this song hits way harder after dissociative amnesia

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Goodbye, My Danish Sweetheart - Mitski

Weezer - I Just Threw Out The Love Of My Dreams

Reach down my throat
Take my heart 
tear it apart
Dig your teeth into it, look me in the eyes as the blood runs from my mouth 

Kiss me
Show me the taste of my own poison

When you’re done with my heart 
Give it to the forest
I don’t know how to use it
My blood runs black, and I’ve infected you 

Take me back, take me back
I wasn’t ready to die
But it’s time to say goodbye

I see your morbid beauty in which I fear
“You’re mine now
I own you
You own me
And together we belong in a universe that does not exist”

The taste of my own poison

Lyrics:
Never truly alone
I talk to the ghosts
(she doesn’t know that we talk back)
There’s not a single secret they don’t know

Supernatural 
Delusional  
Not rational 

It’s not a delusion 
Or an illusion 
Or is it my mind that I’m losing

Delusional 
Unusual 
Not rational 

I’m surrounded by pairs of eyes 
Watching me sleep at night 
Stare at me, paralysed 
Watch me til the day I die
I should be sleeping, not weeping 
I keep believing all the lies
Paranoia keep on torturing me all 
All the time

When I step into the shower
I feel their gaze and I cower 
My delusions overpower
My control 24 hours
This feeling I’m being watched
Why, why can’t it just stop? 
Why, why can’t it just stop?
Why, why can’t it just stop?
I haven’t showered in two years
I can’t get past this fear
Delusions (taking over my life)
Delusions (taking over my life)
Ah, ah

Delusional

Stood trying to remember what I look like in the mirror
What does real life really feel like?
I don’t remember what I’m supposed to feel

Am I dead?
Or am I in a dream?
Am I a ghost watching what my life would’ve been?

I can’t feel
Times not real
Life’s not real
I’m not real

Nothing is real, ohh, ohh
Nothing is real, ohh, ohh

(I don’t think I belong on this planet
This galaxy, this universe 
I don’t think I belong at all)

What am I here for? 
What is my purpose? 
Or am I even here?
What can I trust?
I don’t know who really exists
I don’t remember who anybody is

Do I know them?
Can they see me?
Can they hear me? 
Can they feel me?
Do they know me?
Do they know who I am?

I can’t feel
Times not real
Life’s not real
I’m not real

Nothing is real, ohh, ohh
I can’t feel, time’s not real 
Life’s not real, no I’m not real

I’m lost
I don’t belong, no 
I can’t do it, I don’t know who’s real I don’t know what’s real 
Anymore, ha
(No more, no more)

Derealization

Lyrics: I, I do so much
To keep you innocent
But you’d rather rot in jail
Why do I protect you?
I just wanna forget you
And how you were the day I met you 
You’re not what I need
So listen to me
Unless you wanna pay the fee

I’m scared of what you’ll do
If I finally leave you
And they all believe you
Not what I went through

(You don’t know what he’s like when it’s just us alone
He only really acts like that to prove he’s tough or something!
He really loves me, I swear)

I’ll prove I’m not weak 
I know what’s good for me
Which means you’re gonna have to leave 
I won’t take more abuse
And if I lose 
Well, I can’t speak of what I’ll do
I won’t do so much
To keep you innocent 
I want you to rot in jail

Not scared of what you’ll do
I’m going to leave you 
They’ll never believe you
They saw before I knew 
Oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh, oh

When you’re dead lying in the ground
I’m the only girl that you ever found
Don’t you want me to put flowers at your grave?
And thank you for all the love you gave?
When you’re dead lying in the ground
I won’t be anywhere to be found
Except guilty of murder, babe
You don’t deserve all the love I gave 

(Oh-oh-ooh
Ah-ah-ah)
Burn alive
Beg and cry
“Bambi I didn’t want to die”

He loves me, I swear

P.U.N.K. Girl

Harness your hopes - Pavement - Sped up

Just- Radiohead (sped up)

Fiona Apple - Paper Bag (slightly sped up)

Anthems For A Seventeen Year-Old Girl

Anthems For A Seventeen Year-Old Girl (From "I Saw the TV Glow")

Kuusou Rumba - Zoku Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei

Lyrics:

He's so beautiful
Makes wanna believe
He's got a heart of gold
That nobody can see

Bringing party favors
Dollar bills rolled nice and neat
Party boy you took to much
Its time for you to leave

I want to want you baby
But you're making it so hard
I tried to bite the bullet
And just take you as you are

You get to boast
Take the one I love the most
I think its time for you too go
Make it so hard you know you've gone to far
I think it's time for you to go

So predictable just like what they told me
He's staring at the floor tail between your knees

Fragile like i've never seen
You're pretty when you do not speak
Fragile like I've never seen
You're pretty when you do not speak

You're so unsure
You're so afraid
Don't tell me to listen when you got nothing to say

You get to boast
Take the one I love the most
I think its time for you to go

Make it so hard you know you've gone to far and
I think its time for you to go

You're so unsure
You're so afraid
Don't tell me to listen when you fo nothing to say

Derealization

Bambi Baker

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