Once upon time everything was too unfathomable , it was waay out of her control.
Cause she felt too much , nd cared too much .
But one day everything seemed a little bit different and as time goes by , it got brighter and brighter 
And then she thought,  it might be it ! Finally,  I’m free  !
But u know it’s all just a phase . 
You grow , you hurt,   u laugh,  u fall in love , u enjoy being alive , u cry , u get numb , u breath 
sometimes you feel like you’re blueing off from everything , everyone and everywhere, sometimes u want  a moment to stop just for live it a second more , sometime i wish you could here me 
but sadly or happily time goes on and on and on 
But  only you keep me going trough my memory and i love you for that  but  i wish you knew that .

ayda