Name: Find me by Chlown in Mellow Melodies
Duration: 2 min 2 s
Description: Written, composed and written by me in June 2025

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Mellow Melodies

"Je tuerai pour toi" est une incantation passionnelle, un chant d’amour brûlant où désir et révolte s’embrasent.
Zanzara y sculpte une poésie charnelle et rageuse, où l’intimité devient un acte de survie — fragile, sacré, incandescent.
Minimaliste et vibrante, leur musique porte ce texte comme une fièvre douce et tenace, qu’on ne peut — et ne veut — faire taire.

je tuerais pour toi

[Verse 1]
I see the shadows when you flinch at the light
You try to fake strength, but I feel every fight
You hold it in ‘cause that’s what you’ve learned
But baby, I’m not someone you’ll burn

[Pre-Chorus]
It’s not your fault, it never was
The past still haunts you just because
But every scar you try to hide
I trace like stars across your sky

[Chorus]
I’ll stay through the fire, I’ll weather the war
When you shut me out, I’ll wait at the door
Even when you push with all your pain
I won’t let love just walk away
This isn’t weakness—this is grace
And I’m still here, I’ve found my place
Right beside your heavy soul
I’ll love you whole

[Verse 2]
Your dreams wake you, I lie awake
Counting breaths that fear might take
You say you’re broken, too far gone
But to me, you’re still holding on

[Pre-Chorus]
You wear the weight of things unsaid
You call it damage—I call it depth
You’ve fought through storms I’ll never know
But I see strength in letting go

[Chorus]
I’ll stay through the fire, I’ll weather the war
When you shut me out, I’ll wait at the door
Even when you push with all your pain
I won’t let love just walk away
This isn’t weakness—this is grace
And I’m still here, I’ve found my place
Right beside your heavy soul
I’ll love you whole

[Bridge]
You don’t have to be strong for me
It’s okay to fall and just let me see
I’ll hold the hurt you try to hide
You don’t have to run tonight

[Final Chorus]
I’ll stay through the fire, I’ll weather the war
When the silence screams, I’ll love you more
Even if the night won’t set you free
I’ll be your calm, just lean on me
This isn’t weakness—this is grace
And I’m still here, I’ve found my place
Right beside your heavy soul
I’ll love you whole

Stay Through the Fire

(verse)
I love you when the sun goes down 
when the the night begins to whisper
Or when the fog lift off from all around 
and I left my guard being a firm resister
finding my own virgin magical ground

(verse)
When all the roads swishing past 
lose myself of what brought me here
the mystery of being alive 
and my past like fog disappear 

(chorus) 
When the primary colors were strong and deep
and not from experience diluted
holding on to what not worth of keep 
a darkness erased by being lucid

(verse) 
Found myself on the windowsill 
breathing the thin air of a city
not even close of being fulfilled
when the glow of the moon hit me
thinking it´s time to make a refill 

(chorus)
When the primary colors were strong and deep
and not from experience diluted 
holding on to what not worth of keep 
a darkness erased by being lucid

Primary Colors

CREIO, ENTÃO

Hollow

ALL THE WORLD IS GREY

A Sweet Dream Kissing the Night

Pool - Tiny Desk

CẢM NGHĨ VỀ EM!

at the border

Forged [acoustic version]

Written, composed and written by me in June 2025

Find me

Before the coffee gers cold｜コーヒーの冷めないうちに

Beneath the Shadow of Ed Gein
Written, recorded and performed by Pages in Clouds 2025



Ohhhhh, the sun has turned its face away.
 beneath the shadow of Ed Gein.
his crimes too dark for the sun ,
too dark to shine.

Mother whispers in the gloom,
Hmmmmmm, her voice a sermon, her word a tomb;
Her hand is gone, yet still it guides,
Ohhhhh, it binds the soul where terror hides.

ohhhhhhhh,
the skin screams out, why oh why?
ohhhhhhh,

The rafters creak, the shadows swell,
Hmmmmmm, the house is but a shell of hell;
The walls are lined with sorrow’s skin,
Ohhhhh, no prayer can cleanse the heart within.

The graves lie open, the moonlight wanes,
Hmmmmmm, the soil still sings with broken names;
The dead are called, their silence torn,
Ohhhhh, the night gives birth to grief reborn.

O mother, cruel, eternal flame,
Hmmmmmm, he lives and dies within thy name;
Thy voice commands, thy ghostly hand,
Ohhhhh, it drives him through a haunted land.

ohhhhhhhh,
the skin screams out, why oh why?
ohhhhhhh,

The wind laments, the darkness moans,
Hmmmmmm, the sickness is kingdom, dark and lone;
A throne of dust, a crown of bone,
Ohhhhh, he walks, but never walks alone.

The stars avert their pallid eyes,
Hmmmmmm, the sky denies his hollow cries;
For sin is sown where silence weeps,
Ohhhhh, the reaper wakes, but never sleeps.

ohhhhhhhh,
the skin screams out, why oh why?
ohhhhhhh,

The village shudders, the forest knows,
Hmmmmmm, the taint of death on every rose;
No hymns may rise, no bells may ring,
Ohhhhh, beneath the shadow of Ed Gein.

ohhhhhh,

ohhhhhh,

ohhhhhh,


the skin screams out, why oh why?

PB2025


Beneath the Shadow of Ed Gein

Veo en tu la luz

Love

I'm a french girl with too much dreams, one of them is write my own songs - i used to post before 2020, since then, I've written and recorded songs that i secretly posted on pinterest, 3 of them are now here :)
My old songs are probably awful but im keeping them cause the past has its importance

Find me

Chlown

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