lyrics (uncorrected):

2x Hook
can y see this little gothboy in the clouds 
god is speaking fuck you, fuck he flipping out
go to the hell and i sniff the blow
little gothboy bloodrain and singing loud

verse:
can y see this little gothboy in the clouds 
he feel so lost and he flipping out (flipping out) skrr
all bitches laughing if he singing loud (singing out)
but they ride his cock if after sniffing blow/
fuck he is a gothboy with a fishnetz (fishnetz)
radio: fuck he is a gothboy with a fishnetz (fishnetz)
fuck he loving bitches with a fishnetz (fishnetz)
all bitches laughing if he singing loud (singing out)
but they ride his cock if after sniffing blow/

2x Hook
can y see this little gothboy in the clouds 
god is speaking fuck you, fuck he flipping out
go to the hell and i sniff the blow
little gothboy bloodrain and singing loud

Gothboy (prod. PHUTURESWAG)(Lost Song)

Lyrics:

Life getting dark but i see it in light
all struggeling in my head but i think its allright
kill the pain with singing and benzos and wine
fuck this life swipping left but i swipping to right
all this stupido things for i spending my time
filling up into shame and get on the pile 
kill the pain with singing and benzos and wine
fuck this life swipping left but i swipping to right
 
its dont getting match but i swipping to right
all this shit on my body makes feel me alive
feelings are so good on my broken device
the devil makes the party but i think its a lie

a lie, i form my passion to a diamond
devil let me cry and i make him to a friendship
angel wanna leave cuz they thinking its violant
fuck of the fakes i earn my own wings

i wanna fly like a boing cuz my life is boring
haters call me prick, but i make them to a porridge
Sry for i never saying sry, 
but i think its nothing like nonense

ill make my life to a diaaaaamond
and i see you notice
yes until it is final
if i flyyyy with own wings

too many scars on all part of my body 
but all tattoos and chains are behind it
fuck off cars or cash i dont need it
bitch i gunna fly if im final
too many scars on all part of my body 
but all tattoos and chains are behind it
fuck off cars or cash i dont need it
bitch i gunna fly if im final

SWIPING (prod. elzio & jkei)

made the song at 4 am.. drunken lol

Lyrics:

feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/
feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/

feel so lost ye, who i am yea
im too broke start a fucking romance
im too broke, i dont feel myself (feel myself)
im too broke, i dont feel myself (feel myself)

start my drip with a fucking new brand ya
benzos in my head and the devil want me kiss
alc in the cup ye start my whip
shawtys wanna fuck, popin drugs no risk

feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/
feel so lost, think i jump off the brigde
to lot coke in the past that i sniffed
im too broke with my cock, fuck a bitch yeah
feel so lost, idk who i am/

Deleted Song (prod. by classik)

Lyrics

Hook
Love the shit that fills my life, whereever i go stay sick 
(aha)
down with street, even i realize anybody on this earth is dick 
(aha)
through the mist till i found a chick and follow togehter the wind 
(aha)
devil want kiss, he couldn't me kill, drive away and show him my stink
(aha)

Verse
uhhhh i show him my stink ye
look a scumbag all inside of me
I step into the ring ye
punch him with left, it is pure instinct
hell bitch riding the beast ye
fucker im a scumbag but in my mind is no peace 
(aha)
couldn't away so i follow the peak ye
devil want to call, but he never get me

Brigde
im not good, im a punk
i have these tattoos on my neck
im a sick and always drunk
and my life is a hurrican but

Hook
Love the shit that fills my life, whereever i go stay sick 
(aha)
down with street, even(ev'n) i realize anybody on this earth is dick 
(aha)
through the mist till i found a chick and follow togehter the wind 
(aha)
devil want kiss, he couldn't me kill, drive away and show him my stink
(aha)

ILoveTheShitThatsFillsMyLife (prod. ablv)

Hook
follow all this shit cuz it fills my day
liquors in my glass try to kill myself
have much love, you dont cross my path
you dont cross my path, you dont cross my path
follow all this shit cuz it fills my day
liquors in my glass try to kill myself
have much love, who wants drink with me,
who wants drink with me, who want kissing me

verse
fuck, who wants kissing me ya
liquors in my glas and its fills my day
I'll go back in the Psychiatry ya
dont hate myself but want kill myself

fuck all the bitches on tinder.... 
don't give a fuck about your goodlife (goodlife)
take your photos with the filter
and look shit in the realife (reallife)

break
dont give a fuck of you
i dont give a fuck of me
have much love, you dont cross my path
dont hate myself but want kill myself

Hook
follow all this shit cuz it fills my day
liquors in my glass try to kill myself
have much love, you dont cross my path
you dont cross my path, you dont cross my path
follow all this shit cuz it fills my day
liquors in my glass try to kill myself
have much love, who wants drink with me,
who wants drink with me, who want kissing me

drinks.wav (prod. Puhf)

Hook
bitches wanna try to change my moods
but i dont give a fuck and they hear my loops
double cup liuq i dont care bout you
the devil on my neck and i make a ruin
look i'll make a ruin, not the same like u
i fuck u cosplay bitches, who's my sailor moon
ye im a fucking badass and they tell me too
ye hangin in my back, my blood ist blue


verse
dont give a fuck and i make a ruin
devil on my neck im not the same like you
blow in my nose and the blood flows soon
Bitch, I never talk, 
everything is true

ye everything is true, everything is true
bitches come to fuck with me for the blow
ye i keepin real and the rest is a show
fuck they are fake and immersed in love

Hook
bitches wanna try to change my moods
but i dont give a fuck and they hear my loops
double cup liuq i dont care bout you
the devil on my neck and i make a ruin
look i'll make a ruin, not the same like u
i fuck u cosplay bitches, who's my sailor moon
ye im a fucking badass and they tell me too
ye hangin in my back, my blood ist blue

BACKYARD (prod. uglystar)

hook
end of the year buddy whats poppin
always lost in my tears and nobody stopped me
i tryin kill myself, i will kill myself next year
kill myself, i will kill myself again

verse
keep my family at distance (distance)
people are dashes on my wristband
i am choking on my sickness (sickness)
im not even strong enough for dishes

and its fuck me up, put shit in the cup
but insomnia, always wake me up
its 3am and im full with stuff
but its wake me up, always wake me up

bridge

any year i feeeeel alone
makes more i kill my oooown
and it feels like a ton
look i dont know anymoreee

hook
end of the year buddy whats poppin
always lost in my tears and nobody stopped me
i tryin kill myself, i will kill myself next year
kill myself, i will kill myself again

Insomnia (prod. puki)

Soon on Spotify

Lyrics:

Hook
Have low Battery
i am going crazy, have no strategy
lock into my head there are enemies
start a charity 
for me i need happy feelz
but I always stay down cuz no one wants to share with me

break my pine
im not livin
waste my time
where I don't fit in
i only go up with the white coke
after fall down cuz no message on my phone

verse
nobody hit me on my phone
make it easier for, come over and break my bones
everyone ghosted me, so im doing lost me
everyone shames me but i put them in my pocket

put them in my pocket and its over
put them in my pocket and its over
i forget you but you wont forget me
I will forget you when I glow up

Hook
Have low Battery
i am going crazy, have no strategy
lock into my head there are enemies
start a charity 
for me i need happy feelz
but I always stay down cuz no one wants to share with me

break my pine
im not livin
waste my time
where I don't fit in
i only go up with the white coke
after fall down cuz no message on my phone

Battery.wav (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

I wanted to release something before my album release, so here is an EP. This is a concept release and should be considered more as a whole song. 

Mixing und Mastering by myself

Thanks for listening<3

Sauces:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2XCgZwcU5F8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P_ctNFv_Rx8
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNeT1ysvSn4
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/nOwdfAC89Z0

After (prod. be franky)

Thoughts (prod. Nekogod)

Radio

Before (prod. Rethel Music)

Intro (Speeches)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/0NYfBs4bYnK02yQpLD9HRR?si=fHXHnKhaTjOVC_xYxo7WMw

https://www.instagram.com/youngsad.max/

lyrics:

refrain
Im wasted
and all the time dont changed me
ye the world is nasty
each turn is heavy 
all the enemies 'round me and they think they know meee 
i always go my own way

Im wasted
and all the time dont changed me
ye the world is nasty
each turn is heavy 
all the enemies 'round me and they think they know meee 
i always go my own way

verse

go my own way with cocaine and the liquor
for those guys im like the riddler, cuz they dont know what i think about
ye look i ride alone, on this lonely rooadd 
i cant explain what i feel about

what i feel about, my feelings are dead
ye im really upset, all those people are fake
ye i dont give a fuck of brands im going my ooown waay
they never will know what i think about

refrain
Im wasted
and all the time dont changed me
ye the world is nasty
each turn is heavy 
all the enemies 'round me and they think they know meee 
i always go my own way

Im wasted
and all the time dont changed me
ye the world is nasty
each turn is heavy 
all the enemies 'round me and they think they know meee 
i always go my own way

wasted (prod. aureola)

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/album/0NYfBs4bYnK02yQpLD9HRR?si=fHXHnKhaTjOVC_xYxo7WMw

https://www.instagram.com/youngsad.max/

lyrics:

refrain:
Ye fuck im scared of the white
since 8 years it is a part of my mind ye
ye it has saved my life
but now i can't stop it, it's a part of my life ye

Ye fuck im scared of the white
since 8 years it is a part of my mind ye
ye it has saved my life
but now i can't stop it,  it's a part of my life ye

verse:
my mind is going crazy, yes i want the snow
my brain does want it, but i don't wanna  the blow
fuck it on this day ye i lose myself,
ye i lose myself ye i lose myself

ye i lose myself and gotta laid
dont have money for mcdonalds but i pay
dont have the money for starbucks but i pay
but i do the snow but i do the blow

refrain:
Ye fuck im scared of the white
since 8 years it is a part of my mind ye
ye it has saved my life
but now i can't stop it, it's a part of my life ye

Ye fuck im scared of the white
since 8 years it is a part of my mind ye
ye it has saved my life
but now i can't stop it,  it's a part of my life ye

cocaine (prod. dash)

lyrics:

hook
sad again
ye she strengthened my pain
she said im the only but it made no sense
i was highkey, she was lowkey
and i thought it's the right but now m.i.a.

verse
ye i hope i find the right
and i hope she wanna ride
hope she's obsessed with the wine
hope she love it to get lined

hope she got it whats my vibe
and she jumpin on my grind
ye i hope she never lies
and she hate with me the life

hook
sad again
she strengthened my pain
she said im the only but it made no sense
i was highkey, she was lowkey
and i thought it's the right but now m.i.a.

m.i.a. (prod. aureola)

socials:

https://www.instagram.com/youngsad.max/

https://open.spotify.com/intl-de/artist/1CxZCFLcwv9kDiK6S8Dipv?si=6b1HC_gIRXW7J-ZDzfneRg

lyrics

hook
mind fake, i'm staged, devil hold the fuck control
try to get better but i get stopped
all my thoughts are dark devil holds control
never get into the eye of the storm

i know every sip do hold me down
i know every sniff do hold me down
with every day ye i loose my own
loose my own, devil holds control

verse
somewhere i am a king but i lost my crown
with the buy of liquor i sell my soul
know what im do but i lost control
ye lost control, devil holds control

I pick wrong ways, i do stupid
all my choices not so good
all my dreams, are dead in my head
wish im good guy but im not

hook
mind fake, i'm staged, devil hold the fuck control
try to get better but i get stopped
all my thoughts are dark devil holds control
never get into the eye of the storm

i know every sip do hold me down
i know every sniff do hold me down
with every day ye i loose my own
loose my own, devil holds control

CONTROL (prod. Pills X 5head X IamNoClue)

chorus
tell me it is worth to trading lifetime with my work for bit money for a house that never see me (see me)
tell me it is worth to trading feelings with a girl 
who only stay at me cause the kids and always tries to change me 
tell me it is worth to love my mum for the birth and my father for beat me cuz he never had a own dad 
tell me it is worth to live a life that drag me down, always when it can for short moments where i feel me happy..

verse
ye fuck this life
ye fucking ye sometimes
ye i am suicidal imbalance cut the lines

love always hits you twice
life starts low and ends when it's high
why do meat taste so nice but some souls need to die for 

the life going high but you die low
in this sky keep in mind that we die slow
all the time we on grind for what we fight for
but the light is a lie thats turn the night on

turn the light off, turn the night on
in this sky keep in mind that we die slow
turn the light off, turn the night on
in this sky keep in mind that we die slow


bridge
tell me it is worth to trading lifetime with my work for bit money for a house that never see me (see me)
tell me it is worth to trading feelings with a girl 
who only stay at me cause the kids and always tries to change me (change me)

chorus
tell me it is worth to trading lifetime with my work for bit money for a house that never see me (see me)
tell me it is worth to trading feelings with a girl 
who only stay at me cause the kids and always tries to change me (change me)
tell me it is worth to love my mum for the birth and my father for beat me cuz he never had a own dad (own dad)
tell me it is worth to live a life that drag me down, always when it can for short moments where i feel me happy..

Suicidal Imbalance (prod. aureola)

lyrics

too many years cap, i lost some age 
(lost some age)
too many years cap, i got some weight
(got some weight)
ye fuck that bitch get out my way
(out my way)
yes i know i never was a prodigy
(prodigy)

got the witchblades, on my bitchway
after cocaine feel me like a midget
think with six sense but got sixes
on my grave and they grab me down to sickness

wanna love and that shawty ye she blincked
god my witness but dont give that
never saw her again shit haps
i can feel death, always see's red

wanna love and that shawty ye she blincked
god my witness but dont give that
never saw her again shit haps
i can feel death, always see's red

too many years cap, i lost some age 
(lost some age)
too many years cap, i got some weight
(got some weight)
ye fuck that bitch get out my way
(out my way)
yes i know i never was a prodigy
(prodigy)

sixes (prod. koilake)

hook
hate me for the drinking, but im always sip the cups
cause the life is always shitty but i dont want that it stop
saw a cute girl at the market, but I didn't dare to talk/
so I bought me some liquor and drink alone at home

verse
ye the life fucked up, build a life 'round drugs
ye im on the road, ye i'll fight my thoughts
hate me for drinking, but im always sip the cups
cause the life is always shitty but i dont wanna that it stop

tell me what you see
if you rouuund me
tell me what you feel it is 
cold hereee
tell me what you thinking about
when im drunk
you dont need to talking about
im lost

hook
hate me for the drinking, but im always sip the cups
cause the life is always shitty but i dont want that it stop
saw a cute girl at the market, but I didn't dare to talk/
so I bought me some liquor and drink alone at home

hatemyselffordrinking (prod. koilake)

i feel ashamed, for being unstable and all what i doing is worse/
walk out the door, drank too much last night and cannot say is it worth/
dont wanna outside cause nobody knows me, nobody cares me, disturbed/
people do smile to me, my feel is a agony, i start to think thats a curse/

look the depression doing hide my face/
ye that feeling are not myself/
too much drinks and drugs 'round my place/
and the shit is not what i am/

ye i cut the knive through my flesh and bones/
love to see my blood in flow/
believe me i slept in for a week/
and in the end of all i just want love/







i'm not ok (prod. dash)

lyrics

hook
never compare me with the charts
i dont give a fuck of your stars im the fall
follow the devil with the gunclips
only disinterest for other artists

shawty look at me im the shit
no bills in my pocket but the bricks
even without cocaine i am cutting
from the bottom to the garbage yea i fuck it

verse
the devil is in me, the rest i cant trust
fuck your faggots in your whip, i have the liq in my cup
have your bitch on my balls, the bricks in my nose
i only know roses when i fuck your bitch like a dog

Whenever you think your life is good
i come around turn your lifes to ruins
fuck it im so high but the rifle smooth
shot from the garbage and shocking like a coon

hook
never compare me with the charts
i dont give a fuck of your stars im the fall
follow the devil with the gunclips
only disinterest for other artists

shawty look at me im the shit
no bills in my pocket but the bricks
even without cocaine i am cutting
from the bottom to the garbage yea i fuck it

GARBAGE (prod. Uglystar)

Beat by :

https://on.soundcloud.com/au9hnzwcvpErDUbE8

lyrics:

chorus
dead braincells in my head
sorry to mom for the moments i forget
i cant describe how its feel
to lost some time from my mind

dead braincells in my head
sorry to mom for the moments i forget
i cant describe how its feel
to lost some time from my mind

verse
met my schoollove
i forgot whats her name
and my schoollove
ye she think im the same

but the time brought changes in my life, lost memories
after psychiatry feelin like empty gallery

so many situations i don't remember
burning cells in my head, guess no one surrendered
friends ask me bout moments, i dont know what to say
a lie is all what i can say

chorus
dead braincells in my head
sorry to mom for the moments i forget
i cant describe how its feel
to lost some time from my mind

dead braincells in my head
sorry to mom for the moments i forget
i cant describe how its feel
to lost some time from my mind

braincells

im lost... idk 

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