kinda at a loss for words with my life at this moment. im having surgery. i lost the girl. my family is divided. i may be homeless this weekend (again)but... this song really gave me... reason

engineered: BRI HENDY
at golden impala studio 

lyrics by me 
Everything is everything 
I can feel it settling 
My mistakes and memories 
Are some what unsettling 

Sunlight peeping through the blinds immediately feel devine 
The source is far of time 
And timeless is this world of mine 

I fit 
Every word into minutes, seconds, and cuts 
Is this 
Everything that I wanted or am I stuck 

With fake friends 
That send emoji rather than hi's 
I've been the cattapillar, when is it my time to fly 

Everything 
is on my mind 
Everything
Is on my mind 
Everything is on my mind 
But somehow its never fails to fall in line 

In This life 
Im long winded 
Sprinting just a short distance 
Yeah this cali breeze is everything I need to write a sentence 
Everything from palm trees to the bees in the yard 
To all the nights we smoked weed, starry eyed, laughing hard .

This shit is poetry 
No edgar Allen poe 
But more a less a eulogy
Of letting go of old bold scars 
That linger deep in our hearts 

These other put up a farce 
I've fallen 
In a world that values surface over 
Who we really are 

But everything is everything 
That's anything at all 
The feel of grass in the morning 
To changing leaves in the fall 

Everything is Anything 
Just bring your hopes in a jar 
And show the world the stuff they missing 
you're a work of art cause 

(Repeat chorus) 

Everything. 
From stress 
To how we dress 

Everything 
To impress 
More or less 

This is all a test 
Of what is coming next 
Chin up to the sky 
and show your back out to the rest 

This is 
Only true intent 
In a sesne 
Inoocence is
In descent 

We need only find our inner child 
Just to clean this mess 
I digress 

Cause this chess board be looking like life 
Make a thoughtful move 
Under set rules 
And see if it right 

everything is alright 
Everything needs better 
Everything is anything 
Even down to the letter 

Every word 
Every paragraph 
Every line that's been made 
Has made way into existence 
Thats policy aye 

prod: ROB KELLY

everything (unmastered/unmixed)

Produced by J. Meta

Equipment Used For Beat:

Akai MPK 261
Roland SP-404sx

Inspired By:

Kendrick Lamar
Mos Def / Black Star
J. Cole

Verse 1:

1996
Take it back now,

Grateful that I never stayed at a trap house
On my game 
I’m on my way to the rap crown,
My Bars make the competition wanna back down

I done Took a few L’s I admit
that’s okay,
Came back harder for the finish
They been putting dirt on my name for a minute

Hook:

But You ain’t even ever seen a star like this 
Star like this 
Like this

That’s the way it goes
Now you all on my dick

Now I’m talking my shit 
My shit

Y’all crying in the corner while I’m loading my clip

Like this 
Like this
You ain’t ever seen a star like this
Like this 
Now you all on my dick
Now I’m talking my shit
Y’all crying in the corner while I’m loading my clip 

Verse 2:

This one goes out to the kids
Been conditioned by neglect
Same ones thats holding the tech

The underdog 
That’s never been given the chance
You can be what you want
just gotta go and get it

Intimidated by the trials
tribulations
Started from the bottom
My success was belated


But Nevertheless boy everyday I’m celebrating 
Another court date evaded
Uh

Dedicate to the ones that’s chasing the check
When funds running low 
We Embracing next hustle,
Flow like a river 
When it’s going against 

The rocks,
Cut though it like a government tax
Ain’t no telling when I’m finna pay it back
They breaking us down if you Latino if you black
Fuck a white supremacist 
They can’t stand to see me win
And that’s facts
Not a diss

But you aint seen a star like this
Like this 
That’s the way it goes
Now you all on my dick
My dick 
Now I’m talking my shit

Yall
Crying 



Verse 3:

1996 was born a legend
My greatest adversary 
Wasn’t the money
when i caught myself ever going hungry

Survival Instinct kick in the door
When you coming from nothing
Along with the times that they talking down on you
replicate the way you walk and pronounce
All these 
syllables that make up that intricate sound
Everybody wanna make to the top
When it comes putting the hard they don’t wanna stick around for it



I been up and down so many times
Seen a couple things it opened my mind
Made me better my rhymes
Scheme
Even my features got too many lines
Blowout the speakers
I could teach you when I’m going live

Maybe fuck around and do a stage dive on em
Yeah
I Hope they feel it when I change the vibe on em

I’m on a quest like tribe
Hoping that shit hits
Know I’m climbing up the list
Cause

Hook:

You ain’t seen a star like this
Like this

That’s the way it goes
Now you all on my dick

Now I’m talking my shit 
My shit

Y’all keep crying in the corner while I’m loading my clip

But You ain’t even ever seen a star like this 
Star like this 
Like this

That’s the way it goes
Now you all on my dick

Now I’m talking my shit 
My shit

Y’all crying in the corner while I’m loading my clip

Like this 
Like this
You ain’t ever seen a star like this
Like this 
Now you all on my dick
Now I’m talking my shit
Y’all crying in the corner while I’m loading my clip

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My mental state has been deteriorating lately

Paprika Freestyle

Unmastered

No Autotune because i don't have it :(

Lyrics:


Got a funny feeling in my gut
Spent most of my days
Pleasing everyone 

Wait for your reply
Got my fingers crossed


It’s thin line between trust/ And being dumb
Others Try to get me out my shell but I won’t budge


I ain’t like these other boys I know myself
I can act a fool whenever you’re Around


Bassline 


I know deep inside were, hella close
Even though we ain’t got much set in stone


It’s a go, it’s a go, it’s a go, it’s a go

It’s a go, it’s a go, it’s a go, it’s a go

It’s a go, it’s a go, it’s a go, it’s a go

It’s a go, it’s a go, it’s a go, yeah

This more than me tryna get my nut
They say that I’m crazy 
I don’t give a fuck

I’m not the same man that I once was
I don’t care what they have to say
Not a drop of judgment in my brain 
don’t wait for my signal girl, go ahead walk

it’s a go, it’s a go, it’s a go 
it’s a go it’s a go it’s a go

I'm Fine :)

It's a Go

It's A Go

Master painter brushing up on the positives 
IG: Ponyboi.sosa

everything (unmastered/unmixed)

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