“The pain i hold is too strong”🔥🔥🖤

i listend to killing me but i think killing me is better

music video - https://youtu.be/EUTme_GH074 

out on all platforms :) 

written by JAYJ & CHYLD
Produced, mixed & mastered by CHYLD

Lyrics - 

Hook(JAYJ):
They all say shit, say shit, wanting me to fold 
Know they'll love me if I make it, but what happens if I dont? 
I been waiting, patient for my time to blow 
Know I got a cold heart, but it's better if it's cold 
See my deepest, darkest fear is never being shit 
Now shawty gimme brain like a student on the dean's list 
and I spent too many nights goin sleepless
tryna hold this shit together like a mf seamstress 

Verse 1 (JAYJ): 
I called my brother and he said I need to speak from my heart 
These people said that I was fake and tried to tear me apart 
just know when they be talking down you gotta shine from the dark 
you know it's all love to my mama held it down behind bars
and shoutout to July he know we came from the dirt
we lost our kin the other day and now his face on a shirt 
cause I had these dreams of being paid but they assuming the worst 
and I aint never stopped believin cause I know that it works 
and I aint ever needed no one got this shit on my own 
yea, I could never settle had to get on with the show 
had to act right, cat fight, dont put me in the mix
if you steady speakin on me, u can swallow up this ... ;) 

(hook)

Verse 2 (CHYLD): 
Yea im prayin, prayin that im not alone 
by the time I die but I guess we'll never know 
I keep sayin shit that could get me in trouble 
like a car crash with my seat belt unbuckled 
cause maybe everything I do isn't enough for you 
and maybe all the happy shit people say isn't even true 
so ima just do this for myself.. for my own health (OH GOD!)

(hook)
(outro)

Sleepless

SLEEPLESS

music video

JAYJ x CHYLD - SLEEPLESS (MUSIC VID IN DESCRIPTION)

Too Bad, So Sad. (feat.st4r)

-Vacate out on all platforms-
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Artwork by: Wheezleboy / Mia Novakova 

Lyrics:
Guap fiend know I got the keys oh yeah
Drop the top Ima pull up to the scene oh yeah
Another shot I don't even know ya
Crazy lifestyle I'm in love with nothing
Tell em vacate vacate before we blow the roof
And they ain't richer than we are
We busy chasin a bag we really gettin that
She busy throwin it back so she ain't hittin back

Been around the block know they all seen me rollin
Been sendin shots when I pull up they do nothing
Hang around us I'm with the gang and we don't trust shit
Cant get enough say she love me no you bluffin
Switch it up now switch it up its crazy
Ride round the city shorty wanna have my baby
No time to be playin around go nonstop on the daily
But the way she spin around it got me sayin maybe
She said pull up pull up if you want the smoke oh yeah
Lookin up at me tellin me go slow
I'll take your bitch to the back
Cant promise ill bring her back
She know we all gettin cash
And she like that

Guap fiend know I got the keys oh yeah
Drop the top Ima pull up to the scene oh yeah
Another shot I don't even know ya
Crazy lifestyle I'm in love with nothing
Tell em vacate vacate before we blow the roof
And they ain't deeper than we are
We busy chasin a bag we really gettin that
She busy throwin it back so she ain't hittin back

Been gettin racks sent a text sayin nothing
She got attached I'll move on and do the dash yeah
Im gettin cash Im blowin gas on the highway
They gettin mad I'm living fast do it my way
Pretty simple guess you didn't get the memo
Rockstar hit the pick and roll
Pulled a Glock out do you remember ay
Im gettin rich bitch now so don't miss this
Miss this miss this
Hearing them all hate keep hatin if they want
Tell em I'm the boss baby they got nothin on me baby
Take you to the mall buy you what you want
Trust me it ain't nothin to me baby

Guap fiend know I got the keys oh yeah
Drop the top Ima pull up to the scene oh yeah
Another shot I don't even know ya
Crazy lifestyle I'm in love with nothing
Tell em vacate vacate before we blow the roof
And they ain't richer than we are
We busy chasin a bag we really gettin that
She busy throwin it back so she ain't hittin back

Vacate (Prod. Heath Stone)

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Lyrics:
I just seen my cousin in a casket
black suits blue flowers in the basket
tryna see how long I can hide the tears and mask it
surprised by how long that I lasted
daughter with me she don't what's goin on
life of a nigga in the double-O
sufferin on the way to the pot of gold
life of a nigga in the double-O

Lately, I been in the sunken place
lately, I been screamin fuck this place
ill be honest lately I been lackin faith
probably cause god don't ever show his face

no matter which way I go
I got demons in the way
I wanna get even but if I do ill lose my way
tryna stay sane, puffin on that mary jane
hopin that these drugs take the pain away

I wonder how much time until my casket
I wonder how many people will show up for my passing
will I go out in a crash cause my seat belt wasn't fastened
or will somebody pull up out the window start blastin

look i dont know about the future
fuck this world Kamasutra
Rip lil cuzzo Devan
middle finger to ya shooter
when you from the double-O
you gotta move before they do ya
bullets ruin my reunion
and they tellin me to cool it like

I aint seen my cousin in a casket
black suits blue flowers in the basket
tryna see how long I can hide the tears and mask it
surprised by how long that I lasted
daughter with me she don't what's goin on
life of a nigga in the double-O
sufferin on the way to the pot of gold
life of a nigga in the double-O
I just seen my cousin in a casket
black suits blue flowers in the basket
tryna see how long I can hide the tears and mask it
surprised by how long that I lasted
daughter with me she don't what's goin on
life of a nigga in the double-O
sufferin on the way to the pot of gold
life of a nigga in the double-O

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