Your name is still my password

talk to me

lyrics:
https://genius.com/Teddybear-anxious-lyrics

listen on Apple Music
https://itunes.apple.com/ca/album/anxious/1326341480?i=1326341482

listen on Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/0if3cM7vQZy7NRTU3MtHYG

Prod. Tülpa (@chilltulpa)

Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by Cian P (@1cianP)

Artwork by Barbara Schaefer (barbaraschaeferworks.com)

Anxious

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Anxious (Prod. Tülpa)

Lyrics:

ℒund:
Might just feel my brain with lead
Torture from the words you said 
Running through my head
Late while I lie in bed 
You know from these wrists I’ve bled
(x2)

Blood on my t shirt 
Blood on my carpet
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting 
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
What do we do now
We are all dying
 
This world that were all living in is fucking hell 
I swear to god sometimes it makes me want to kill myself
This is a maze, where's the exit 
Fuck it i can’t tell
Asking god why i cant check out 
Triple 6 hotel.

I forgot to die 
I guess ill wake up
Girl I told you 
You look better with no make up
I don't wanna go no where 
Let's just stay home
It just seems like lives better when were alone

(But still theres)
Blood on my T-shirt 
Blood on my carpet
(ohhh)
So sick and tired 
Of all of this fighting
(Fuck all the fighting)
Where are we going 
Why are we lying
(Why are we lying)
What do we do now
We are all dying
(we are all dying)
(x2)

Foreign Forest:
You were on my good side then
Now I'm getting high with my friends
Ima focus on my ends
If you wanted just to play pretend
Then you should have said you love me then
(x2)

Off the drugs
'Cause you ran off with your love
You were just here for the buzz
That's what this life always does
No fair now
Smell you when my hairs down
Picture perfect
Now I'm feeling worthless
I'll get over your spell
Only home for you is hell
Hope your frozen cold
When you see my gold

Tears on my T-shirt
Tears on my carpet
I'm all alone now
Feeling nostalgic
Where did my time go
I gave it to you
If I paid attention
I would've seen through you
(x)

forgot 2 die ft. ℒund (prod. late june)

new album 02.??.2017

lyrics:
I'm just me, I'm just me
i can't be anybody else, if I could then I probably would
But I'm just me
So don't judge me

when I think I'm doing alright 
you're always there just to start a fight
and I know that you think that it helps
but honestly it makes me wanna kill myself 

Feeling so blue like a glacier
I'm drowning and you're my anchor 
said you care bout my anger
but I'm just mad you're a faker
right nows when I need a savior 
but you only wanna help yourself
so who are you 
don't say that you love me

cause I'm just me
I'm just me
I can't be anybody else
If I could then I would but I'm just myself
Yeah I'm just me

when I think I'm doing alright 
you're always there just to start a fight
and I know that you think that it helps
but honestly it makes me wanna kill myself

Download

im just me (prod. nihilist)

its been a crazy journey, but well worth it. thank you for listening and appreciating my art, with it i find purpose, and it feels good to have purpose.

SPECIAL THANKS TO: @arthrn @greaf @nihilistbtk

dreams & nightmares

ur so september (prod. arthrn)

xxxtentacion, dead inside (prod. hades)

MUSIC VIDEO LINKS:
the bootleg boy: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gc03KA8w4dk
dynmk: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5zO8RoRpm7E

we don't really talk now

i gave head tø my best friend

stillinlovewith(out)u

i swear this søng is abøut eating øut my best friend's pussy [prød. cøzy]

ur my angel (prod. nimbus2k)

if you see this i'm so sorry.

photo by kevin bakke.
ig: @kbakk_

<///3

i used tø knøw høw tø løve </3 [prød. cøzy]

produced by, xxxtentacion
garette's revenge

I've dug two graves for us my dear, cant pretend that I was perfect, leaving you in fear, oh man, what a world the things I hear..

If i could act on my revenge, than oh would I..

some kill, some steal, some break your heart, and you had thought that I would let it go and let you walk,

well broken hearts break bones, so break up fast, and I dont wanna let it go, so in my grave i'll rot (repeat)

I love you garette
rest in peace, jocelyn, I will have my revenge upon the world

written and produced by Jahseh Onfroy, "xxxtentacion"

GARRETTS REVENGE

molly, your percocet

ig: http://bit.ly/yungsnug
tw: http://bit.ly/cozythakid

lyrics: https://cozyboy.bandcamp.com/track/i-put-her-pussy-n-a-pedestal-and-that-shit-fucked-me-up

please, listen to @bl4ckgu1ch

panty dropper

i put her pussy øn a pedestal and that shit fucked me up [prød. bl4ckgu1ch]

however i'm feeling, i'm not afraid to show it

enough 4 me ft. smrtdeath (prod. hkfiftyone)

http://bit.ly/facetime-lyric-video ☎️💦

i played this song in a coffee shop once and no one gave a shit 

picture and feature by the lovely @seesosi <3 please, listen to her music.  she is a really nice person <33

physically apart </3

the best sex we ever had was øver facetime (ft. sosi) [prød. cøzy] – 💙 videø in descriptiøn 💙

SKETCHMYNAME

darling, will you miss me now? [prod. sketchmyname]

from the beginning to now, it hasn't always been the same. the "underground" i knew then isn't the same anymore. it's not a bad thing though... i'm actually starting to see artists i grew alongside achieve their dreams, and i'm more than ready to achieve mine, whatever they are. i'm on my own now, but i have to be strong. i hope this music helps you get by. </3

move on (prod. reaper)

trophy//move on

just first date type shit

with the utmost propriety

@raynadayz makes lovely beats and has a lovely voice <3

first date advice?

we made løve øn the first date (ft. raynadayz) [prød. raynadayz]

Sorry Ft. SirTipleSix (prod  by, TREX x Poe^)

https://soundcloud.com/dysphora
vocals mixed by https://soundcloud.com/prohibeo

starting off the day
in any other way
sit all alone
and smoke anything
i have to say away

another one packed 
another screen cracked
another line wrote down
to help mask up this act
you got me crazy
you got me hazy
every night this week
I’ve had the same dreams baby
will i get your fucking face
out of my mind
been feeling like this lately 
tell every one
all is fine
that I’m okay
and its alright

i dont know how to get you out (prod dysphora)

Sample Credit: Yellowcard - Only One

Lyrics:
You hit me up again you said that you don't know what you were thinking
Every day that went by was another I spent sinking
Then you tell me that you're sorry for everything
And there's no excuse for the things that you did to me

I still have the ring in my drawer
I thought it was the best thing that I ever wore
But now I don't care when it ends up on the floor
My heart is broken and you left it feeling sore

You hit me up again and then you disappear
I know you know I'm lonely when you're never here
And being alone is one of my biggest fears
Tell me why I love you still, I love you dear

Sometimes I don't feel it when I'm doing fine
I learned to numb the pain and just leave you behind
But it's not that simple you're still on my mind
No matter where you go I'll still hold you inside

Made my mistakes let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Know you don't think of me now
And I won't, I won't admit that I'm wrong
Wonder if you'll be around
And I count, I count the days since you've gone

You made me so numb now I can't feel
You made it such a burden just to know I'm real
Feeling like I'm nothing I'm a spirit here
Tryna put myself together I'm a slave of fear

You're my only one, you're the light from the sun, you're the moon and the sky, you're the only reason why
I've been down and I've been high, I've been trying to get by, I've been living just to die, I've been dying just to try

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
Know you don't think of me now
But you can't, you can't give me a reason

Here I go,
Scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
You are my only one.
I let go,
There's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only one

Your name is still my password

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