lyrics
[verse]
i just wanna write something 
that'll mean something 
that punch you in the gut something
to hurt your heart like mine does, hun
i don't wanna be malicious 
don't know how to deal with this 
maybe just give me one last kiss 
and i'll let you get back to your bitches 

i'm not tryna heal baby 
i just wanna feel something
like how we felt something 
a heatwave heartache or something 
like that 
 
[chorus]
did i do something wrong?
did i come off too strong? 
you been away too long 
my head's picking fights with my heart
and i know who wins

[verse]
i whisper sweet nothings
to the moon when no one's listening 
universe hear my pleading 
i'm sorry it's only lonely nights when i'm needing 
you

i just need to light up a stick 
either incense or a cigarette 
don't know which one it is yet 
whatever's gonna get me out of my head


[chorus]
the vibrations have shifted 
but it's still you that i'm missing 
i know you don't feel like this 
but i wish that you felt it 
do you even notice? 
i doubt it 

i think i did something wrong 
my feelings were too strong 
so i'll let go of your arm
and be in search of someone warm 
someone warm 
someone warm

can i atleast have my shirt back

[verse]
sometimes you catch my eye and i think i'm in love with you 
you'll yawn or smirk to the side and i drink in the view 
your cheeks sink and your eyes blink and somehow it's the most wonderful thing i've ever seen.

when we're wandering and rotting in eachother's minds at night 
do you catch your soul smiling at the thought of mine
my teeth flash and you make me laugh 
can you see me as your dream or do you just wanna go to sleep tonight?

[chorus] 
i
dont 
know

[verse]
is it weird if i wanna curl up in your chest and sleep?
something soft and something sweet about the way you breathe 
you inhale me and i exhale you
then i know that in this moment there's nowhere else that i'd rather be 

i often sit and think about where the other timelines lead 
do we do our taxes? do i listen to you read?  
in a cabin or a high rise 
if i wasn't such a wildling maybe we'd already be cozy.

in.this.moment

[verse]
crack my skull open, find the TV static 
going through the motions, i almost had it;
stability, comfortability, feeling safe in my skins an ability 
i haven't quite 
figured out 
yet.


[chorus] 
why do they tell me that i have to be? 
why cant i just lay in bed endlessly? 
why do they tell me that i have to be? 
why cant i whisper secrets to the trees? 

whimsy, baby, i miss you everyday 
whimsy, baby

fourty four below zero

[verse] 
nostalgia has my tummy turning all topsy turvy
scrolling aimlessly, a rabbit hole of memories 
i smell the chlorine and i feel sticky with humidity
bring my back to that summer before life got scary 

[chorus] 
can't quite reach it 
that sweet feeling 
is this depression? 
or is it the winter solstice? 

[verse] 
it's spiraling into madness midnight hour again 
don't remember when i grew up, but i guess i did
the day's monotony has me crawling out of my skin 
so caught up with staying alive that i forgot to live.

[chorus] 
i just can't quite reach it 
that sweet feeling 
is this depression? 
or is it the winter

[bridge] 
i'm all snowed in 
i'm all snowed in 
i'm all snowed in 
i'm all

solstice

like a diary but public

lyrics all written in the "behind this song" tab at the top <3

auburn hour

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