Allow the mind to drift in between the unseen space that lies within ourselves. Here you are, awake in The Dream; a new realm where space can become infinite and the impossible is imagined.. Fractal melodies of creation within mystical soundscapes, earthy percussion, sacred messages, etheric voices, and cross-cultural instrumentation await the blessing of your ears. 

I love you. 

Photo: Costa Rican Sunrise

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3 Hour Sunrise Set - "We All Rise Together" - September 2021

While You Were Sleeping

DJ Snake - Taki Taki ft. Selena Gomez, Ozuna, Cardi B(8D AUDIO)

a tragi-comic description of one man's attempt to navigate the pitfalls of dating spiritual women

lyrics:

NO GODDESSES WERE HARMED IN THE MAKING OF THIS SONG.

I met her on facebook, shed written 8 books
& built a do terra business with her great looks
she had a crystal hoard and avision board  and pinterest pictures of everythin’ she’s wishin for/   like gary vee – this chick’s all about hustle 
a super cute fit witch with great glute muscles   her selfie game is ridiculously polished she’s 
a hashtag boss bitch hash tag goddess/    she is as beautiful as she is remorseless  you’ll never get a refund from her online courses
she’s got a dream to be an Egyptian queen
maybe that’s why it seems like a pyramid scheme/ (oh!) 
we got along until I said something hurtful  about a scam she was running,  something called a gifting circle?
don’t rob your sisters cos they can’t do sums
I got 99 problems - getting rich aint one///

IN CONCLUSION, ITS ILLUSION
WHAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH JUST BEING HUMAN
I KNOW ITS CAUSING A LOT OF CONFUSION
COS NOW WE'RE ALL STUCK IN THIS GODDESS DELUSION X2
  
  I SEEN her on Instagram, posting routinely
A vegan yogini in a tight white bikini
It seems she could feel me in her anahata chakra
Cos we caught up to practice late night pranayama (uhhh!)/
She was monogamous (ugh) searching for a partner
That’s why she posts those pictures of her perfect arse-na
She looks SO good in her lulu-lemonses
I almost bought into all her gurus premises/
I sat politely whilst she told me all her shakey plans
And blessed her smoothie every day with her reiki hands
She made demands for me to alter my damn ways
HASHTAG YOGA BODY HASHTAG PLANTBASED/
in many way’s she’s expanded my bandwidth  but we said NAMASTAY the day I ate a steak sandwich  being told what to do’s not fun  I got 99 problems but being your bitch aint one////

IN CONCLUSION, ITS ILLUSION
WHAT'S THE PROBLEM WITH JUST BEING HUMAN
I KNOW ITS CAUSING A LOT OF CONFUSION
COS NOW WE'RE ALL STUCK IN THIS GODDESS DELUSION X2
  
It started on snap chat, progressed to a black cat,
Candles and bat wings packed in a back pack/
A bad bitch who was deliciously cynical
Legitimate black witch proficient at ritual/   she fit the bill y’know I couldn’t resist her  we share the same vision since we done a fews ISTAs  she said she’s up for sharing me with her sisters
God I love the hashtag witchesofinsta/ 
 This type dating’s really aint for the amateurs,  her first name was polly. second name was amorous.
Its kinda hazardous unless you’re a wizard
She invited me round for “something exquisite”  I kinda thought y’know she might be the one
as they strapped me to the altar so I could not run  a sexy ritual that seemed like fun  up until they shoved a crystal in my black hole, son!

The #Goddess Delusion (produced by Ben Templestep)

"Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God's sacred feast.

All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life's heart."
- The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran

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This week's theme is about love. And about letting go. 

Have you ever been with someone that you're certain is right for you, and yet no matter what you try, you're unable to make the relationship work? Has it ever felt as though some unseen force is conspiring against you to undermine your relationship?

Recently, I learned about the concept of "Twin Flames," the idea that a single soul is split into two, comes to this plane of existence, and meets its other half. 

However, twin flames often do not end up together, but instead enter into an incredibly challenging relationship that reveals their "shadow," the parts of themselves which they must heal, deal with, and resolve in order to be the person they are meant to become.

This concept perfectly describes my relationship -- and its end -- with my now ex, Kelsey, of two years.  We separated in early August.

Regardless of your spiritual beliefs, the idea of relationship as a catalyst for our own growth and development, whether we remain together or separate, is profoundly powerful.

Letting go of the love I shared with Kelsey, doing the work to heal, to grow, and to become a better man -- and trusting that in doing so the love I truly desire will show up -- is the theme of this week's mix, called simply "Twin Flames."

As you listen, ask yourself: where can you use profound love, or letting go of the love that is safe but no longer serving you, as a catalyst for discovery, growth, and your own personal freedom?

TATONKUH - Twin Flames - Friday Devotional Weekly Mix Series, Oct 24, 2020

Welcome to "Friday Devotional." Each Friday, I release a curated mix that is based in an idea, theme, or feeling. The intention is to provoke thought, to open your heart and mind, and to give you something amazing to listen to over the weekend.
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“You have to keep breaking your heart until it opens.” -Rumi
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THIS WEEK'S THEME: Missing You
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This year has been one of great loss for so many, and collectively. 

Especially the people we love, or our ability to connect with them. And as a culture we tend to want to minimize loss, to gloss over it, to be positive and say “well, it’s ok because...”

Or in my case, when I lose someone I love, I want to pick apart “what happened” and understand every aspect of how things unfolded so that I can make damn sure it never happens again. 

In these last several months since my ex and I separated, I have thought hundreds of hours about what I could have done differently, better, or more lovingly to avoid this pain. But the truth is that I did the best I could with the awareness and knowledge I had at the time. 

That’s what we all do in life. The best we can with what we’ve got.

So when we finally give up the story that there was some other way it could have been, all there is to do is take our lessons forward and confront the loss — and the pain.

There is no explanation that will make me miss her less. When we truly love someone and we lose them, there is no avoiding the hurt, the heartache, and the grief. And our distractions just prolong and deepen the suffering.

When we understand that, we see that our choice is simple: face the pain, embrace it as an expression of our love for them, and let the pain break open our hearts again so that love can enter once more.

So not only is it ok to think, “I miss you.” It’s beautiful, and it’s medicine if you let it be. 

Because heartbreak and grief is just love in drag. 
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THIS WEEK’S QUESTION:

What heartache, loss, or sadness have you resisted and turned away from? Why? What could open up if you turn towards it? And what do you need to do to create that opening?
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Cover Art: "Un:named" by IG: @jettergreen (jettergreen.com)

TATONKUH - Missing You - Friday Devotional Mix Series, 11.6.2020

“You didn’t come into this world. You came out of it, like a wave from the ocean. You are not a stranger here.” -Alan Watts
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Welcome to "Friday Devotional." Most Fridays, I release a curated mix that is based in an idea, theme, or feeling. The intention is to provoke thought, to open your heart and mind, and to give you something amazing to listen to over the weekend.
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THIS WEEK'S THEME: THE WAVE
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This week’s theme is inspired by an Alan Watts lecture in which he talks about how our very existence is part of a larger, inseparable whole, in much the same way that a wave is also the entire ocean of which it is a part.

It made me think about how just as there can be no peak of a wave without a trough, there can be no joy without sadness, no life without death, no light without dark, no self without unity.

It’s all simply one thing, happening, but the human mind separates and judges some aspects as good, such as life, and some as bad, such as death. And when we are in the “trough” of the wave and our circumstances challenge us, we often forget that the trough itself is the indication that the next wave is coming, and we are merely surfers waiting to catch that ride.

When we remember this, we can relate to every aspect of life with an open heart and grace and our hardships become an invitation to expand. 

THIS WEEK’S QUESTION

What aspect of yourself or your life are you currently judging as bad?  Can you bring gratitude to it and begin to see it as the trough of a wave, giving you the chance to experience the peak that will follow? 
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Cover Art by IG: @jettergreen (jettergreen.com)

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