an old essay 

Luis angel Sanchez, the things that make my psychology. I am generally calm and relaxed mostly because I’m always tired, I’m more energized later on in the day but then crash down when I go home. I enjoy talking to friends in school because after school I don’t talk to no one and I don’t like making new real friends unless they have the same ideas and motives as me. I don’t like talking to people I don’t know unless they are friends with my few friends I’m not shy I just don’t talk to random people. I like listening to good music that few people listen too because I like finding gems because musicians that are not well known are the ones who I can rely on and enjoy because they are making music to make it to the top which means the quality will be amazing. 

Dover high school, my experiences with school is great it could be better but my attitude towards school is what makes me a bad student. The teachers are cool they have a good attitude towards the students, but I rarely meet teachers. It’s hard to find actual teachers especially those who can read between the lines. The educators/staff are generally cool people, but I could learn more from the janitors and the ones who serve the food. I have always had great experiences in this school but I know better to make more friends than I truly need because that’s how I die. My Freshmen English teacher was very annoying and I got more in trouble because she would always scream because she was very insecure and had many internal problems. My English teacher first impression was terrible so that played a big role in her getting fired. In reality my perspective is that school isn’t for me and that became my reality so my attitude will never change. The way school is constructed by waking up early same classes, same seats, and doing the same thing is great to create structure for good students, but for me it is a reason a way to kill the light that made everything we enjoy.

   My belief system, I strongly believe in a lot of things but things I cannot speak about. If we are talking about belief and what I believe in, I believe we shouldn’t force things on our children unless it’s teaching them right from wrong. When we teach kids our beliefs when ego is what shrouds our ideas from the truth it’s a big problem. The son (sun) of God Jesus Christ, I refuse to believe God would send his son to preach messages of hate and his first message would be obey your master no matter how harsh or perverse. Humanity is evil, why would God send his son to say such terrible things. Indentured servitude is different from slavery, as long as the lord said humanity twists the words they created to trick and remain in power. My belief is I dislike school and refuse to be what my family tells me I am going to be. 
My future, I don’t want to be around for that long because I’m going to achieve a lot. My future is setting an example for the youth to look onto, I don’t want to live too long where I can’t remember where I left my keys. I want to be everything I told myself when I was young and the same Idea I will hold down until they bury me. The Idea I’m going to plant into the youth will forever keep me alive making sure I didn’t waste time. I’m here to help that’s my purpose of my life. I see the same faces everyday but I never look into their heads, when I started talking to the faces I grew up with I knew everyone needs help. I still remember everything my real teachers told me, they were the ones who read between the lines.

In Conclusion, I want to pass and that’s it I don’t want anything extra. I don’t want to get high honor roll I just want to pass. I don’t like school and my perspective became my reality at a young age molding me into the person I am today. I don’t care about having a good relationship, my reality is already in motion. My attitude and how I react as all based on you so depending on how everything plays out it might be a better year. 
from lu

Buncheeks