this song hits way harder after dissociative amnesia

Goodbye, My Danish Sweetheart - Mitski

Lyrics: Why dont you fill up your fantasy
Track me down and murder me 
Father it’s so easy to see 
There’s not a single thing you’d miss of me

So come here and consume my flesh
Put your little girl to rest 
She’s tired of weeping from all this stress
You fired, she’s screaming, the blood leaks from her head

A deer in headlights before he shot
There won’t be a single piece left to rot 
I’d rather be eaten half alive 
Than keep living, knowing this is how I’ll die

So it seems the end of my time has come
My dreary days on this woeful earth are done 
So this is how I die being eaten half alive, a 44 magnum 
Evidence to ash, it’s all gone in a flash, I won’t see the sun
Again

Daughter slaughterer

night shift by lucy dacus sped up

Lyrics:
Never truly alone
I talk to the ghosts
(she doesn’t know that we talk back)
There’s not a single secret they don’t know

Supernatural 
Delusional  
Not rational 

It’s not a delusion 
Or an illusion 
Or is it my mind that I’m losing

Delusional 
Unusual 
Not rational 

I’m surrounded by pairs of eyes 
Watching me sleep at night 
Stare at me, paralysed 
Watch me til the day I die
I should be sleeping, not weeping 
I keep believing all the lies
Paranoia keep on torturing me all 
All the time

When I step into the shower
I feel their gaze and I cower 
My delusions overpower
My control 24 hours
This feeling I’m being watched
Why, why can’t it just stop? 
Why, why can’t it just stop?
Why, why can’t it just stop?
I haven’t showered in two years
I can’t get past this fear
Delusions (taking over my life)
Delusions (taking over my life)
Ah, ah

Delusional

Stood trying to remember what I look like in the mirror
What does real life really feel like?
I don’t remember what I’m supposed to feel

Am I dead?
Or am I in a dream?
Am I a ghost watching what my life would’ve been?

I can’t feel
Times not real
Life’s not real
I’m not real

Nothing is real, ohh, ohh
Nothing is real, ohh, ohh

(I don’t think I belong on this planet
This galaxy, this universe 
I don’t think I belong at all)

What am I here for? 
What is my purpose? 
Or am I even here?
What can I trust?
I don’t know who really exists
I don’t remember who anybody is

Do I know them?
Can they see me?
Can they hear me? 
Can they feel me?
Do they know me?
Do they know who I am?

I can’t feel
Times not real
Life’s not real
I’m not real

Nothing is real, ohh, ohh
I can’t feel, time’s not real 
Life’s not real, no I’m not real

I’m lost
I don’t belong, no 
I can’t do it, I don’t know who’s real I don’t know what’s real 
Anymore, ha
(No more, no more)

Derealization

Lyrics: I, I do so much
To keep you innocent
But you’d rather rot in jail
Why do I protect you?
I just wanna forget you
And how you were the day I met you 
You’re not what I need
So listen to me
Unless you wanna pay the fee

I’m scared of what you’ll do
If I finally leave you
And they all believe you
Not what I went through

(You don’t know what he’s like when it’s just us alone
He only really acts like that to prove he’s tough or something!
He really loves me, I swear)

I’ll prove I’m not weak 
I know what’s good for me
Which means you’re gonna have to leave 
I won’t take more abuse
And if I lose 
Well, I can’t speak of what I’ll do
I won’t do so much
To keep you innocent 
I want you to rot in jail

Not scared of what you’ll do
I’m going to leave you 
They’ll never believe you
They saw before I knew 
Oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh, oh

When you’re dead lying in the ground
I’m the only girl that you ever found
Don’t you want me to put flowers at your grave?
And thank you for all the love you gave?
When you’re dead lying in the ground
I won’t be anywhere to be found
Except guilty of murder, babe
You don’t deserve all the love I gave 

(Oh-oh-ooh
Ah-ah-ah)
Burn alive
Beg and cry
“Bambi I didn’t want to die”

Derealization

Bambi Baker

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