Its so comforting to see people goin through the same as you.That pulls me outta deep holes daily.

i cant take this anymore w/ kaden.

https://soundcloud.com/kt3lly
https://soundcloud.com/1mosh
https://soundcloud.com/kurtains

Lmao

Live to die w/ kt3lly (p. MO$H + kurtains)

https://li.sten.to/lotus
ig: ripavah

welcome to my life
lyrics:
Lotus, I've been getting better let me show ya
Smash an empty bottle to the dome
I've been feeling like I've grown up
Better than ever cause I'm about to blow up

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

Lotus, you know it
I've been on a tangent for a year but I ain't ever fucking show it
I just know my fame is close but I think I've been on the wrong path
Happiness and Adderall, the two things we should all have

You ain't shit yeah you a bitch
I'ma make a jump right to the top then i'ma clinch
Shitty ass artists sign to labels then they're gifted
Imagine what would happen if my music got the same thing

Fuck the poppin sound, and fuck to who's around
I'ma make a wave of other artists with my sound
I wont fix my problems if I don't aim for the ceiling
blacked out drunk, that's a shitty fucking feeling

Fuck you to the past, I'm glad it didn't last
I'ma speed to number one or I'll just fucking crash
I'm glad I'm fucking back just for a while I've had a barrier
Sprouted like a lotus I'll just shout out to my haters

Lotus is strong, lotus is fire
Lotus is weak, lotus is crying
I've been drowning lately listen here's a happy ending
Feeling like a boss, and I'm looking like a real king

Red eyes, feel low
So high, so low
Might cry, oh no
Lotus, blossom

I ain't succeed in a minute
Love this life forever bitch you know I'm not quitting
Avah feels on fire bitch you know that I am winning
Take over my life I wasn't happy where I'm headed, oh shit

I've been in my feelings lately but I hate that shit
My situation yeah its dire but I played that shit
I've been feeling like I'm crazy on a tightrope
Reminiscing things that I'll achieve my rivals cant though

I'll say fuck her, sell out shows so she knows she's wrong
Make a million off a sound so I made this song
Yeah I know my fans are coming yeah its been so long
Manifest about the future cause I stayed so strong

avah

lotus

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lotus (dercept x ayoley)

They watch you from birth
with the death of the sun
While you bite your thumb
While we bide our time

I’m writing over the lines
Joints made out of wires
An empty stage and pool
I jump and fall through again

i’ve got to dry my legs
how long until you can ask for yourself

Trying our best to remember 
All that we started with
I bring myself into everything
while you stare at the crash

what is yours is mine
changing all of my signs
the unlit garage we screamed in
stuck together in our lives 

I’ve got to dry my legs
how long until you can ask for yourself

I’ve got to
leave
leave

Coincidence

Thinkingover(overthinking)bye

regrets

problems acoustic playing from a radio while its raining outside

papercuts (skress, ssort, mochila)

there's no healthy way to cope :(

lyrics:
closer to the end then i would like to be
something just aint right with me
hold me close dont ever leave
something bout the end just dont seem right with me
im hopeless theres no remedy
closer to my destiny

ya the worlds just way to cold
and i hate being here alone
and theres no healthy way to cope
kept close but never chose

fallout

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