made the song at 4 am.. drunken lol

Lyrics:

feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/
feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/

feel so lost ye, who i am yea
im too broke start a fucking romance
im too broke, i dont feel myself (feel myself)
im too broke, i dont feel myself (feel myself)

start my drip with a fucking new brand ya
benzos in my head and the devil want me kiss
alc in the cup ye start my whip
shawtys wanna fuck, popin drugs no risk

feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/
feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/

Deleted Song (prod. by classik)

Lyrics

Hook
Love the shit that fills my life, whereever i go stay sick 
(aha)
down with street, even i realize anybody on this earth is dick 
(aha)
through the mist till i found a chick and follow togehter the wind 
(aha)
devil want kiss, he couldn't me kill, drive away and show him my stink
(aha)

Verse
uhhhh i show him my stink ye
look a scumbag all inside of me
I step into the ring ye
punch him with left, it is pure instinct
hell bitch riding the beast ye
fucker im a scumbag but in my mind is no peace 
(aha)
couldn't away so i follow the peak ye
devil want to call, but he never get me

Brigde
im not good, im a punk
i have these tattoos on my neck
im a sick and always drunk
and my life is a hurrican but

Hook
Love the shit that fills my life, whereever i go stay sick 
(aha)
down with street, even(ev'n) i realize anybody on this earth is dick 
(aha)
through the mist till i found a chick and follow togehter the wind 
(aha)
devil want kiss, he couldn't me kill, drive away and show him my stink
(aha)

ILoveTheShitThatsFillsMyLife (prod. ablv)

Hook
bitches wanna try to change my moods
but i dont give a fuck and they hear my loops
double cup liuq i dont care bout you
the devil on my neck and i make a ruin
look i'll make a ruin, not the same like u
i fuck u cosplay bitches, who's my sailor moon
ye im a fucking badass and they tell me too
ye hangin in my back, my blood ist blue


verse
dont give a fuck and i make a ruin
devil on my neck im not the same like you
blow in my nose and the blood flows soon
Bitch, I never talk, 
everything is true

ye everything is true, everything is true
bitches come to fuck with me for the blow
ye i keepin real and the rest is a show
fuck they are fake and immersed in love

Hook
bitches wanna try to change my moods
but i dont give a fuck and they hear my loops
double cup liuq i dont care bout you
the devil on my neck and i make a ruin
look i'll make a ruin, not the same like u
i fuck u cosplay bitches, who's my sailor moon
ye im a fucking badass and they tell me too
ye hangin in my back, my blood ist blue

BACKYARD (prod. uglystar)

Mix and Artwork by me:3

Special Thanks to Yumi! <3

https://www.instagram.com/yumi.wav/
https://soundcloud.com/yumirap?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing


<3

Hook (youngsad.max)
and you know we dont have the time
let's hope that the cocaine makes us blind
we are dead but still alive
the depression is so satisfying

and you know we dont have the time 
let's hope that the cocaine makes us blind
we are dead but still alive
the depression is so satisfying 

Verse (Yumi)
my head feels like i'm a hollow knight
because i don't know how to cry
my head is fucked up like my mind
but the depression is so satisfying
it's so satisfying pls just make me blind
i don't wanna see how much i waste my life
i'm constantly sad but it's not even bad
cause i'm tellin myself it could be just much worse than that
but my life feels like it's over
but why do i say that while i'm sober

Hook (youngsad.max)
and you know we dont have the time
let's hope that the cocaine makes us blind
we are dead but still alive
the depression is so satisfying

and you know we dont have the time 
let's hope that the cocaine makes us blind
we are dead but still alive
the depression is so satisfying

MakeMeBlind.wav w/Yumi (prod. uglxkid)

hook
end of the year buddy whats poppin
always lost in my tears and nobody stopped me
i tryin kill myself, i will kill myself next year
kill myself, i will kill myself again

verse
keep my family at distance (distance)
people are dashes on my wristband
i am choking on my sickness (sickness)
im not even strong enough for dishes

and its fuck me up, put shit in the cup
but insomnia, always wake me up
its 3am and im full with stuff
but its wake me up, always wake me up

bridge

any year i feeeeel alone
makes more i kill my oooown
and it feels like a ton
look i dont know anymoreee

hook
end of the year buddy whats poppin
always lost in my tears and nobody stopped me
i tryin kill myself, i will kill myself next year
kill myself, i will kill myself again

Insomnia (prod. puki)

I wanted to release something before my album release, so here is an EP. This is a concept release and should be considered more as a whole song. 

Mixing und Mastering by myself

Thanks for listening<3

Sauces:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XCgZwcU5F8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_ctNFv_Rx8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNeT1ysvSn4
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/nOwdfAC89Z0

unedited lyrics

hook:
shawty i will done tonight
yea i struggeling to the dust and then cut my life off
fuck this road is hard to ride
yea tried this grind,it fucked me so i turn the light off

yea fucker come push me in the trance, 
cook for rise/rice uncle benz, 
crash the ride and die yea
shawty i will done tonight
yea i struggeling to the dusk and then cut my life off

verse:
get out my whip yea
drive to the coast yea
the sound is at full 
I drive alone (yea)

driving alone
my nose is full coke
fuck of the whole town
fuck of the business im an artist from soundcloud

hook:
shawty i will done tonight
yea i struggeling to the dusk and then cut my life off
fuck this road is hard to ride
yea tried this grind,it fucked me so i turn the light off

yea fucker come push me in the trance, 
cook for rise/rice uncle benz, 
crash the ride and die yea
shawty i will done tonight
yea i struggeling to the dusk and then cut my life off

TRANCE (prod. WXRST)

The girl this song is about was not the right one. She only saw me as a little brother.... 

its a long way home, but i promise i will go
all the time i was in snow, in the liquor, in the smoke
i dunno what i feel about, i was in the sorrow
but something changed the borders, now i recognice the flowers
i recognice the birds and i recognice the sun
now i recognice the trust, now i recognice my heart
i lived in the deadzone, i lived in the dust
i lived in the garbage but now you here

angel now you are here and now i can trust
angel if you go away, i walk back into dark
hope the things in my mind comes true
hope our life comes true

long way home (prod. marla's dreams)

lyrics:

hook
sad again
ye she strengthened my pain
she said im the only but it made no sense
i was highkey, she was lowkey
and i thought it's the right but now m.i.a.

verse
ye i hope i find the right
and i hope she wanna ride
hope she's obsessed with the wine
hope she love it to get lined

hope she got it whats my vibe
and she jumpin on my grind
ye i hope she never lies
and she hate with me the life

hook
sad again
she strengthened my pain
she said im the only but it made no sense
i was highkey, she was lowkey
and i thought it's the right but now m.i.a.

m.i.a. (prod. aureola)

lyrics:

hook
stuck in my brain, drugs behind my face yaaa
love is insane but time comes to late
waste my life so fuck my own ye
want a girl but im alone

verse
love can suck, i am drowning
killing thoughts and they kill slowly
want a job, but staying jobless
this world hates me and i love it

waited to long for the angeleyes
but she fucked me and i said good bye
her wings was fake, she couldnt fly
fuck dat bitch, she waste my time 

hook
stuck in my brain, drugs behind my face yaaa
love is insane but time comes to late
waste my life so fuck my own ye
want a girl but im alone

stuckinmyhead.wav (prod. bipolarity)

socials:

https://www.instagram.com/youngsad.max/

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/artist/1CxZCFLcwv9kDiK6S8Dipv?si=6b1HC_gIRXW7J-ZDzfneRg

lyrics

hook
mind fake, i'm staged, devil hold the fuck control
try to get better but i get stopped
all my thoughts are dark devil holds control
never get into the eye of the storm

i know every sip do hold me down
i know every sniff do hold me down
with every day ye i loose my own
loose my own, devil holds control

verse
somewhere i am a king but i lost my crown
with the buy of liquor i sell my soul
know what im do but i lost control
ye lost control, devil holds control

I pick wrong ways, i do stupid
all my choices not so good
all my dreams, are dead in my head
wish im good guy but im not

hook
mind fake, i'm staged, devil hold the fuck control
try to get better but i get stopped
all my thoughts are dark devil holds control
never get into the eye of the storm

i know every sip do hold me down
i know every sniff do hold me down
with every day ye i loose my own
loose my own, devil holds control

CONTROL (prod. Pills X 5head X IamNoClue)

chorus
tell me it is worth to trading lifetime with my work for bit money for a house that never see me (see me)
tell me it is worth to trading feelings with a girl 
who only stay at me cause the kids and always tries to change me 
tell me it is worth to love my mum for the birth and my father for beat me cuz he never had a own dad 
tell me it is worth to live a life that drag me down, always when it can for short moments where i feel me happy..

verse
ye fuck this life
ye fucking ye sometimes
ye i am suicidal imbalance cut the lines

love always hits you twice
life starts low and ends when it's high
why do meat taste so nice but some souls need to die for 

the life going high but you die low
in this sky keep in mind that we die slow
all the time we on grind for what we fight for
but the light is a lie thats turn the night on

turn the light off, turn the night on
in this sky keep in mind that we die slow
turn the light off, turn the night on
in this sky keep in mind that we die slow


bridge
tell me it is worth to trading lifetime with my work for bit money for a house that never see me (see me)
tell me it is worth to trading feelings with a girl 
who only stay at me cause the kids and always tries to change me (change me)

chorus
tell me it is worth to trading lifetime with my work for bit money for a house that never see me (see me)
tell me it is worth to trading feelings with a girl 
who only stay at me cause the kids and always tries to change me (change me)
tell me it is worth to love my mum for the birth and my father for beat me cuz he never had a own dad (own dad)
tell me it is worth to live a life that drag me down, always when it can for short moments where i feel me happy..

Suicidal Imbalance (prod. aureola)

lyrics

too many years cap, i lost some age 
(lost some age)
too many years cap, i got some weight
(got some weight)
ye fuck that bitch get out my way
(out my way)
yes i know i never was a prodigy
(prodigy)

got the witchblades, on my bitchway
after cocaine feel me like a midget
think with six sense but got sixes
on my grave and they grab me down to sickness

wanna love and that shawty ye she blincked
god my witness but dont give that
never saw her again shit haps
i can feel death, always see's red

wanna love and that shawty ye she blincked
god my witness but dont give that
never saw her again shit haps
i can feel death, always see's red

too many years cap, i lost some age 
(lost some age)
too many years cap, i got some weight
(got some weight)
ye fuck that bitch get out my way
(out my way)
yes i know i never was a prodigy
(prodigy)

sixes (prod. koilake)

hook
hate me for the drinking, but im always sip the cups
cause the life is always shitty but i dont want that it stop
saw a cute girl at the market, but I didn't dare to talk/
so I bought me some liquor and drink alone at home

verse
ye the life fucked up, build a life 'round drugs
ye im on the road, ye i'll fight my thoughts
hate me for drinking, but im always sip the cups
cause the life is always shitty but i dont wanna that it stop

tell me what you see
if you rouuund me
tell me what you feel it is 
cold hereee
tell me what you thinking about
when im drunk
you dont need to talking about
im lost

hook
hate me for the drinking, but im always sip the cups
cause the life is always shitty but i dont want that it stop
saw a cute girl at the market, but I didn't dare to talk/
so I bought me some liquor and drink alone at home

hatemyselffordrinking (prod. koilake)

i feel ashamed, for being unstable and all what i doing is worse/
walk out the door, drank too much last night and cannot say is it worth/
dont wanna outside cause nobody knows me, nobody cares me, disturbed/
people do smile to me, my feel is a agony, i start to think thats a curse/

look the depression doing hide my face/
ye that feeling are not myself/
too much drinks and drugs 'round my place/
and the shit is not what i am/

ye i cut the knive through my flesh and bones/
love to see my blood in flow/
believe me i slept in for a week/
and in the end of all i just want love/







i'm not ok (prod. dash)

lyrics

hook
never compare me with the charts
i dont give a fuck of your stars im the fall
follow the devil with the gunclips
only disinterest for other artists

shawty look at me im the shit
no bills in my pocket but the bricks
even without cocaine i am cutting
from the bottom to the garbage yea i fuck it

verse
the devil is in me, the rest i cant trust
fuck your faggots in your whip, i have the liq in my cup
have your bitch on my balls, the bricks in my nose
i only know roses when i fuck your bitch like a dog

Whenever you think your life is good
i come around turn your lifes to ruins
fuck it im so high but the rifle smooth
shot from the garbage and shocking like a coon

hook
never compare me with the charts
i dont give a fuck of your stars im the fall
follow the devil with the gunclips
only disinterest for other artists

shawty look at me im the shit
no bills in my pocket but the bricks
even without cocaine i am cutting
from the bottom to the garbage yea i fuck it

GARBAGE (prod. Uglystar)

Beat by :

https://on.soundcloud.com/au9hnzwcvpErDUbE8

lyrics:

chorus
dead braincells in my head
sorry to mom for the moments i forget
i cant describe how its feel
to lost some time from my mind

dead braincells in my head
sorry to mom for the moments i forget
i cant describe how its feel
to lost some time from my mind

verse
met my schoollove
i forgot whats her name
and my schoollove
ye she think im the same

but the time brought changes in my life, lost memories
after psychiatry feelin like empty gallery

so many situations i don't remember
burning cells in my head, guess no one surrendered
friends ask me bout moments, i dont know what to say
a lie is all what i can say

chorus
dead braincells in my head
sorry to mom for the moments i forget
i cant describe how its feel
to lost some time from my mind

dead braincells in my head
sorry to mom for the moments i forget
i cant describe how its feel
to lost some time from my mind

braincells

i need help 

unedited lyrics

got no romatic all my life
surounded by couples all the time
Pop another oxy, fuck i do the lines
get me drugged till im hypnoties 

i wanna die, shawty i wanna die
i got so lost, i lost me in the fight
i wanna back, wanna back to my grind
till i die till i die till i die

i wanna die, 
i wanna child
i wanna wife
i cannot fix all the Things in mind
fucking im sick have no time for some lies ye

i wanna a fam but feel dead with the bands
i wanna live like i had my own Trends
fuck of the Money, fuck of bills fuck of stacks
Fuck of bitches in tangas all black

tell me how you live
how i get the same
bro im getting sick everyday where im awake

you have a Job, i have the same
but i wanna cut my throuth till im dead

got no romatic all my life
surounded by couples all the time
Pop another oxy, fuck i do the lines
get me drugged till im hypnoties 

i wanna die, shawty i wanna die
i got so lost, i lost me in the fight
i wanna back, wanna back to my grind
till i die till i die till i die

i wanna come back (prod. Luke x ‪luffysome‬)

unedited lyrics

all what i shit is flow 
i dont have enough rolls
nobody recognise me 
if i walk nobody see me

you walk hand and hand 
i would kill you both
im so alone in my head
thats why i kill your episode

ye im so lost in me
im so depressive and no endorphines
ye im so lost in me
feel no love in me, see dont sense for me

i wanna live like you
i wanna love like you
i wanna die like you
deadbrain, deadcells

i wanna live like you
i wanna love like you
i wanna die like you

all what i shit is flow 
i dont have enough rolls
nobody recognise me 
if i walk nobody see me

you walk hand and hand 
i would kill you both
im so alone in my head
thats why i kill your episode


nobody see me (prod. Luke x ‪luffysome)‬

unedited lyrics

Hook
What im doing wrong ye im standing still
everyone evolve while im standing still
never found my way so i take the pills
see how you live i dont have this skill

all what i wanna is family 
but i cant grow im the enemy
What im doing wrong ye im standing still
everyone evolve while im standing still

verse
took so many drugs, i tried to find myself
never broked more than i always was
took time to heal, just to broke again
but im standing still, im standing still yrt

every night  dream of a life thats mine
then im waking up and see sharps around
dreams goes to heaven but the dream not mine
ye and thats why im cryin

i dont know where i should go
i dont know who i am now
i dont know what i shoulda do.. 

Hook
What im doing wrong ye im standing still
everyone evolve while im standing still
never found my way so i take the pills
see how you live i dont have this skill

all what i wanna is family 
but i cant grow im the enemy
What im doing wrong ye im standing still
everyone evolve while im standing still



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