我好想你
可我不敢打扰你
我真的好想你
可我不敢去打扰你
看着手机
犹豫要不要点进去
看着消息
犹豫要不要发出去
我好想你
可我不敢打扰你
我真的好想你
你让我怎样都可以
只要是你愿意
我怎样都可以
我怎样都可以
一个人偷偷躲在被窝里哭
心里久久不能平静
我把我的心给你作为赌注
就算输了也没关系
我好想你
可我不敢打扰你
我真的好想你
可我不敢去打扰你
看着手机
犹豫要不要点进去
看着消息
犹豫要不要发出去

我好想你(Rondo&epv)

我就静静地看着你装逼
我不会动我更不会打扰你
我有点冲请你不要介意
只要我不尴尬尴尬的就是你
尴尬的就是你
而不是我自己
只要我不尴尬尴尬的就是你
我就静静地看着
我就静静地看着

我就静静的看着你装逼 (dualcrimson44)

@yehon
(lyrics)

you would be a fool to let it go
when you sliding thru? let me know
it’s hard to talk to you, thats fosho
when you sliding thru? let me know
cuz it’s not something that i could just tell you
promise no coming back, that’ll get to you

do it over and over (er- er-)
do it over and over (er- er-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)
do it over and over (er- er-)
do it over and over (er- er-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)

Eyes low, i haven't loved in a minute
I was busy overseas now i'm finished
I won't ever get another chance, yeah i Know this
Forget about my past, yeah it's too upsetting

Feeling on top, when i'm around you baby
I don't mean to stall, you might need to pace me
Yeah i'm losing control do you see me baby
nothing like the people around me baby

Dont tell me that i lost this
Can you find me inside this room
You’re tired of the wrong things
That keeps finding its way to you

I could prove you wrong, its the right damn timing
You could prove me right, you could be the one
You could take your time, you dont need to rush this 
Afraid i’ve already won

you would be a fool to let it go
when you sliding thru? let me know
it’s hard to talk to you, thats fosho
when you sliding thru? let me know
cuz it’s not something that i could just tell you
promise no coming back, that’ll get to you

do it over and over (er- er-)
do it over and over (er- er-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)
do it over and over (er- er-)
do it over and over (er- er-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)
do it over and over (er- er-)
do it over and over (er- er-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)
do it over and over (er- er-)
do it over and over (er- er-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)
i’m losing control (trol- trol-)

losing control ft yehon

*kurxxed - PULL UP!

[Chorus]
my life is such a nightmare, i can’t even fucking breathe
you said that you’d be right there, now you’re haunting all my dreams
scratches on my back from all the demons that i feed
i don’t wanna die tonight, but i don’t wanna be me

[Verse 1]
blood stains on my bedsheets, tears mixed with the ink
love notes turn to death threats, sent out in a blink
you smile like you mean it, but your eyes just scream “leave”
baby you’re a bad trip, and i’m too high to see

you broke me in a voicemail, laughing while i cried
i still keep the message, it helps me feel alive
burned your face into my skull, like i needed a reminder
you fucked my head up worse than all my pills and all my lighters

[Chorus]
my life is such a nightmare, i can’t even fucking breathe
you said that you’d be right there, now you’re haunting all my dreams
scratches on my back from all the demons that i feed
i don’t wanna die tonight, but i don’t wanna be me

my life is such a nightmare </3

I still smell your blood in my room

i ain’t cute, i’m a freak w/ a smile
kept ur pics in a folder i ain’t seen in a while
u said i was “weird,” yeah, that’s the whole style
now u fuckin someone who dresses like my file

crack in my screen looks better than me
scars on my chest like a diary entry
u say “get help,” but bitch i’m empty
and i hope u see me when it gets real messy

i’m ugly, i know
can’t stand my tone
u ghosted me slow
then u laughed alone
i’m ugly, so what?
i’ll rot in ur gut
u made me this way
now u’re stuck w/ the cut

ur voice plays in loops when i try to sleep
and i chew on the blame like it’s stuck in my teeth
i tried bein soft, now i’m bitter and bleak
gave u my skin, u wore it for a week

cut me out like a pic u ain’t wanna keep
call me a creep, but u kissed me deep
u said “forever” then left midweek
so now i just stalk and delete and repeat

i drew ur eyes on my wrists
just to feel like u see me
but u just scroll
while i sit here really bleeding

i’m ugly, u proved it
my heart? u chewed it
i’m not even mad
i’m just used to this bruisin’
i’m ugly, admit it
and god i don’t fit in
but if i die tonight
maybe u’ll miss it

ugly

I dropped my ice cream on the floor </3

You-
You-
Said I’ll never really ever be shit
So i took another blade and I carved in my wrist
I don’t really wanna die but i know it’s my time 
When I look into your eyes and I see the same lies 
Ima hide all the signs that I hate my skin 
I just really wanna be a headless skeleton 
Do I really wanna live? Don’t have anything give 
Ima hit another cig then I’ll call it quits 

I fucking hate my life 
You won’t understand 
How much I dread my eyes
So I’ll just close em tight
Hope you can stay the night 
You always kept me sane
Till you said “I hope you die”

i fucking dropped my ice cream on the floor </3

I hate Father’s Day </3

I’m not enough
leave this note and fade away
no one’s gonna beg me to stay

cut too fucking deep
feel my thoughts start killing me
death feels like the only peace

told you i was done
no replies, just empty screens
guess i knew what silence means

this the final post
no goodbye, no “see you soon”
by the time you hear this, im dead too

they found my body

under the moon

throwaway song.

Staring at the screen ‘til my eyes bleed static
Scrolling through the pics like a fucking fanatic-

 Staring at the screen ‘til my eyes bleed static
Scrolling through the pics like a fucking fanatic
Used to call me “baby,” now she say I’m dramatic
Heart in the trash, and my love was erratic

Left me on read for a week, then a month
Said I was too much — bitch, I was just blunt
You liked the chaos, now you playin’ the front
But I still got your scent in the hoodie I hunt

break when I breathe, I shake when I think
I ain’t slept in a bed that don’t smell like her drink
Vodka and perfume, eyeliner smears
She left her mark, and I bleed out for years

She said “heal,” but gave me the disease
She said “love,” but cut me at the knees
She said “forever,” then watched me drown
Now her name’s the voice that drags me down

You don’t get to leave like that
Say I’m toxic then come right back
You don’t get to play the saint
you’re the reason I feel my pain
Every little cut’s your name
Every little scream sounds the same
Don’t you even say you tried
You kissed me then you let me die

you were my everything

lain. @blindbylain

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