NOT THAT CLEVER

Find You Again

i was i was i was

Make up your mind
Boy don't be shy
Make up your mind
I'm going wild for you

Make up your mind
Wake up your mind
I can't wait no more to make up your mind

You come back and you'll start again
I wonder why again when we're laying up 
Let's try again

Don't wanna hear it again
You're gonna do what you want
Have your ways with me 
Stay with me 
Lies
Lie lie lie lie lie lie lie

He must think that I might stay and I might stay
Words don't change anything but I stick around the pain

For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

I don't know why you cant make up your mind
Why's it so hard
Don't I try for you
Don't when we go out everybody's eyes on me
I know you like to see those heads turn 
Not all about the looks but I've earned your trust
My love's a must 
You're missing out I sit and pout

Float around and I'll pout for you
Float around and I'll pout for you

Oh he thinks that I might stay and I might stay
Words don't change anything but I stick around through the pain
I don't know why you can't make up your mind
I don't know why you can't make up your damn mind


When writing songs, most if not all said lyrics are open for the listeners own interpretation and or connection to the meaning.
Personally I speak about wanting to find my happiness and true self in a world I feel so very lost in. Thank you all for listening

BEAUTY IS PAIN TRY AGAIN

the world is ending

swirling/bending,

twirling nether, blurred november/december/january

prefer remembering her as picture perfect, not absurd

different versions of her lurk inside my head 

i’m on the curb smoking heavy/swim the water in your levy

while it’s bursting at the seams 

cascading/fading, now i’m cursed eternally 

creating/lie in waiting, as i count the falling leaves 

i start to wonder about winter now that autumn’s calling me 

caught up in this space i’m out of place but in between 

a prophetic fall from graces, what’s a king without his queen 



sundered, like thunder

caught up in the undertow 

while a juxtaposing hunger deep within begins to grow 



type the number, hit the button, get the fucking dial tone 

i can’t even talk to ya on my mobile phone 



feeling so vile, both our hearts broke into pieces 

though we both vowed to hold it down i question what’s the meaning 



taking stock 

i write you letters even though i’m blocked,

like maybe one day you won’t hate me, 

and we could finish talking bout how i need to be changing,

stop being complacent,

accept that i’m to blame for all the problems i created

growing up

growing up (prod. flowers in narnia)

So Long Baby(j&s)

its not hell its just your head
its not love just in your bed
its not hell its just your head
its not red its in your head

(the way yo body decay)

yall raggedy asses 
got sheets covered in semen
just like yall psyches be dirty & you
believing you free men
yall may well be hog tied gagged getting ass fucked by demons
getting dragged by your baby hairs body stuffed in the ceiling

jinkies where is my glasses at 
think im seeing a demon
got this dream or paralysis 
at every end of the season
see no
hear no
evil or reason
see no
hear no
return of the beast <3


its not hell its just your head (the way yo body decay)
its not love, just in your bed (do not call me your bae)
its not hell it’s just your head (the way yo body decay)
its not red its in your head


maiden to crone 
spade, jack, ace & bones
humans sentimental element 
be telling, its slow
what you speak 
they who preach to you you reap what they sow
entirety of societies getting told what to know
what to blow 
what type of hoes
spectral enigma ghosts
what you know 
why you dozing 
energetically toast
mental synergy exist or it dont
do you resist
why you pose?
system blow like kamikaze 
sinking rapidly oh

its not hell its just your head (the way yo body decay)
its not love just in your bed (do not call me your bae)
its not hell its in your head (the way yo body decay)
a life in hell is heaven’s rent

So Long Baby(j&s)

SMOKEBREAK81

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