vibes 2 <3

Second single from the  record "Grow" out on Furious Hooves Records. Purchase here: http://music.furioushooves.com/album/grow

Apple

Nothing Lasts

You're Gonna Miss It All

Modern Baseball - Your Graduation

Modern Baseball - Rock Bottom

Modern Baseball - Apartment

Modern Baseball - Fine, Great

Tongue Tied - Grouplove

produced by @mileex

cover art by csidesuicide at csidesuicide.tumblr.com/

lyrics:

take a look at my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
medicine bottles and music thats mad reflective
of who i am as a person
its my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
at my perspective

im finally sober
i find that drugs get more fun as u get older
allow u to look into ur mind and break the borders
let u create genius ideas and store them just like a horder

creation not a disorder
mix vocals just like a mortar
ill crush u like im a pestle
and fling u just like a mortar

stay fly like a spaceship
so fly im too high to fit my placement

i been feeling real ugly lately
people rather stand than sit beside me on the transit lately
ya i guess im kind of crazy
and anxious and awkward but maybe u still could be my baby

i dont lift
but im holding up this rep up on my chest
i dont sip
but ill get u feeling wavy like i did

take a look at my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
medicine bottles and music thats mad reflective
of who i am as a person
its my perspective
come take a look at my perspective
at my perspective

perspective (prod. mileex)

produced by @idealismus

this track is completely non-profit

lyrics:

the comedown
nothing good happens in the come down

u are now hearing bout the come down
slept in late put the song out late
always high as fuck when i walk round
took that nap cause i been too baked

u are now hearing bout the come down
ice cube tray in the bong ok
i just wanna pull up rolls royce now
but life just didnt work out that way

life just didnt work out that way

slept in late put the song out late
always high as fuck when i walk round
took that nap cause i been too baked
u are now hearing bout the come down
ice cube tray in the bong ok

homie wake up at four
10 alarms said 8
but i been up all night and soon enough ill be up all day
working hard no pay
i dont care it feels great
accomplishments im glad i made

living the dream and the dream way too lucid
all of my fans said they knew i would do it
im never stopping so dont get it twisted
im sorry but music is over the mrs

808 earthquake
am i always sad no way
sacrifices by drake
hell nah i feel great

u are now hearing bout the come down
slept in late put the song out late
always high as fuck when i walk round
took that nap cause i been too baked

u are now hearing bout the come down
ice cube tray in the bong ok
i just wanna pull up rolls royce now
but life just didnt work out that way

the comedown (prod. idealism)

produced by @killedmyself

cover art found at 80sanime.tumblr.com/post/134500403407

lyrics:

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

its 1:50 
view dizzy
drink fizzy
heads spinning
blunt flicking
bong hitting 
cant lose
stay winning

574 new balance
blue polo player pajama
words make u sweat like saunas
bars bring heat like llamas

petrified
u look dead inside
but i can tell u scared
no u cant hide

look at me catching breathe
i got way too many problems on my chest
tell the clock that it gotta reset
im sitting in my room i should be running up a cheque
needa vent
got so many thoughts evolving in my head
some of them could show me id be better dead
fuck em block em out and focus on the bread

reset the clock (prod. killedmyself)

produced by @idealismus

cover art by SirC at https://twitter.com/TrapSirC

this song is completely non profit

lyrics:

i been feeling kind of lonely
maybe i should try and find somebody decent for me
i dont need no one to hold me
just that some of these ideas i have need to reach somebody elses ears
falling out with my peers
i dont enjoy nobody elses company and im scared
nobody really knows me
well enough to say whats wrong with me
and the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

took me 6 months
but i blew past
miss my medication
got brain zaps
looking at the scene
i dont reflect rap
im a skinny freckled kid
with no face tats

i live the life
if u minus all the ammunition
bitch i do the drugs
but i never wanna go to prison
my own blood turn on me
to see that shit is sickening
but i thank em for my lyrics
cause they fueled the feelings

blueberry og straight out the deal
my exes tell me im cold and i should learn how to feel
i dont feel no love because i know its never real
every girl i meet just want mcdonalds fries and a pill

i cant connect with them
the only one i liked wont respond again
id love to prove that ive evolved from then
ill never be back in that apartment

sap (prod. idealism)

produced by nicholas allan found at https://www.youtube.com/channel/UChXjXO9F6i4O8fnrQc1lpzA/about

lyrics:

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

watching the process of falling
in love with a person other than me
i dont think i can handle this
but ill unconditionally
love you, even if its not me,
with you, even if you hate me,
i just wanna see you happy
thats been helping me breathe
baby

come back and grind your body on mine
we kiss we hitting our teeth
bit lips until they would bleed
we'd strip and take off the sheets
lights on she said she wanna see love making
youll come round eventually
you can be as late as you please
they can build my grave with two seats
baby

mouth like guns
lately all it do is blow smoke
ill never find new love
if im chasing the one from before
fuckings not fun
when it doesnt feel like before
got me checking every newsfeed
as soon as i walk in my door

cold like numb
had to wipe the pictures from my phone
swept up moved on
but i feel her touch to my bones
if i ever blow up
will i see your name on my phone
promise i would never judge you baby
how the fuck could i judge home

my home (prod. nicholas allan)

produced by @jesmal

lyrics:

split your brain in half
all my thoughts add up like math 
cant relax
log ideas in the bath ay
buff and stack
my base power blow you back
cant react
fast enough to block attacks
get you smacked
when i talk dont you talk back ay
switch a flow like weapons y-y double tap
fuck a pact
stole your girl just using snap
she lemme tap
throw it back like bed time
when she hit the sack
havent slowed down in a minute
drop shit when i feel finished
ill give it up when i do damage
40+ songs that i left abandoned

im abandoning you
im abandoning who
ive come to mold myself to
im changing up and now im everything i wanted to do
forge my persona anew
im abandoning self
and im abandoning you
im abandoning who
ive come to mold myself to
im changing up and now im everything i wanted to do
forge my persona anew
im abandoning self
im abandoning self
and im abandoning you

abandoned (prod. jma)

produced by biv

lyrics:

she a trend setter
no description fit her better
elitist mindset
as she reads out every letter
many men she leads
have never even met her
concern for profit
lets her keep them all together

she dont
give a 
fuck

if they
wanna
get a 
nut

she know
what she
feels is
fake

good in
tentions
never 
stay

okay

badass
bitch i
know

smoking weed
and snorting
blow

its like
every
friends a
plug and

she just
takes it
to the dome

fucking with her on a
nother level

manipulate minds
and my thoughts deshevel

dark times
brought on
by attraction

know you thought that shit would never happen

open up get crunched like captain
lose all will no smith no power
no more 
brains hold keys 
none of these keys open up one of these doors

pours
pouring out sweat
no regret
no fear
no time
to feel anything but fine

no how could you do this to me
how could i do this to me
sprinkle some love into lust
and you could take control of me i garuntee

i make deal of it
maybe that why keep watching me bleed
like you feed on it

she dont
give a 
fuck

if they
wanna
get a 
nut

she know
what she
feels is
fake

good in
tentions
never 
stay

okay

badass
bitch i
know

smoking weed
and snorting
blow

its like
every
friends a
plug and

she just
takes it
to the dome

idc (prod. biv)

this song is completely non profit

produced by @idealismus

lyrics:

blowing on pack
slept three hours flat
how the fuck that possible
that i cant go to bed

if im smoking more i swear i should be getting rest
its fuck up (for real it is shits crazy)

i dont think its the only thing i feel in my chest
got some old emotions buried deep inside my breathes
i can feel them burn me when i exhale my lungs
id confront them but i cant cause i forget where theyre from

hurt you
i dont mean to hurt you
but i dont treat sympathy as a virtue
im too involved in my own selfish mind
even though i forget who i am half the time

as i grow i tend to grow out of line
making time just so i can keep taking my time

no one really has the time to worry bout relationship
but everyone is doing it and no ones really saying it

tinder picking choosing
then delete it for a little bit
u know u like the ego boost
of people swiping right on it

but i do too
and im like you
i cry too
and friday night
im high like you
christmas break
im drunk like you
bad work day
slumped like you
im scared like you
not fair that you
shit on me when im 
just like you

i feel things too
i just make tunes and
the musics cool but
im just you

we are one of the same i know

im u (prod. idealism)

produced by jeler beats

lyrics:

you wouldnt
fuck with life 
drowning in shit
thought i was immune for a while
arrogance spoiled it

doom in the night
at least the feeling of it
the feeling of it
could be enough to bring me to the edge

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

ill be good sauce me the crest
freaking the fuck out
at almost everyone of my friends
not in real life
just in my head
schedule flip fuck with the meds
im wide awake when youd be in bed
my average night is a two hour rest

every circumstance is detremental
when winter season ends regain my mental
least ill try
and maybe i could try and find somebody special
its happened before but damn i swear it wasnt meant to

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

always feeling like i said some shit i knew i would regret
you aint finding love cause you been cuffing for the sex, in love with head
whens the last time u left a message
instead of hang up
avoiding contacts a nervous habit
that i cant give up
everytime you call i cant pick up
im too fucked up
get drunk pull trig
but i cant throw up

but you just called to say
that you wouldnt show up anyways
good luck
lifes gonna suck
once you realize i was worth more than a fuck
treat me like a slut
incapable of depth
listen to the song
its as deep as it gets
you let go
i worked i just dropped that let
i just went
face first into
my music again
going amtopm

amtopm
im here again
trapped here with my problems 
it dont end
here i am layed in my bed at 3am
listen to the silence
it just simulates the end

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess
absorbing the stress
i dont know what to do with it
but ill take all of it
ya all of it

dive in the mess
fuck you mean you stopping to rest
pain in my chest
weed smoke smell on my breathe

dive in the mess (prod. jeler beats)

produced by @airavata

lyrics:

sattelites and spaceships
its quiet out in this wind
feeling much more somber in summers end
2g backwoods at night before bed

snow on top of my head
weed smoke seeps out and flies through the fence
dont regret anything
cant feel bad if you forget everything

damn it kinda shitty she dont really want you back now
damn it kinda shitty how the weather always bad now
dont you find it funny how the news is always bad now
i would call my honey but shes only ever mad now

fiji water camel back 
on her wrist
she made me like this
behaviour like this

zero fucks i given im not taking none of this
imma keep on grinding
till my wrist so wet it drips

sattelites and spaceships
petty fights and bullshit
feeling fine when you awake in your bed
that shit keeps ringing round in my head

thoughts better left unsaid
block em out till theyre dead
cloud my mind before bed
sleeps like a free trail before death

sattelites and spaceships
its quiet out in this wind
feeling much more somber in summers end
2g backwoods at night before bed

snow on top of the shed
weed smoke seeps out and flies through the fence
dont regret anything
cant feel bad if you forget everything

im on my dork shit im a new breed
i been runnin thru her mind but ion do feet
i been making music back at 16
now i make her see the vision like im visine

ion even want a girl
too much maitenence
but i fuck alot
im on johnny sins gang shit

not too fancy
old spice fragrance
no one to impress
im on my music all day shit

sattelites and spaceships
its quiet out in this wind
feeling much more somber in summers end
2g backwoods at night before bed

snow on top of the shed
weed smoke seeps out and flies through the fence
dont regret anything
cant feel bad if you forget everything

satellites and spaceships (prod. airavata)

produced by yusei (twitter: twitter.com/junkiewill )

lyrics:

dont lie
baby dont lie
i been changing moods okay i get
still i never focus on the lettuce
still im only smoking on the spinach
your girl chase my balls just like its quittage

if my broskis with it then im with it
if they bout the grind then we gon get it
from facebook soundcloud groups to front page reddit
killed the game and 
cant nobody do it how i did it

blue jay fitted
i been pushed around and now im super fucking livid
once i found my sound
some somebody attempt to steal it
every time i kill it
study how i dit it

dont lie
acid rain from the sky
free ride
ordered the uber outside
unwind
blueberry blunts and red wine
drive by
everytime i link im on time

ay
get it
hit the mic and i shred it
get a bag and i spend it
wet like camelback on my pendant

dont lie
baby dont lie
i been changing moods okay i get
still i never focus on the lettuce
still im only smoking on the spinach
your girl chase my balls just like its quittage

if my broskis with it then im with it
if they bout the grind then we gon get it
from facebook soundcloud groups to front page reddit
killed the game and 
cant nobody do it how i did it

woo
red bottoms on the bottom of my shoe
no margiela ive been draped inside the lou
levi jeans in buckled denim feeling blue

easy target 
i could smell in the fear in you
tactical controls no default like a noob
im sensing feelings off of you
i dont fucking care i swear id love to trigger you

bombeii
in the cup
spit flames on the track
pompeii when im done
new god on the run
top 40 when im done
im ready now
i swear on based god
and his son

dont lie
baby dont lie
i been changing moods okay i get
still i never focus on the lettuce
still im only smoking on the spinach
your girl chase my balls just like its quittage

if my broskis with it then im with it
if they bout the grind then we gon get it
from facebook soundcloud groups to front page reddit
killed the game and 
cant nobody do it how i did it

acid rain (prod. yusei)

written, produced, mixed & mastered by 9TAILS

lyrics:

Morals never mattered
Wrapped around each other
On her finger
Heavy thirst
Quench me
Fuck me
Love me
Crush me
I crave her cause she's the worst

Look at that lightning
Frightening
12 degrees on august 3rd
What the fuck is happening
Cold soul 
Must be why she wearing furs
Body sweet
Mind old
Neck gold 
Wrist gold
Ears diamond
Ring froze
Outfit plus that heart have got her living in 15 below
This feel like 8 months ago
Temperature and feelings both
Drop the clutch and watch the road
Sideways in the snow

Man I know alotta about alotta demons
Isolate myself the cure the way I see it
People try to pray for clouds while they still breathing
My moral set has contact burns the way I read it

The right thing never mattered
She throwing me the cake 
Raw emotion was the batter
Fucking like I love you
Moving like I trust you
I can't get enough you
Fuck you
I dont wanna hurt you
Kill me
Fill me up with everything you ever took from what I said and let it drill me
Rinse off all my faces 
For the real me
Fox blood 
Eight sign seal me
Raging through my memory
I rip through your wall with 2 sentences
Tempt me
Let the wound bleed
No guilt 
No tears
No sorry
I know all this bad me
Get her real horny
It's corny
To be honest

Take that ass and flaunt it
No matter who on it
I'm the one that got it
Got me rock hard like an onyx 
Talking bout a ring ring ring
Like she's sonic
Landline in the office
She been calling back
I said bad service and I dropped it
Took a little credibility online
To pop it
Treat me like u used to
Before all of the fox shit
Object

Like an object 
Honest

u gotta

Last Night ft. @iamtrevordaniel Produced by Taz Taylor, KC Supreme & JRHitmaker

Last Night Ft. Trevor Daniel

je fais de mon mieux
artwork by shakyhands.x on instagram

i've been a fool
i've been a mess
i've seen it all
i'm back again

i'm trying hard to make amends
i find myself fallin down the steps

but i won't break, and i won't bend
i'll lose my mind like i lost my friends
they think i've changed, like i'm not the same
i'm a wounded soul, with a burnt out name

i've got issues with my parents
got some friends i call them family
everyone around me likes to talk i see the tendency

i just had a label hit me up
that shit could help me breathe
help me feed my friends and turn my back on all my enemies cause

i've got this darkness inside my head
this shit will kill me turn me dead so

where do we go when we go
where do we go when we go
where do we go when we go
where do we go when we go

i've been a fool
i've been a mess
i've seen it all
i'm back again

i'm trying hard to make amends
i find myself fallin down the steps

but i won't break, and i won't bend
i'll lose my mind like i lost my friends
they think i've changed, like i'm not the same
i'm a wounded soul, with a burnt out name

vibes 2 <3

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