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Copy of chronological ms. cain

Ethel Cain - Child of Cain (Bonus track)

Days fly by spent wasting time in my mother's garden green
My sister's speaking old poetry they memorized never knowing what it means
I could stay outside forever counting stars on summer fields fore' I bike to Dowlin' street
Its simple when it's over and i'm happy
Painting murals on the sign but it's downtown in the scorching sun
I tried all summer but I hated the way it looks so I never got it done
I walked the train tracks with a boy that I loved but turns out I was tired of being alone
So when we reached the end and I said goodbye and I was by myself when I got home

Ethel Cain ~ Perry

ethel cain - great wide nowhere

lyrics:

I used to meet you once my dad was in bed
In your room at the motel down by i-10
You've been there since i met you, you still haven't left yet
It's as good of a home in this town that you can get 

We'd go out to the bar, get fucked up til my makeup smeared
Then come back, do whatever we wanted, cause god can't see us here
We would climb to the rooftop, dance naked, and talk about jumping off
Then climb down, let you do what you want to me, don't stop

I woke up on that sunday to news that they got you
We both knew it would end on the day that they caught you
You shot yourself in the head as they battered your door through
"Highway killer" babe, that's what they called you

I skipped town, i don't wanna be seen 
If they come around asking questions to my family
About why there's all these traces of me
On your dirty motel sheets 
I'm sorry, baby 
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Please don't hate me

If i had never met you, i would graduate next week 
If i had never met you, i never would have seen the bodies by the creek
If i had never met you, i'd never know how bad a corpse stinks
But now you're gone, and the light's back on at the motel reading vacancy

vacancy - white silas

a snippet of "total eclipse of the heart" by ethel cain, originally performed by bonnie tyler.
can be found in salem anhedonia's channel (video: two sisters under god)

lyrics:
and i need you now tonight 
and i need you more than ever
and if you only hold me tight
we'll be holding on forever

and we'll only be making it right
cause we'll never be wrong 
together we can take it till the end of the line
your love is like a shadow on me all of the time

i don't know what to do
i'm always in the dark
we're living in a powder keg
and giving off sparks

i really need you tonight
forever's gonna start tonight 
forever's gonna start tonight 

once upon a time i was falling in love 
now i'm only falling apart...

total eclipse of the heart (snippet) - ethel cain

Infirmary - White Silas

Achyls - White Silas

lyrics: 
you work yourself to death
you beat yourself up til you forget how it felt
your blood inside your gloves
stains everything you touch, and everything that you forgot that You love

you breathe and you sleep at that table
until you learned to sew up your mouth
you won’t cry when i leave cause the smell is just too much
now who’s gonna pull you out

your food is getting cold
you told me you’re not hungry, but you’re starving and i know you know i know
but still, you never eat
you stay locked inside that room, and why i wait for you
is a mystery to me

you breathe and you sleep at that table
until you learned to sew up your mouth
you won’t cry when i leave cause the smell is just too much
now who’s gonna pull you out

cold food - white silas

𝐄𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐥 𝐂𝐚𝐢𝐧 ~ Key Studies/Punish (Demo) (feat. Goodnight & Goodmorning)

[Verse 1: Aelyx]
Heavy eyes, face stressin’ [?] in the speakerphone
I fell asleep, and I woke up to a dial tone
I miss the words that you said when we didn't speak
You told me when you left you'd always be with me

[Verse 2: Aelyx, Both]
I cut the sadness out in the evergreen
I thought I cut you now, and you can't ever leave
But you let me walk away, you didn't say a fuckin' word
Had to grab my own spine and pretend it didn't hurt

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call
The dead of night and I'm screaming in the hall
Can we just go back to before I knew?
It'd be my first new year
Without you
It was a wake up call
That night I put both of my fists through the wall
In hopes that I could pull you back through
It's gonna be a damn long year
Without you

[Vocalisation]

[Chorus: Ethel Cain]
It was a wake up call, and I miss you but
I never miss the butterflies that you left dead in my gut
I poured that cracked glass full 'till it overflowed
It's just a sign of the times, now that I'm letting you go
It's just a wake up call to put you to rest
Crying knowing this is my last time watching you get dressed
Holding that empty glass and the clock, he says
I'm going home screaming "Fuck it, I wish you the best!"

[Outro: Ethel Cain]
It’s just a wake up call
(It’s just a wake up call)
(It’s just a wake up call)
It’s just a wake up call
It’s just a wake up call
[Vocalisation]



Wake up Call (demo) Aelyx & Ethel Cain

Darlin' do you see the fright?
I'm holdin' on so tight
I close my eyes in spite
Of the fact I can't sleep at night

I can hear all the noise
Laughin' with the pretty boys
Actin' so fuckin' coy
Kill the lights, Kill the joy

Well I don't need a teacher or preacher
In silver and gold
I'm not a believer, I'm good on my own
And I don't need no bitch walkin' me home
I got this on my own, I got this on my own

Hunny's gotta go get high
If he doesn't then he thinks he'll die
Well maybe baby, my oh my
That's the key to gettin' by

I can handle one through three
Hunny that's clear to see
But what isn't clear to me
Is what it fuckin' feels like to feel free
What it fuckin' feels like to feel free


Well I don't need a teacher or preacher
In silver and gold
I'm not a believer, I'm good on my own
And I don't need no bitch walkin' me home
I got this on my own, I got this on my own

Hunny's gotta go get high
If he doesn't then he thinks he'll die
Well maybe baby, my oh my
That's the key to gettin' by

Hunny (Maddy Ellwanger cover) | Ethel Cain

Ethel Cain - Skinheads (Demo)

[Verse 1]
Keep me in the shadows where you know I belong
You always tell me it's my fault, but never what I did wrong
I could stop you if I wanted, I could tell him I tried
But I'm better when you hurt me
Will they know that I lied?
I can't see past what you tell me
You stay on my blind side
But you'll be right back up in me by the end of the night

[Verse 2]
Why do you expect much and think so little of me?
I've tried hard to be the brother that you want me to be
I've tried hard to be your lover
I've tried hard to be good
But you've turned Abel into Cain and I'd kill you if I could

total eclipse of the heart (snippet) - ethel cain

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