DEVIMCCALLION

from my new album reddishness https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/reddishness

art by this amazing girl ivy atoms http://ivyatoms.tumblr.com/

when you grow to be someones sister
if you can overcome the barriers
you might find yourselves to be sharing an incredible power
if you can light up each other
thats the necessary secret
if you really do need it
you can have your own hidden world together

so lets go back to the beach
lets live in a dream
you can pretend to be you
i can pretend to be me
but we don’t need to act like we’re ourselves
we don’t need to be anything
i’ve been thinking wrong forever
i don’t have to be anything

when my mind is overwhelmed
when my body won’t move
you’ve been a shield over me
i want to be a shield over you
when my mind shuts down
in the most unbelievable pain
you’ve been a shield over me
i just need the strength to do the same

but my body’s not me
it won’t hold my shape
you can’t even see my armour
but its shimmering like water
and its heavy like the ocean
and yeah it drags me down but
i still have enough power
and i can still lift it up on to my shoulders

Girls Rituals - Shield

it floats like air / it looks like nothing
a vague distortion / i can see its outline

im scared someone will see what i see 
if they look into my eyes

temptation rises
to pull away and die

theres gotta be something
its me who nuked the ocean
i dont want to rot yet
i waited a long time to be among the living

i have no peace / dying
but i cant see myself in nature
i can see myself nowhere
ive been living nowhere

i pray to god and he says not to get too pulled in to this ufo shit
i pray to god and he says just to make some new friends 
but i cant meet with those demands yet

Mom - Ufo Shit

Girls Rituals X Lauren Bousfield - Used To Be Better

BIG THANKS TO DEVI FOR WORKING W ME ON THIS TRACK 
SHE WROTE THE LYRICS AND SUNG THEM ND REARRANGED THE ORIGINAL 
i did backing vocals and the original track lol

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Lyrics:
biohazard 
like it matters 
U.S.A. 
radiation 
on my mattress 
im a nightmare 
you dont know me? im a classic 
she gets ocean 
she gets poison when it splashes 

when it goes around it comes around 
when it goes around it comes around 
when it goes around it goes around 
in a cycle in a helix in a spiral 

it goes higher and it spins a little harder 
its just physics it cuts easy when its sharper 
theres no condoms and theres no such thing as armour 
its just nature im a faggot fire starter 

this shit is not a joke to me 
please stay the fuck away from me 
i dont rly need anything 
i dont rly need anything 

my skin is melting off cos i just want too much, uh 
it doesnt matter cos the whole world is in love, uh 
it doesnt matter it could never be enough, uh 
i had a dream but it was just way too fucked up 

im a faggot like a nuclear sewer to the ocean 
im a faggot like a cancer coming off of a pipeline 

when it goes around it comes around 
when it goes around it comes around 
when it goes around it goes around 
in a cycle in a helix in a spiral

☣ DOWNLOAD ☣

CHEMICAL BURN v 2.0 (w/ Girls Rituals)

(rook) 
i dont want a future 
i just wanna fucking stop 
i dont want identity 
i just wanna drop dead 
this is nothing 
scared pathetic bitch's death rattle 
please do something 
id give my fucking soul to get out 
this is how it has to be 
and you just wanna fuck with me 
i know, i know, its fine :) 
this kind of slow death 
nameless sickness 
really screws up ur definition of alive 

(devi) 
i know 
its it 
its always been the same shit 
its always been the same shit 
i know 
its it 
its always been just like this... 
i know 
its it 
its always been the same shit 
yea its always been the same shit 
i know 
its it 
yea its always been the same shit 
its always been the same shit 

(rook) 
and it doesnt ever stop 
yeah it doesnt ever stop 

(devi) 
if u wanna see some shit 
then maybe u could see some shit 
ur so curious 
ur so curious 
u might see some shit 
u might see some shit 

(rook+devi) 
u want us dead? 
were sick and dying dont u know? 
u want us dead? 
were fucking sick and dying dont u know? 

(devi) 
sometimes... 

(rook) 
sometimes i know 
that hell is real 
and im there 

and it doesnt ever stop 
yeah it doesnt ever stop 

(devi) 
i just want to be so sweet and kind to every living thing on earth in all the whole wide world. so dont fuck with me at all. that would be a bad idea. to fuck with me at all? that would be a bad idea...

HELL IS REAL

(rook+devi) 
listen bitch 
u dont know 

(rook) 
LISTEN 
you think this is cute? 
you think this is something 
that i dont have to do? 
you think i want to be this way 
because i like how it feels? 
you think the drama gets me off? 
MOTHERFUCKER GET REAL 
listen, 
you think this is fun? 
every single day 
i want to run from people i love 
you think you could handle 
feeling this every day? 
yeah i'm so cute and scared and small 
but im not FUCKING OKAY 

can u make me disappear 
words dont exist for this kind of fear 
do u have a home do u have a name 
can u love someone without 
feeling so fucking afraid 

(rook+devi) 
U DONT KNOW 
MOTHER FUCKER U DONT KNOW

U DONT KNOW

(devi+rook) 
be nice 
be kind 
do the right thing 
just do the right thing 

(devi) 
its a new day 
so ill try some new things 
try a different way 
i like to try new things 
its just like i say 
i love to try new things 
u dont have to </3 
just try new things pls 

(rook) 
gotta keep it going 
gotta keep moving 
people wanna talk 
but i got nothing 
whats up with that girl? 
what is she thinking?? 
im a quiet bitch 
i just do my own thing :) 

(devi) 
like a dyke im gay 
sometimes i try new things 
who care what who what say 
just try new things 
another new day 
thank the lord new things 
if u dont wanna :( 
then just try new things

TRY NEW THINGS

idgaf bitvh
https://blacksquares.bandcamp.com/album/emergency

Rainbow Eye (Ugly 2018 Mix)

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LYRICS:
(...)
Theres no justice in this world
(...)
Is it just us in this world
(...)
Is the whole earth cursed
Are our bodies made
Of evil cursed blood soaked dirt

(...)
Or are we made of something worse
Cos I feel like I’m something worse
Can ppl really change
It just seems too late 
It just seems way too late

I don’t think anybody needs forgiveness now
I pray hell is real so we all go down
All together so we’re not all alone
We can still torture each other 
And chew meat off our bones
Uh

Can we all just  share 1 body
So we can only kill ourselves
I swear that i wont get lonely
If start to starve I’ll just fucking eat myself

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite


Lets watch vids of cops killing kids
Ya jesus wept but no one cared what they did
Liberals all just loving the law
Theyre just doing their job
Theyre just killing us all but-

(...)
These no justice in this world
(...)
And it just us in this world
U can treat me like mark
If u wanna be jeff
We’re the last ones left
Adam / Eve of death

I wanna hide 4ever
4 at least 4 million years
Every night I pray 4 nothing
Cos Nothings so much better than this world is

Hey look its
11:11
I wanna give u everything that u ask me 4

Hey look bitch
11:11 
I made a wish but i cant tell u what im wishing 4

No problems
Cos everything’s gonna be alright
No problems cos
Even if everybody dies tonite

Devi McCallion - 11:11

(rook) 
there was a moment 
i felt almost real 
a flicker of something 
i could barely feel 
something has come loose here 
a tiny crucial piece 
lost between the gears of this impossible machine 

(devi) 
kinda not 
kinda gone 
kinda soft 
kinda never even knew who i was 
kinda sucks 
kinda rotten 
kinda stab me in the guts while im sinking to the bottom 
kinda blank 
kinda stupid 
kinda cute 
kinda wish i had a purpose but im useless 
kinda dumb 
kinda nothing 
kinda wish i had a life but im rotting 

(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die 

death 

(rook) 
if everything could stop for just a single day 
i just want to feel ok 
but there is evil in my heart 
i can see it in my eyes 
is there anything left inside? 
i can't even cry 

(devi) 
my soul is caught in my body like a thorn 
tearing at the flesh, infected like a wound 
i can get it out 
ha 
i can get it out 
get it out get it out 
get it out get it out get it out 

(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die 
(rook) 
theres no escaping it 
(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die 
(devi) 
maybe we could live 
maybe we could make the world worse than it is 
(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die 
(rook) 
everything is getting weirder 
(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die 
(devi) 
don't you think its on purpose? 
what makes money like endless violence 
(rook + devi) 
we're all gonna die

DREAMS COME TRUE 2019

DREAMS COME TRUE

(devi+rook) 
ull never find a way out 
(ur stuck with us ur stuck with us) 
ull never find a way out 
(ur stuck with us make peace with it) 
ull never find a way out 
(ur stuck with us ur stuck with us) 
ull never find a way out 
(ur stuck with us make peace with it) 

(devi) 
yea i eat the ashes 
yea i eat the bones 
yea i know the people 
yea i know the ones 
why cos god tells me 
why cos god tells me 
why cos god tells me 
why 
yea i eat the ashes 
yea i chew the bones 
yea i know the people 
yea i know the ones 
why cos god tells me 
it could be whatever 
it doesnt matter 
even if i get it wrong 
sometimes i think that im dreaming 
sometimes i know that im not 
sometimes i think its a matter of fact 
sometimes i think its just tied up in a knot 
it could really be whatever 

(rook) 
it can go inside you 
it can unwind you 
it can rewire you 
force-feminize you 
you'll never be who you thought you were, true 
"EVERYTHING'S SEE-THROUGH!!" 
trust me, i feel u 
memories steal you 
present tense, weird too 
who is this geared to? 
nobody near you 
i think i fear you 
i think i fear you 
i know you're scared of me 
so i'm scared too 
the difference is... 
i don't want to kill you 

(devi) 
it could 
it could 
it could wear ur skin 
it could dig right in 
it could go inside of u 
it could wear ur skin 
it could dig right in 
it could go inside of u

GO INSIDE 2019

(devi) 

i'm ringing like an empty bell 
like i'm about to kill myself 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 

maybe i should do something else 
or i could go in for the kill? 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 

please don't pick up 
pick up 
i know your phone is ringing 
i want to tell you something 
but maybe it'd be better if i didnt 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 
if i didn't 

i'm ringing like an empty bell 
like i'm about to kill myself 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 

maybe i should do something else 
maybe i should do something else 
or i could go in for the kill? 
or i could just go for the kill? 
at your door i ring the bell 
i'm at your door i ring the bell 
i'd like to do it all myself 
i'd like to do it all myself 

i know your phone is ringing 

i know your phone is ringing 

(rook) 

you're hanging over me 
you're everything i know 
you're always talking to me 
you won't leave me alone 
i know your name now 
it doesn't help at all 
everyone thinks you're harmless 
just a little weird, that's all 
i can't describe the damage 
that you inflict on me 
it makes everyone nervous 
they think i'm exaggerating 
i can't do anything 
without you screaming at me 
YOU MAKE ME WANNA DIE 
YOU'VE ALREADY KILLED MY AGENCY 

i cannot escape 
because you're part of me 
fatal indecision 
will i ever be free? 
i cannot escape 
because you're part of me 
fatal indecision 
will i ever be free?! 

you make me feel so helpless 
you make me feel so all alone 
you make me feel like i don't deserve to be anything 
no one can ever know... 
no one can ever know 

NO ONE CAN EVER KNOW 
NO ONE CAN EVER KNOW 
no one can ever know 
no one CAN EVER KNOW 

AAAAAAAAAAAA 
OH GOD NO 
PLEASE GOD NO!!!

THANK YOU

HARMLESS

(rook) 

nobody knows what could happen next 
nobody knows what could happen 

(devi) 

anything could happen 
anything could happen 

(rook) 

nobody knows what could happen next 
nobody knows what could happen 

(devi) 

anything could happen 
anything could happen 

(rook) 

the emptiness, the uncertainty 
living in the shadow of what you can never see 
wildest dreams or everything you know collapsing 

(devi) 

ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN 
ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN 

(rook) 

spin the wheel... 

i don't know if this is real 

(devi) 

i dont know what you want 

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 

(rook) 

feel what you need to feel 

(devi) 

LET'S GO FOR THE JACKPOT 

(devi & rook) 

i dream of blue skies 
i dream of green grass 
i dream of one world 
i dream of oceans vast 
i dream of blue skies 
i dream of green grass 
i dream of one world 
no borders at last 

(rook) 

nobody knows what could happen next 
nobody knows what could happen 

(devi) 

anything could happen 
anything could happen 

(rook) 

nobody knows what could happen next 
nobody knows what could happen 

(devi) 

anything could happen 
ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN 

(rook) 

everything is different, everything is the same 
try to change it but it's not up to you anyway 
anything, nothing, everything is out there 
always spinning always blissful dreams and nightmares 
do you really know what could happen?? 
nobody knows what could happen 
do you really know what could happen? 
spin the wheel, bitch 
spin the wheel of fortune 

(devi) 

what do 
you really want? 
what DO 
YOU REALLY WANT? 
WHAT DO 
YOU REALLY WANT? 
WHAT DO 
YOU Really want. 

(devi & rook) 

i dream of blue skies 
i dream of green grass 
i dream of one world 
i dream at last 
i dream of one place 
BURNING IN HELLFIRE 
i dream of one world 
what humans all desire 

(rook) 

eveything you know, everyone you love 
everything unknown until it becomes 
what you fear the most or what you dream of 
nothing's set in stone 
the best is yet to come

WHEEL OF FORTUNE

(devi) 
programming like this 
is made possible 
by viewers like you! 

(rook) 
every day every day im so fucking freaked out 
every day every day i cant get the evil out 
every night i feel so far away 
someday someday 
will it ever be ok? 

(devi) 
every day its a brand new episode 
every day i guess we'll see just how far it goes 
every day it seems like no one sees and no one knows 
every day i kinda wanna cancel the show 

(rook) 
most days i just feel like im making it up 

(devi) 
call off the show 

(rook) 
i pray to god that im just making it up!! 

(devi) 
i dont wanna go to the show!! 

(rook) 
i wish this was just cartoon so i could be like 
"this is real as fuck, i love the way they dont give up!" 
tweet about it "more stories like this, so important!" 
but it really happened 
OH GOD IT REALLY HAPPENED!!! 

(rook) 
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 
WHAT THE FUCK!!!! 

haha 

(devi) 
what the 

(rook) 
i wanna do that again 

yea 

(devi) 
every day its another new episode 
every day slice a bit more meat off the bone 

(rook) 
i can feel the evil in me 
im such a faker really 

(devi) 
meat off the bones 

(rook) 
crisis line all agents busy 
i feel so guilty 

(devi) 
meat off the 

(rook+devi) 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
WHAT THE FUCK 
what the fuck

DEVIMCCALLION

JamzJiglz