I just wanted
Wit them diamond rings
Diamond sink
Drowning till I can’t sing
Not breathing
Till I shine
Can’t even catch my break man
They just want me just to die
Can’t even step on break
PCP that lsd
I’m tripping till I can’t think
Wait
Tripping round a bitch I can’t get around

Taste Of Vile Blood

Tastes Of Vile Blood

JJ:

Popped another pill
Shrooms start feeling real
Staring at my ceiling
Wondering if I'm alive
Or whats the deal
Dont know what i feel
Fracture in my steel
got to fucking wake up
And then pop another pill

Bliss:

it’s really kinda sad how you always feel mad
while i’m tryna run a bag, and tryna run from the past
i’ll pull up with the mag, and i’ll have you feeling glad
that your toe’ll have a tag, or your blood is on the mat

don’t you know i’m feeling fine
just thought of ways to end my life
take this knife into your eye
and let my night end with a high

JJ:

Wait hold up
Heart start feeling slower
Fucked up in the rova
Lock and load up
Death right on my sholder
Me and bliss fuck up yo culture
Pain is to me as to you is lies
Speaking to me look me in the eyes

Bliss:

fucking it all up need
some type of closure
to stable my mental or
make me feel better

losing myself ever since the start
killing myself, to prove that i’m worth less than art

Null:

Deal
Get to popping off the mf seal
Party bumping going crazy in the hills
90210
Incase we caught a mill
Liquor watching case they wanna cause spill
Way to start
My heart
We on top
Way to rock the bottom
We start a bomb
Here to stay
Not rotten till I drop
KMF the cause
So Watch the plot

Hell Is A Special Place

Null:

If I were to drop, who I would see,
If I were to die, who would I be,
Everybody want me.
Everybody gonna see.
Real diamonds I see,
They just shine on me,
Hater blind they needs.
Every profit I see,
Raining down on me,
Ain’t a problem to me,
Hater want it they see,
They just plotting on me,
I’m just proud to be me
She just madder than me
Baby just top on me
Baby just ride I need,
Shed love to be with me
Baby I wanna be free
ghost in a sea
Motive to pray
Not a lot to say
But I wait for the day

Bliss:

in the midst of really killing myself
burning the flames in this pitiful hell
call it my new home, i’m loving it there
i’ve been in some pain but nobody cares

who else is the one to blame but me
coming to terms with ending this scene
leave it be, let me be, im learning to live
amongst all you dirt bags and bitches you please

lean, on dependency
i’m looking at the enemy
feeling really sentimental
when i put chrome to his dental

no i never gave a fuck about what you see, i’m
too busy in my room tryna make some melodies
the time i saw the light i thought that i was gon’ die
but here i am, waiting for the sunrise

JJ:

Lost my fucking mind
Let me think
Could of been the high
That gave me bliss
Couldn’t tell if i gave a shit
Drive off a cliff
Memorize your lies
To know ur shit
Piss of a bitch
You know id never leave your side
But never this

Gun to my temple
Keeping up the tempo
Started poppin shots
recognize me from my dental
Shawty she a dancer
Cure my heart with cancer
Look into her eyes
Always tryna find the answer

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Missed My Turn A Long Time Ago

04_JJTGR

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