i think i'm gonna do it this time. everyone is encouraging me, i think i'm just going to get it over with. i'm sorry, i tried, i really did. i just can't take this fucking agony anymore. i feel like i'm being ripped apart from the inside out. i don't want to hurt like this anymore.

I thought it went away, but it’s always still there. And the past two months it came back rough, I didn’t eat, speak, play, go out, or do anything. I just breathed, slept, cried. My grades broke me.

she left me, and i cant go further. im done, literally done.. :(

I don’t get it why, like I’m over here praying for you and doing dua’s and doing my best to set boundaries between me and you 
And yet you have an audacity to go around-talk  behind my back-giving me side eyes-trying to make me look like the culprit and claiming that I get ‘jealous’ just cause I told you that you got jealous from talking to my freinds that makes me happy??! Do you really want me to stick up with you and your talking when you 24/7 talk shit abt people, I don’t want that—that’s  not who I am I don’t talk shit but you influenced me to do so:\ I still consider you as my friend and I appreciate everything single moments you hanged out with me made me laugh but cmon—why would you do these things when I’m trying to pray for the best of you

you know, sometimes u don’t know how to live this live, how to make a decision in your life, but leave it to the Lord, and He will lead you where you need to be. Love you bro☦️✊🏼

Just listening to this and thinking about my dad, I miss him

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