Doom Gloom, Cold, Dark, Silent, or not Silent better wording wouldn't be Silent but more so mind bogglingly loud dizzying levels of evil droning on endlessly to absurdity as to where it cannot be overcome and nothing else can seemingly replace and knock it off the most front end center spot, so absurdly overwhelming to point where it's just disgusting the type of frequencies that spawn into existence out of the ether and netherworld, all that, as if that were 24/7/365 for me with that occurring at all times right inescapably stuck in front of my face impossible to run away from and shake , impossible to even get a break from and just a temp reprieve even just for a breather or to cofkleft robes self for even an instant , if my eyes are open that's occurring , so absorb that idea concept , digest for a minute , think bout the words and the implied concept idea.  But for me the negativity and horrible stuff things mentally physically intellectually caveman tually.. yes I did say that , but ya this way that way anyway all ways and no ways , when u want it to be when u don't want it to be , if u care if u don't care , if u don't even care bout daring or not caring u just can't even manifest anymore anything to come up out of u anymore cause there is nothing left of your human spirit that exists within u anymore and u are truly running on fumes in the most literal sense of it . This for me making what for others is inescapable and impossible to get side stepped , to having such a black hole of negativity to the point where it renders even that as silent , just like black hole is best way I can put it , nothing can escape from it , nothing , gravity , all manifestation of anything and everthing , just all consumed by overwhelming forces swirling into a black hole to be eaten into the ether , nothing can escape . No man made object , planets cannot escape , comets moving at Millions of miles per hour.  Entire starts.  Quasars, super nova . Nothing can escape irs pull , not even light ,all sucked in to point where all that remains is the lack of , a pure vacuum of nothingness . Just cold dark blackness and silence no nothing just sheer lack of existence, not even like nothing cause to have nothing implies that there just have been something at some point prior in order to eventually reach state where there is nothing , i'm talking such nothingness that there never was anything to start with so before even reaching concept of nothing there was nothing to begin with , if that makes a shred of sense , this is how I feel sorry a bit out there but what can I say , peace y'all

Alex Brian