DEADLY

so much on my mind,
there's so much i gotta do,
but right now i pause the grind,
just so i can talk to you, 

gotta get it right,
man i gotta see it through,
i've been at it for so long,
(that...)
i can't afford to lose, 

loss is lesson,
can't stay second guessin',
through depression,
& acceptance,
i confess it,
aggresion,
leaves my breathless,
all this trauma in my past,
i leave it,
but it always leaves me bleedin',
pick and poke right at the scab,
like i was a fuckin' heathen,
don't be meanin'-
all the shit i say sometime,
but my heart is yet to see the shine,
after the rain,
tryna maintain,
but i can't help but just feel so inflamed,
tryna keep at it but i feel so drained,
i cannot move no because i am chained,
to all of this shit so i just fix aim,
('cause there's...) 

lately overthinkin',
'cause you know i'm always dreamin',
and these fuckers always fiendin',
tryna get reactions,
demons,
how i see 'em,
but i ain't no fuckin' saint,
tryna paint,
a picture with a thousand words,
even though they try to taint,
my image of myself their swords,
may pierce my armor,
but they can't take my will,
god instilled,
this shit i got i went through hell,
i know i deserve it,
so all these bitches i'm swervin',
& i'm so sorry you're hurtin',
but to frank ain't my burden,
the curtains...

CAN'T AFFORD TO LOSE

Skull&Bones

NO LOVE

41123

DREAM$

lyrics:

missin' you,
but i doubt you feel the same,
they put me out-
like a fuckin' candle flame,
& i can't sprout-
i just know where to aim,
so much doubt-
i'm the only one to blame,
i think too much-
i'm adding gasoline to fire,
smoke the dutch-
but i can't really get much higher,
because i'm stuck-
i never ever been a liar,
but i can say-
the truth is like a fuckin' lighter...

burnin' the bridges i walk,
they want to be 2pac-
i want to be myself,
when i die- by myself,
when i cry- by myself,
so why in the fuck should i care?
all of these elf on a shelf-
sayin' the same shit,
at this point it feels a bit brainless,
they only care 'bout maintainin' an image,
create a cockring just to replenish,
look-
i am not perfect,
we all walk a life tempted by serpents,
beware in the sea that there are urchins-
tryin' to strip you of all of your courage,
yes.

missin' you,
but i doubt you feel the same,
they put me out-
like a fuckin' candle flame,
& i can't sprout-
i just know where to aim,
so much doubt-
i'm the only one to blame,
i think too much-
i'm adding gasoline to fire,
smoke the dutch-
but i can't really get much higher,
because i'm stuck-
i never ever been a liar,
but i can say-
the truth is like a fuckin' lighter...

Lighter

Fuck this life
Sometimes I think
I can't even breathe
In a cage
Made of things
I can't break free of
Clip all my wings
Just clip all my wings
I can't even see up
Fuck this life
Sometimes I think
I can't even breathe
In a cage
Made of things
I can't break free of
Clip all my wings
Just clip all my wings
I can't even see up

I reap what I sow
And I know
No one can
Bail
Me out
One eye ghoul
Tokyo
Don't go
Please someone just
Take
Me out
'Cause
I can't fuckin' change
I'm tied down
With all of these chains
Tears of clown
Obsessing over every sound
It doesn't matter
Drown
Drown
Drown

Fuck this life
Sometimes I think
I can't even breathe
In a cage
Made of things
I can't break free of
Clip all my wings
Just clip all my wings
I can't even see up
Fuck this life
Sometimes I think
I can't even breathe
In a cage
Made of things
I can't break free of
Clip all my wings
Just clip all my wings
I can't even see up

I hate everything
I need a sign
Not to end it
Wait & see what future brings
I know that I'll never see it
'Cause I'm at the fucking edge
And I'm trying not to jump
I guess that I made this mess
What the fuck have I become

Fuck this life
Sometimes I think
I can't even breathe
In a cage
Made of things
I can't break free of
Clip all my wings
Just clip all my wings
I can't even see up
Fuck this life
Sometimes I think
I can't even breathe
In a cage
Made of things
I can't break free of
Clip all my wings
Just clip all my wings
I can't even see up

Self-Destruct

Tell Me How (feat. KULDSWET!)

Walkin' (Freestyle)

1 Day

Pirate Bay

What Do They Want?

all.i.need

hook:
one day or another i think i'll just go insane,
but there's a chance i'm there...
can you tell me what's left to gain?
when life's close to the buzzer,
will i still feel this pain?
or will i even care 'bout all these things that i can't change?

verse 1:
tell me why i feel the need to fill my body with these drugs?
off my fear these demons feed-
crawlin' in my skin like some bugs,
always had a need for speed-
goin' way back since i was young,
wait to see what future brings-
but past trauma told me to run,
steady feelin' torn-
wish i wasn't born,
i just hope that there is more-
but sometimes it feels so forced,
i can't even fake it-
'cause i'm anything but fake,
i don't know if i'mma make it-
it's too late to press the brakes...

verse 2:
trapped inside my mind-
it's like a maze that's been designed-
to never trust without my sight-
there to confirm that it's alright-
'cause i can't trust without evidence-
though the feelings are evident,
i feel like i was heaven-sent-
but i was bent by hell i went through,
so i just rebel & vent to-
anyone that listens,
sent to touch the beat & glisten-
show the light to ones who miss it,
who go through life-
never find it,
but the whole time we're just hidin',
in need of God's perfect timin',
in need of his perfect timin'...

K. Strive

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