Name: Don’t be sorry (RAW) by cc3dr1c
Duration: 3 min 58 s
Description: please pretend you didn‘t hear the mistakes

postcard222 (noahmadethiss)

prod @sorrow_bringer

 it really does kill me that i'm not able to showcase what i create/put out how i want it to be, but the piece itself matters the most to me. hopefully one day i'll be able to put together like a music video/lyric for a majority of what i put out, but for now, this is all i got. thank you so much for supporting me and music to this point. i really, really appreciate it. more than just that. this is everything to me. thank you for listening. <3

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

brass knuckles mounted on my fists
sweat n grease; let it drip
like a typhlosion, my body is molten
i will not let opportunity slip
it's all for the kid, that i had been
i fucking miss him, but i shouldn't let
adolescence turn to codependence
just how in the fuck did we grow up to this

i'm sorry if you don't like my voice
cause i don't either, i do not have a choice
i take a break for a couple days
then i come back, just to fill the void
i'm so annoyed by every noise
and a breath away from breathing poison
a leap of faith isn't what i'd take
just freefall into clairvoyance

i don't keep track of the shit i accomplish
trying my best to avoid being pompous
now the weight of the world's being pushed on the girl who had given me hope
for the things i had wanted
ain't that some bullshit
honesty lies in between the cracks
of what we deem that is evil
but we can't live without it
can't live without it

oh, it feels like i stall time
when i submerge myself in a foreign pathogen
all feels well, till i cross that path again
flicker the blood off your hands into mine
what an orthodox method of covering crime
i just wanna cry
she just wanna crash
just leave me behind
there's no going back

but, what if i fuck this up again
would you be my only friend
my mentality's kicking the bin
cause honesty lies within sin
with every thought, grows ornery tension
every night i'm a loss, and i'm building retention
stars don't cross if you don't pay attention
my tears don't drop if they're not worth a mention
you cannot feel what i feel.
she's probably not even real
i'm probably not even real
so i'm going in for the kill

i'd fuck off if you'd just ask me
but everybody else just stands there, laughing
i really thought this through
yeah, it's you
something bout the way you stab me
then patch up the wounds
kinda like it never happened

did it ever happen..

retention [prod. sorrow bringer]

sticks n' stones (king theta+sace6)

Lyrics:

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

-

vivid teals on the leaves
got the air smelling sweet
under rain in my fleece
and the birds and the bees
plus the shark in the reeds
got nothing on all my faults
diving deep in the trees
curl the mulch in my feet
body, mind, soul are all soft
judging rights 
judging wrongs
my perception fallen off
i don't know what's the right call

in truth my face will melt
and my mind might eat itself
it's best to save yourself
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
yea
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
i couldn't accept that

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

MAOW

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face

sweatpants (dash)

Lyrics:
Sometimes I wonder if you listen to the songs I do
I know that music's in your blood, it's always in mine too
Since we don't talk this is my way of reaching out to you
And now the sunset makes me think your name in every hue

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

spookybands:
Are you looking at the moon right now?
I can see it in your eyes, I don't think you ever really loved me
Did you buy yourself a beer last night?
And then some whiskey right after, anyway that's how I'm passing the time

And did you tell her about me? 
That new girl that you seeing
I bet she thought my name was cool

Does she text you while you on your way over
Telling you to look up at the moon
That's what I used to do.

These memories just turn to pain
And then get mixed up in my brain
I won't ever be okay
The bar is open every day

Hold me while I drift away
You don't have to miss me baby
I just tell myself you are
To feel better (that's fucking crazy)

Sometimes I wonder if you're staring out your window at the moon
You're probably not, but you're outside, you're on the chair, you're looking too
Are you looking too?
Are you looking too?

Look At The Moon

look at the moon (ft. spookybands)

lyrics:

Walking away 
Was all it took to see
The pain we cause
I know That end of the day
We change for worse
And time is all but ours
Ur bed where you lay ur head
Is filled with dread disguised as warmth
The opaqueness of signs ignored
Is cause enough to see you gored

Right back from the grave
I thought Id sworn to come reclaim
My spot inside her heart
I know feelings can change
But mine and yours had stayed 
Somewhere I was sure we would guard

A bitter sweet farewell
The time I take to make sure ur safe
Is now time for collecting myself
Seasons change oh well
But summer time is here to remain as I turn earth into hell
The old church in the bay
The paints peeling away
Its old souls that remain
I know half
Its not true what they say
The dead feel everything
Its just muffled in rain
And tough love
Brought back to this plane
The one in which they were slain
There’s no time they could pray
Cause times up
They watch and laugh as you strain
And feel a quarter of pain that they had
They cheer out as someone paid up

Right back from the grave
I thought Id sworn to come reclaim
My spot inside her heart
I know feelings can change
But mine and yours had stayed 
Somewhere I was sure we would guard

No I can’t fake it today
Im fucking glad u had came
And restrained and filleted
What we divide between us
The room will smell of death and decay
And all together we say
Oh im just glad it aint us

keepsafe (eric godlow x nico north)

lyrics:

We bend and we fold
But sure enough we shape back 
The bruised eyes you hold
Have faded from the photograph

Too fast and too slow
A present from a broken past
We can hide in our homes
And try to turn the clocks back

But night comes and time slows
Its Stopping on a blocked frame
And right is there is the black hole
That sucked all her life away

When I leave i choke
On fumes from the promenade
Its jet fuel and black smoke
Wrapping over my brain

The ship lifts and I go
Hurdled into outer space
The trip ends and im home
Somewhere safe and far away

So Fight back and break bones
And show them how their blood tastes
Weve worn these welts and these bruised souls
Now its your turn to feel pain

Too fast and too slow
A present from a broken past
We can hide in our homes
And try to turn the clocks back

But night comes and time slows
Its Stopping on a blocked frame
And right is there is the black hole
That sucked all her life away

the remedy (sorrowbringer x clozz)

please pretend you didn‘t hear the mistakes

Don’t be sorry (RAW)

Prod:
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I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

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documenting me and m bestfriends journey

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Don’t be sorry (RAW)

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