höld me closer, from 2012 w/ caponeti & nicky {friendly}

If life can remove people you never dreamt of losing, it can replace them with someone you never dreamt of having.
Lyrics:
you know I'm tired lexapro
hold my hand and take me home
you said I wouldn't be alone
I would like to ask you 
did you love me
did you even try ?
you grabbed my hand in haste
and quickly asked me if we 
do or die
Underneath my sheets, the monsters haunt you
they don't disappear 
ask for closure
did I even want you
I wish you were here
along as you just stay
well find our way
girl, I miss u, my dear 
 In the forest 
cat and mouse 
I caught you 
please don't shed a tear
It's myself I hate the most
my friends all think that I'm a joke
In the mirror shadows boast
I love you so 
please keep me close
alone with thoughts
that I provoke my bloody shoes
my bloody notes
ill fill this tub with all my woes
the hotline's calling I said no
My twin kylah we gon go
I cry at night at night
I called your phone

(Nicky)
Heard you say that I'm on
and she letting me go
I got me blocked on my phone
she treating me like a ghost
I gotta get in my zone
when I fell in love 
I know I went wrong
I'm calling her but that bitch
is not listening I don't need nobody 
but me on my own
keep it me and twin 
you know that bih killing shit 
I gotta gen on me
i'll getchu gone 
I know that see us 
the way that im feeling
you hear all my pain 
you heal all my songs

I'm burried underneath this heavy weight, you moved on ft rage & nicky (Dimple + Revert)

rage & nicky - i love you astrid (ikari dimple clockwork)

she matching my cool (neonmaid)

its not ok + kaduh (vrtex+n1lssture)

ok thats it im done




lovin her she lovin me
brand new dcs on my feet
lucky me she's teasing me(look at me she teasing me)
girl is our love still make believe
(ha ha)
she rock celine wear maybelline(she rock celine wear maybelline)
wonder if she tired of me
wonder if she lied to me
throw away our memories(throw away our memories)
smile at me its so sweet
why dont you marry me
studded belt hold up my jeans
her presence my dopamine
her presence my dopamine
her picture stay in my sleeve
(her picture stay in my sleeve)

her_presence_my_dopamine(jkjmetasco)

i didn’t mean it (nicky)

been goin thru my pack so fuckin fast lately

i done worse b4(mynorth)

Damn I’m crying in the snow, got that lil bitch, she on go
Damn my heart is really cold, bitch I’m bleeding out my throat
Damn I have no one to help me, I’m dying for your soul
Bitch I’m crying all alone, this broken road became my home
This rain is pouring as I shout “I'm dying, suicide note”
Now I’m standing on the edge baby, I’m falling for u
Nah I’m slipping through the cracks baby, but you never knew
I needed you, you never called, I watched the silence in the wall
I’m standing here you let me crumble, bitch you let me fall
You promised me, we’d have it all, but I know my time I’m slipping
I’m talking to a wall, now I’m crying, reminiscing
Every time I waited, you never knew
Girl I'm crying for you, bitch I’m dying for you
Baby girl you is my love, damn I guess you forgot
now I’m picking up the pieces, girl what was the cost
What’s the cost of loving you, baby you broke me in two
Now I'm standing here, waiting, I’m crying on the pavement
These bitches think I’m crazy, baby where did you go
Now I’m in the dark, I’m shaking, took my heart and now I’m gone, yea

i loved it when u töuched me, now its all gone…. {dimpleb & mynorth}

lyrics:

[vlx chorus]
you're running thru my mind
40 calls all the time
gotta hit your line
cus youre always on my mind

now we're running out of time
and i miss you all the time
double cup then i fly
couple pillies then i die (x2)

[lil liar verse]
acid tabs along my tongue
vivid tripping, feeling gone
im obsessing over death
in my head there's something wrong
challenged with these thoughts a lot
smoking, drinking, taking shots
hate these feelings that still haunt
and how shes hidden in my thoughts
always playing on my head
reflect on everything you said
i think about the love thats gone
and how our hearts were never meant
ignore my calls, left me on read
ignore the signs, leave me for dead

[lil liar interlude]
double cup and then i fly
couple pills, a couple lines
thought we'd be dying side by side
im dying on my own tonight
im chasing for you like a high
youll lead me on like rosaline
romeo had killed himself
while juliet was in his eye

[vlx pre chorus]
talk to me yeah
i feel your skin on me

[vlx chorus]
you're running thru my mind
40 calls all the time
gotta hit your line
cus youre always on my mind
now we're running out of time
and i miss you all the time
double cup then i fly
couple pillies then i die (x2)

runnin' thru my mind (prod. theo)

Spotify- https://open.spotify.com/artist/6Ppz39jQVZLRtwAJo8QXHi?si=6Su9j9eHQTKdhwoqoP-QeQ

Youtube-
https://youtube.com/@jxtyzz?si=x2hEuD02m7qh2cbU

Apple Music-
https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/jxty/1760274579?ls

instergram-
https://www.instagram.com/jxtyzz12?igsh=MWV3d2R1YjBva3pqMQ==

RN (demo)

@realhaverhill
#dmc2010 #silenthill #dfa 
hit my head

its not ok + kaduh (vrtex+n1lssture)

HAVERHILL

Recent comments

omari

onelite

NëcroJam

b1em

Related tracks