september 2022

Wanting you instead
I was here before
Whirling out your window
I hated you before
It dont change nothing…
I know I was here before 

Don’t make me decide 
I don’t want to be stuck on the wall
If you want me to stay
Barking all the way
Say you hear my call

You know, now what you were missing 
I knew just who you were kissing
Does that change something, my love?
You always meant more 
To me.

Was I given TWO CARDS? I was!
You picked yourself apart
Every day
Take a break!!!!!!

If you were my “friend”, too
Don’t say I love you 
Whoever I was before
I know right now, only right now
Against my will, I’m yours.

Barking

October 2022 
West Philadelphia 
Lyrics: 
Im not looking at you ( yes I am ) 
You only wear your dark specs so that nothing
Can ever come through
I get so scared when you look into my eye 
I'd rather be you. 
I'd rather believe nobody.

Im not looking at you 
You only wear your dark specs so you can hide 
Wouldn't do that to you
Or your man, you know I'm just a girl 
Who'd rather be you?
Who'd rather believe nobody? 

So if you ask me to stay, I say so what 
Want me to go away? Im not so 
Surprised anymore, do you still get that way?
Wake me up as I fall asleep on you again, babe.

I'd rather have you
I'd rather have nobody, and nothing.

Yes I Am

november 2022 
drums+full band version recorded & mixed in north and west philadelphia by nate garcia in full
lyrics: 
cowgirl, when i see you i just want to run 
i dont want to keep hiding from your eye 
do you have the stamina through smoke? 
acting like I dont know you, when i do! 

i guess you could say you didnt know
youre watching me close, what do you know? 

cowgirl i know youre watching me closer than yourself 
my chance to bite the thread where you pull me 
how long should i hold this grudge? 
i dont want to keep running

i guess you could say you didnt know 
youre watching me close what do you know? 
ah yes! you could say you didnt know!
im watching you close, what do you know?

This Means Everything To Me. Discography CD (2006)

Tracks 1-8 were recorded at Antimatter Studios, Orlando, FL during the summer of 2005.
Track 9 appeared on the The Caligula Effect: A Compilation on Catechism Records.
Tracks 10, 11, 12 and 16 appeared on the Carlisle 7" on Hazel Records.
Tracks 17, 18, 19, 20 appeared on the Functions Of Several Variables 7" on Boxcar Records.
Earlier versions of tracks 5 and 13 appeared on the Spirit Of '99: A Hardcore Competition CD on Go! Team Records.
Tracks 24-25 were recorded on Joe's 4 track in Brian's house at some point during 1996.
Tracks 9-16 were recorded at Difference Studios, Winter Park, FL during the winter of 1997. They were mixed in Feb. 2006.

This Means Everything To Me

Brair Camel

higher education

I don't know what I'm doing but I had fun
:)

leaches

untitled 1 :)

[Verse]
Raindrops fall gently
On my window pane
A cozy rainy day
Washes away my pain
I sit by the fire
Feeling warm and serene
Melodies in the air
Embracing the serene

[Verse 2]
Scented candles flicker
Casting shadows on the wall
Raindrops on the rooftop
A soothing melody to recall
Wrapped in a blanket
With a book in my hand
Lost in the pages
As raindrops softly land

[Chorus]
Oh
This cozy rainy day
Brings me peace of mind
Nature's symphony
In the melody I find
I close my eyes and listen
As the rain serenades
Embracing the tranquility
On this cozy rainy day

Yes I Am

Nate Garcia

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