she go crazy for me
i tell lies u believe it
truth is staring u down
but can’t seem to see it
flashing right thru the seasons
ruin shit for no reason
saw my moment i seized it
no more weighing me down
i made a promise to myself & i won’t give it up
what do i do when everyone else is down on their luck?
offered support but it just doesn’t seem to be enough
i’m tired of failing but i know it would be wrong to run
i miss seeing everything so clearly
talking with my demons, they’re the only ones that hear me
hit ‘em up! they stick close like an earring
got the jump, stuck the landing so easily
i cut it up with the boys back home
might feel like it but i know i’m not alone
strength in numbers, vanishxx been rolling strong
fuck with my sisters u ain’t gonna make it home
shits so easy i could do it with my eyes closed
open eyes everything i see is psycho
there’s a reason why i don’t have any idols 
if i don’t know em i don’t trust em, how my mind goes

i don’t like much
i don’t like to touch
pls just mind the distance

i don't like much

Lyrics:

/.
/..
/…
/..
/.

“I can’t
 call the ^
And i cannot ever see you
I miss 
The lOws”

I use to wake up every morning 
Almost near 12:00
In the after-
-Noon it was pouring
Not from the rain
But from my eyes /. /. /.
All the drugs couldn’t save me
I couldn’t feel or really felt anything
And I felt deceiving 
I couldn’t help it
I tried to end it 
I tried to stop 
/..
/.
I tried to kill myself 
It didn’t wrk 
And I told myself 
you can’t stop
don’t tell 
Nobody
Cause they don’t care about
Where you’ll go
They don’t care about
/.. /.
Your soul
/.
/. I’m gonna do /. it again
/.
Your leaving now
Your not going again 
I’m leaving now
Your not going again 
Ima leave right now
Don’t kill again!
Leave somehow!


/..

ihavetokillagain

///i find myself often by these trees. i try to forget everything before out of guilt and unanswered trauma, self aware it was from my own infliction yet it was also a built up product from entities and other worldly beings that are beyond me yet are apart of me.. i cant ever forget. they wont let me.

the fog u hear in the start of the song is a representation of the fog imagery i physically see these entities thru my mind ;you r physically in my mind for a sec; the light ring u hear is them telling me to remember.. when i try to remember i memorize it as a happy nice memory, which is why u hear it played normal and comforting... then it abruptly stops, i get yelled at
 "NOOO THAT ISNT THE FUCKING MEMORY......remember?".……..you hear the ring a second time,, this is the true memory.. the disturbed memory i tried forgetting as u hear my cries mixed with laughter arise and the distorted off-putting guitar plays,, is when reality sets.... i want to forget.

               —/////////////////////•
        Cross my heart
Don’t say that 
Why’d u leave…
    the “voice” in me?
Don’t do it 
Don’t do that 
Oh no 
         Am I alive?
“Not again”
(Not again)
  -//Did u grasp what I said? 
Am I gone? (Am I gone??) ;(
Like I said? (Like I said?)
Like u want.. ( everyone!)
Like I said? (Like I said!)
And YOU told me// “Not 2 GIVE IN”
     No u said!
              “Like I said!!”

...remember?

*





(It’s cold outside) cold🌧☁️

(It’s cold out)💨
     🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫🌫
(I got my sweater wit my ice on) x2
     ❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️
Black stain outside on my bro
Black stain outside on the road 
:
No I don’t need non rn 
No I don’t need non right-
❄️🌧☁️🌫🫗
It’s 2cold outside rn

And the wind is glistening somehow?🌧✨

What I’m doin?
Where I’m finna fukin go?

Gotta get my money up💸 ⬆️ 
Idk 🤷‍♂️ 

Had me drugged wit my demons on the
floor😴💉
Now there asking me if I could pour more?
🫗🫗🫗🫗🫗🫗

Yea there asking me if I’m alright?
Yea there asking me if I’m alright.
Yea there asking me if I’m alright…
Yea there asking me if I’m ok….
I just gotta fuckin pour up..
I don’t even need 2 to evr think……

❄️Yea it’s cold outside rn💧
❄️Yea it’s cold outside rn💧
🌫Yea I see the white shine💧
🌫Yea I see the white lines💧
🩸Yea there’s blood outside rn🩸
🩸Yea it’s cold outside rn🩸
🩸Yea it’s cold outside rn🩸
🩸Yea it’s cold outside rn🩸
             ….(cold outside)
          ….yea i see the light side out.. 
    …yea I see the light sign?
..yea isee ;(

  “..Yo what was that..?”


          🎶
          🕳

(❄️🧊🔪🌫)

GAWD DAM FT KEIFER MOON

MIKE SAATCHI, JUBBI, CYPHER.SAV & LJP2900- ✨LONDON LIGHTS🌟 ♫$𝚃𝙰𝚂𝙷-𝙷𝙾𝚄𝚂𝙴 𝚁𝙰𝙳𝙸𝙾™

"OH GOD WISH ----I WISH DIEING"

ScRATCHING AND JUST ASKING ME 4 HELL
,,But dont yoU UNdeRSTAND IM WAY 2 FUCKED UP ON THE SHELL

Ayo gods back 
bitch dont ⏸️ that
i know u tell me that you really need me now
 that 
im fucking geeked out of my head// im in the tomb △
,within in the graves of rosehills 
 i cant stay the same,, no ;<
then u want me babygirl im such a fucking shame..
'they really just want me dead they want to see 
the king
[[[fall the crown-with them
i feel like ima fucking go an DROWN WITH THEM ,, OH oh
anD THE RAIN IS FALLING ON MY HAND anD i CANNNOT STOPP
what the demons ask of me 
"i; should; give-up?"
but i just dont 
i just dont 
i just kEeP ON
i just give 
i just go 
i juST KEEP ONN

FEEL MY FLOSS 
FEEL MY SWAG 
FEEL MY DIMONDS

feel my sword on the grass
im not lieing
why trappin? 
your not worth it
no you dont know this.. im fucking dieing

inside inside
 i do not wanna try 
inside inside i wish i didnt lie to yOu

i know that yOU DONT WANNA BE Me
 i know that YoU DONT WANNA BE ALIIVEE

I Dont wanna be alive nethier too
 but ima con-tin-ue 4 you,,,, NoT 4 ME :D
                                                       OH GOD WISH-- I WISH DIEING

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cover by farella
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Rit & Farella - See The Sun [alure]

music video: https://youtu.be/2ptulkIgN5E?si=P0UkUisIiO8aD7d_

christmaxxing w/ ljp2900 + Azrael *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

state 2 state (prod. zenith x promise)

@sif666

i have my eyes on the trolley
it carries my feelings
im walking like a zombie 
i dont feel nothing 
since u left the sight 
since u gone appart 
since iv been smoking gas 
carrying my past 
i jus wna be in ur arms 
when i fall appart 
iv been fighting with my thoughs for way too long 
i remember when u bite my tongue 
iv been fighting with my demons for way too long 


my brain weight a ton
lost inside a tunnel
lost since the womb 
i jus downed a bottle 
i wanna carry on
cuz my friends there the ones 
that keep me goin



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