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NEW ALBUM | BACK THEN | 🎹🎧🔥 
Retro Chill Hop flavour bringing you back the sound of early Hip Hop. Mellow tunes with deep bass lines and smooth drum grooves  as perfect way to relax and chill.
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Artwork made by: @igordesic 
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Recorded November, December/2021
Genre Hip Hop Chill Hop, Jazz
Producer: KristianK
Main Artist: KristianK

Email: kristiankostadinovic1991@gmail.com
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RXRR X 5ILENT - BLOOD SKULL

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(part 1)

did i ever had a childhood
i remember this place 
but it makes my soul filled with poison 
im so fucking tired
im waiting for my life to retire
sleep the days aways
watch the years say goodbye
they asking how are u doin
i dont even know who i am anymore
i dont even know whats going on anymore
i keep asking the same question
why do they lie
why do they break my heart
why do they drug my head
why do they always find a way to make me feel dead
im not worthy of love
maybe i should stop being dramatic
maybe i should just disappear already
and go ahead and cry and mark the abusive days in my skin
but i feel that i need u
but ur wishing for me to be gone
because im nothing but a worthless piece of cancer 

(part 2)

waking up in the morning
feeling suicidal 
trying not to slit my wrist
im praying to be gone but at the same time i feel like im not done with this life
but everyday my heart is drowning and my head is upset always feeling that i wanna die
i wanna let them know that i always overdose 
when they are around
but its a good feeling that i dont want to delete
i look in the mirror looking at something i despise 
hoping one day it just goes and dies
how can u live they say
when ur the one that burned everything thats beautiful
and everytime i receive something good 
i kill the butterflies to not be full
i just disappear again
and never feel good again
and to many i love you's i said
they just shoot my heart with they say
that u are nothing but an abusive liar

(part 3)
ive been damaged to much
i need a shoulder to cry on
ive been traumatized to much
i need some alchohol to drown on
if i dont have any sedatives
i use a blade to cut my face
make a smile
cuz thats what they all wanna see
ive been beyond hurt
ive been ruined
and now i have to live damaged like a curse
yet i cant stay away from abusers
i dont think they know what they did to me
i never asked for this 
but it still feels that i deserve it
people say that they want to be kids again
everytime i think about those words
its all the fucking abuse i lived 
but im still living it
please i want it to stop
i dont understand
i just want to be happy for once
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(to those that stayed the entire thing...really thank you for being here and im hugging the phone hoping it reaches u...)

CHILDHOOD PART ONE

She says, "You don't have to worry about my love." But her calm becomes the trigger.  This duet plays like a slow unraveling.  Her voice steady, his full of doubt.  Dutch starts to spiral, caught between trust and insecurity. 

LET'S GO

JohnniXage

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