a song I wrote about self criticism and being hard on yourself

lacking myself

lyrics:

loosing touch with people that you really love
choosing isolation after a little argument
apologising for every little thing that you do
"Sorry" is the word that is most frequently used

having a bad day , making it worse by checking phone
Sleeping after midnight waking up in an hour
Over observation, calculation , "what's gonna come?"
guilt takes you over moreover getting tired 

my verse in "that funny feeling"

yellow coldplay cover

Lyrics 
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Drink up baby, stay up all night
With the things you could do
You won't but you might
The potential you'll be that you'll never see
The promises you'll only make
Drink up with me now
And forget all about the pressure of days
Do what I say and I'll make you okay
And drive them away
The images stuck in your head
People you've been before
That you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still
Drink up baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again, between the bars
Where I'm seeing you there with your hands in the air
Waiting to finally be caught
Drink up one more time, and I'll make you mine
Keep you apart, deep in my heart
Separate from the rest, where I like you the best
And keep the things you forgot
People you've been before
That you don't want around anymore
That push and shove and won't bend to your will
I'll keep them still

between the bars Elliot smith cover

Lyrics:

Dressing up’s more like an impossible task
it’s hard to face your figure in the looking glass 
you start to wish for bigger arms
or maybe shoulders not too wide 
having the urge to cover it all up 
with the same oversized T-shirt 

Photographs make you so uptight 
staring at the picture a hundred times 
till you hate yourself to the core and cry
a lady asking you if you’re eating fine
trying to be that girl online 
slowly losing your mind.

looking glass

lyrics:
feeding on ego to push away the pain
agony sits on your head starts playing with your hair
my laugh fades to a smile, 
my smile to a frown
cause you're an ocean wave 
taking a part of me every time

the game i play with you
where i always lose
you're using my empty cup 
to full yours too

when you look in the mirror
do you recognise your face?
 are you hoping to see
somebody else instead?

you don't know who you are anymore
you keep taking more and more and more 
till it's all yours
you make it all about yours

you had it all shattered before
the wounded pieces are all you throw at me 
you don't know who you are anymore
you keep hiding more and more and more 
till it's all yours
you make it all about yours

all yours

lyrics:

you make time feel like magic
that's when my worries
run away from me
smiling too much
when I'm around you
you make holidays
even more worth it

i don't like the way that i was brought up
I'm still learning it the hard way
i wish i met you when i was younger
the story would be different
this is not what i usually do 
but i don't wanna let you go

having little conversations
so simple yet so brilliant
this is all I've ever wanted
how could I even
ask for more

i don't like the way that i take love
I'm still learning it the hard way
i wish i met you when i was younger
the story would be different
this is not what i usually do 
but i don't wanna let you go

loving was always harder
you made it easy
I like myself more better
oh when you are near me

i don't like the way that i was brought up
I'm still learning it the hard way
I'm happy that i found you here 
cause it's never too late 


easy

born to die lana cover

lizzy's version


lyrics:
With his back against the San Francisco traffic,
On the bridges side that faces towards the jail,
Setting out to join a demographic,
He hoists his first leg up over the rail.
And a phone call is made,
Police cars show up quickly.
The sergeant slams his passenger door.
He says, 'Hey son why don't you talk through this with me,
Just tell me what you're doing it for.'
'Oh, it's a little bit of everything,
It's the mountains,
It's the fog,
It's the news at six o'clock,
It's the death of my first dog,
It's the angels up above me,
It's the song that they don't sing,
It's a little bit of everything.'
An older man stands in a buffet line,
He is smiling and holding out his plate,
And the further he looks back into his timeline,
That hard road always had led him to today,
And making up for when his bright future had left him,
Making up for the fact that his only son is gone,
And letting everything out once, His server asks him,
Have you figured out yet, what it is you want?
I want a little bit of everything,
The biscuits and the beans,
Whatever helps me to forget about
The things that brought me to my knees,
So pile on those mashed potatoes,
And an extra chicken wing,
I'm having a little bit of everything.
Somewhere a pretty girl is writing invitations,
To a wedding she has scheduled for the fall,
Her man says, 'Baby, can I make an observation?
You don't seem to be having any fun at all.'
She said, 'You just worry about your groomsmen and your shirt-size,
And rest assured that this is making me feel good,
I think that love is so much easier than you realize,
If you can give yourself to someone,
Then you should.
'Cause it's a little bit of everything,
The way you choke, the way you ache,
It is waking up before you,
So I can watch you as you wake.
So in this day in late September,
It's not some stupid little ring,
I'm giving a little bit of everything.
Oh, it's a little bit of everything,
It's the matador and the bull,
It's the suggested daily dosage,
It is the red moon when it's full.
All these psychics and these doctors,
They're all right and they're all wrong,
It's like trying to make out every word,
When they should simply hum along,
It's not some message written in the dark,
Or some truth that no one's seen,
It's a little bit of everything.

a little bit of everything cover

lyrics:

Looking out the window 
A scene of trees and breeze so silent, 
it leaves you troubled 

Fell from living to fighting to survive 
A quiet life , a life you will  never have.

A burning house with the keys in your hand 
You're  not gonna make if you don't care

Looking out the window
A scene of kids and cars so happy,
it leaves you troubled 

You've done all you could ever do
But you gave it to a seed
that never blooms 

never

lyrics:
And she lays down on her bedroom floor
The chemicals that make her laugh
Don't seem to be working anymore
She tries her best, but it hurts her chest
And even though her sun is gone
She'd like to love her child nevertheless
My hair is brown, she's scared to touch
And she just wants to feel something
And I don't think that's asking for too much
And when I go to sleep is when she begins to weep
She's appalled by not loving me at all
She wears a frown and dressing gown
When she lays down

Well, we got a plane, oh, to see my dad again
She prayed that we'd fall from the sky
Simply to alleviate the pain
Over water, hmm
Over terrain
The engines all go bust, we turned to dust
And I've no reason to complain, yeah
And in the end, she chose cocaine
But it couldn't fix her brain
She's appalled, oh, she doesn't love me at all
She wears a frown and dressing gown
When she lays down

she lays down The 1975 cover

singing out my mind :)
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