I finally offer y'all a song after like- 2 months? Lol.
So anyways, this song is about hoping that the ones who hurt you will get what they deserve. 

(Lyrics) 

Why should i care what people think?
Why should i care if while I'm rising they continue to sink?
Karma will get them eventually 
Yeah, karma will get them eventually
Why do i always focus on the words that cut me deep
When I know the ones who said it will rot at the bottom of the sea
Oh, karma will get them eventually 
Yeah, karma will get them eventually 

But i think and i wonder
If people lie when they say that i matter
They always find something wrong with me
Changing something about me so many times because they never see 

Why do people always want me to bleed?
Ripping me apart until there's nothing left of me
Hopefully 
Karma will get them eventually 
No matter how many days i have to wait
No matter how many times a tear falls down my face
I'll keep waiting for the day
When karma will come their way 

Sometime soon, they'll get what they deserve 
Soon they'll know that they're the reason for my hurt
Karma will get them eventually 
Yeah, karma will get them eventually 
I hope that they're sorry
That they go to the queen, begging for mercy
But karma has already attacked and made them weak 

I'm so fucking tired 
Of feeling like i don't matter 
It's like people just want me to treat me like dirt 
Why don't they ever see when i hurt? 

Why do people always want me to bleed?
Ripping me apart until there's nothing left of me
Hopefully 
Karma will get them eventually 
No matter how many days i have to wait
No matter how many times a tear falls down my face
I'll keep waiting for the day
When karma will come their way 

Karma...

Karma will get them eventually (original song)

here's a lil wip for a song that I'm writing. i thought of some piano notes for it so... yee. feel free to turn it up if you can't hear it!

Very small song wip

Hhhhhh warning, there's language and mentions of guns in this song- sorry- 
i don't have any fancy equipment except for my keyboard but when i do get a good music program, it'll be better! By the way, the character in the picture is named Alice and i MIGHT make an album about her backstory but I'll see what i can do! 

Lyrics: 

Please, let's just drop the topic
This shit hurts me and I'm sent down into a panic
I don't hate you, i just can't breathe
From all this shit they've put me through, i can't believe 
What is wrong with you?
The guns in my head keep shooting, what do i do?
Visions blurring up, I'm shaking
Why does this sound complicating? 

Why does no one understand?
I don't wanna be here, put down your fucking hand 

Can we just not talk about it?
It's really hurting me
I'm not being selfish
It's just difficult to breathe
I did not sign up to listen to this shit
I don't wanna listen
The guns keep on shooting 
And it really pulled the trigger for me, didn't it? 

Crying every time it's brought up,
Shaking in my seat
Reaching for my friends to help
But they cannot see me
And you wonder why i get upset over every mistake i make
Cause I'm worried that people will joke about it and treat me in a bad way


Why does no one understand?
I don't wanna be here, put down your fucking hand 

Can we just not talk about it?
It's really hurting me
I'm not being selfish
It's just difficult to breathe
I did not sign up to listen to this shit
I don't wanna listen
The guns keep on shooting 
And it really pulled the trigger for me, didn't it? 

Thoughts run and run, i don't wanna be here
Am i not making myself clear?
Just shut your mouth,
I can't focus with all this sound
It is so fucking loud
I'm getting hurt
Watch your words
One minute and I'm not gonna be here 

Can we just not talk about it?
It's really hurting me
I'm not being selfish
It's just difficult to breathe
I did not sign up to listen to this shit
I don't wanna listen
The guns keep on shooting 
And it really pulled the trigger for me, didn't it?
Didn't it?

:)

Pulled the Trigger (original song)


so... this is a vent song that i wrote at a time when i felt like shit... óvò
anyways, I'm kinda proud of how this song turned out so i hope y'all enjoy it!

(Lyrics)
I'm sorry
I know no one likes me
I'm tired of the slamming doors
And getting ignored
And it's hurting me
Please don't leave
I'm just a failure who fails at everything
The only thing that i can do now is sing 

It's mentally painful
And I'm physically crying
Exhausted from the feeling of emptiness 
And so done with trying
I try so hard to fit in with the rest but i can't take it anymore
I had enough of this... no more
NO MORE

NO MORE (original song)

Hello! here's a new song from me! for the cover image, it wasn't drawn this time. it's just a picture of me that i edited bc i was out of ideas and i really wanted to get this song done. btw, i actually used the music program that i have on my computer for this song! (i didn't convert a file i just let it play out loud while i recorded myself singing. that's why it sounds like that) I'm actually really proud of this so... enjoy!

(TW!!)
(Lyrics)
I wish i could forget it
But it already filled my head
They said certain things
That make me wish i was dead 

Remind me
To not speak unless I'm spoken to
Remind me
Not to join big groups 

It's the words
That get to me
It's the pain
That's comes constantly
It's the fact that they're way too blind to see
The words that hurt me 

They're way too much
And way too loud
They're gonna kill me
With their horrifying sounds 

Just let me run
Run away from this place
You're louder than ever 
I really need some fucking space 

It's the noise
That makes my ears bleed
It's the sounds
That are bothering me
It's the fact that they can't hear
The sounds that make me wanna disappear 

Leave me alone
You're cutting my skin to the bone
Is this even home?
I just wanna be alone...
Shut up!
God, just stop
I've definitely had enough
Cause all I'm saying is ". . ."
I've had enough... 

It's the words and the noise
That makes me run away
It's the pain that i feel
EVERY FUCKING DAY
It's the fact that you can't leave me alone
When i asked you countless times to go
IT'S THE WORDS, IT'S THE PAIN
IT'S THE THOUGHTS THAT NEVER LEAVE MY BRAIN
IT'S THE...
IT'S THE TEARS THAT I CRY
EVERY SINGLE FUCKING NIGHT
WHY DON'T THEY EVER SEE WHY
I'm dying inside... 

The words... and the noise...

Words/Noise (original song)

a songwriter who wants to produce soon 
~17~
~she/they~
MY SONGS COULD BE TRIGGERING 

Tessa_thePeanut