Take a knife and drain your life - Part 1

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lil peep - lil kennedy [prod. nedarb]

from "the shader"
release on 03.feb.2016

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greyscale

Come Over When You're Sober

Better Off [Dying] (prod. by smokeasac & IIVI)

lil soda boi & lil yu - epic time [prod. lil soda boi]

but what did i expect

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artwork by: https://soundcloud.com/caustyk



i don’t wanna fall in love 
and fall apart again 
idk if i’m ok enough so i keep taking medicine 
to give my head a rest 
but what did i expect 

i said i’d give him everything but everything meant nothing 
but i still stayed so i could feel i’m holding on to something 
n i feel like a burnout 
lie n say that i’m better on my own now 

ok 
alright 
i’m starting to feel nothing when i lay awake at night 
ok 
alright 
i’ll fool myself with every other lie 

i still think of every word you said to me 
trying to ease the memory by drowning it in nicotine 
i swear to fucking god that one day you’ll be dead to me
but right now just to hear your voice i swear that i’d do anything

medicine (prod. caspr)

FOR EDWARD COLLADO. 2000-2021

folding under pressure. 

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lyrics:

falling back into old habits think its quite alright 
when i speak to her its like im swallowing the knife 
i hope it cuts my vocal chords so i dont speak again 
the words i keep when i hold my tongue become rusted 

wake up starting to decay from apparitions 
lately ive been going south like migration
everything around me turning red cause of frustration 
sitting back and watch it all collapse start to abandon ship 

you said im toxic and i know that
please dont hit me up bc down bad 
visions of the past pls erase that 
~folding under pressure think im gonna snap~ 

i think im gonna snap in half like elastic 
bending over backwards to be thrown away like plastic 
hide myself from everybody feel ecstatic 
im pushing those who care away from me thats my aesthetic
im not feeling empathetic My visions turning to static 
everything around me dissipating at my own expenses
im trying to feel sorry for myself but i cant help it 
waste away the day and walk around mindless and senseless  

wake up starting to decay from apparitions 
lately ive been going south like migration
everything around me turning red cause of frustration 
sitting back and watch it all collapse start to abandon ship 

you said im toxic and i know that
please dont hit me up bc down bad 
visions of the past pls erase that 
~folding under pressure think im gonna snap~

SPOTIFY

pressure (prod. notmorgn)

Evergreen ft. 6obby (prod. jody & righter)

@emotionals @sshinju  .・゜-: ✧

[lyrics;]

they wont feel this anyway
i dont rlly care i dont feel them anyway
i dont wnna be their friend
ur the only person
but i cant handle this pressure
and im scared that ill lose u forever
and i know that its all for the better
if u need me then ill be there whenever
am i dreaming again, i fell in love in december

fell in love in december
jus call me whenever, pick me up n u can still be my center
the memories made we were growing 2gether
guess u lied when u said forever
could it be that ur under the weather
did u really find someone better
mayb we should spend sum time together
but i but i cant handle this pressure

december w/ emotionals (+shinju)

I love you, but distance is hard [prod. Kyotolove21]

Lyrics:
[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 1:]
It feels like yesterday we were hanging in my bedroom
Playing PlayStation wishing I could hold you
Feeling kinda sad cause I know you had to go soon
Always on my mind I think I maybe love you yeah

[Pre-chorus:]
I think I maybe love you yeah

[Chorus:]
I cried myself to sleep last night
My friends and family don't know why
It's true I miss you all the time 
This distance is hard to fight

I watched you leave on a four hour drive
Turn around and come back to mine
I miss feeling you hold me tight
Despite everything we will be alright

[Verse 2:]
I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

I love you I miss you 
I don't wanna lose you
Scared of waking up
Cause I know that I can't see you
Tell me you love me
Cause I think I need you
I am like a glass house
My persona's see through

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Produced by: Kyotolove21
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Filmography by: Lil Sad Records
Single Artwork by: From the Crowd

© Lost in Hope Records

1 Year ago today

I love you, but distance is hard

I love you, but distance is hard [prod. Kyotolove21]

Spotify: https://ampl.ink/1lR0A
Visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vl1JC2rS4ZE

Artist:
@resident_music

Producer:
@levistreuper

Lyrics:
will you watch us brave
our darkest days love
but you know that you're worth it all dear
be patient with yourself
and your words like a poem
you don't know that your perfect, just know dear

the world will wait, the world will wait for us
the world will wait for us
the world will wait for us
the world will wait for us
yeah, yeah, yeah

someday
we will figure out ourselves
but we don't know where to go
we don't know what to do
following the leaders that we're told to look up to
never could find ourselves
tried to figure it out
the world will wait for us

the world will wait, the world will wait for us
the world will wait for us
the world will wait for us
the world will wait for us
yeah, yeah, yeah
the world will wait, the world will wait for us

Resident & Laevi - The World Will Wait For Us

prod & performed by me:p

lyrics:

they
keep pestering when i'm doing my best
i wanna lay my head upon their chest
but they won't let me catch another breath
it's where these things go

they
keep giving thoughts i wouldn't want in my head
i wanna lay and put my brain to rest
i do my best to stay away from death
it's where these things go

wrong
where do i belong
it doesn't feel right here
i knew all along

but that don't make sense
why would i pretend
i'm stuck in denial
i needed a friend for when it

rains
on my head
thunderstorms
fill my dread

they

i swear that it's nothing 

prod: @irby314
laying in bed
and i'm trying to match his breathing 
and i'm wide awake 
but my heart isn't beating

some type of apathy 
i sleep through the morning
say i look sad 
i swear that it's nothing 
the way you whisper 
is making me shiver 
winter is coming 
i hope i feel something 

and you got some skeletons lining your closet 
got some secrets filling your pocket
been a couple days, and a couple nights
but it's fine as long as i'm breathing, right?

i know you don't like that 
it's not my fault, i can't help when i fall back
biting my nails till you text back
hitting your phone like "babe can you come home yet?"
it's the same every year with no reason 
praying to god that i'll live through the season
look at my eyes if you mean it 
why am i always just picking up pieces

apathy (prod. irby)

Rest In Peace (prod. thislandis x chai)

Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics-
You messed it up for me
You made it worse than it had to be
I’m tryna get back to where I once was
But I’m lost and I don’t know what I need
Now I can’t find a place
I’m never gon feel safe
I’m tryna be on my own
I try to close my eyes 
But you’re there every time
You won’t leave me alone

I see
You in the back of my head
You won’t leave
You’re looking for sweet revenge
You haunt me
I’d do anything to get one night of sleep
I see
You in the back of my head
You won’t leave
You’re looking for sweet revenge
You haunt me
I’d do anything to get one night of sleep

I just need one night of sleep
My body’s feeling so weak
You keep on doin this to me
I’m losing all my control
You did this it’s all your fault
I’m gon end up all alone

I gave up everything I had for you
Now I’ve lost direction
I thought that you would see this through
Guess I’ve learned my lesson
The night you fucking crashed the car and
You ended up in my arms
Starting to feel so far away
Just wanna go back to that day
Now I can’t find a place
I’m never gon feel safe
I’m tryna be on my own
I try to close my eyes 
But you’re there every time
You won’t leave me alone

I see
You in the back of my head
You won’t leave
You’re looking for sweet revenge
You haunt me
I’d do anything to get one night of sleep
I see
You in the back of my head
You won’t leave
You’re looking for sweet revenge
You haunt me
I’d do anything to get one night of sleep

spotify

One Night of Sleep

Original song "waste my time" written and produced by Days to Waste

Lyrics:
I've been trying to picture
Your eyes on nights like these
Silhouettes and a flannel shirt
The one you gave to me

Got me at a stand by
Caught me at the right time
Tell me why they fly by
Minutes fly like seconds
Goodnight, now you're feeling lifelike
'I love you's' turn to goodbyes

(And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to)

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to
Yeah, I've been running on and off
Serotonin running low

I been fallin asleep at the wheel most nights
Got me looking for somewhere to rest my eyes
And ive gone past my old house a thousand times
Tryna find somewhere else I could drive

Got a lacking of serotonin
Calling and calling your phone
Scatter the pieces up of my heart that you fucking broke
I wrote you another poem
Bout flowers and drinking alone
But now the ink from the pen is bleeding out into the paper

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to
Yeah, I've been running on and off
Serotonin running low

And why you always wanna waste my time
When I've been tryna live without you
Taking off, getting out of my mind
I never will, I never had to

waste my time

lil kennedy

I'm sorry I tried..

Biteki AMV:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eT3kkQfhEEA

Lyrics:
baby your a 
ghost in my dreams
 an your haunting
i dont wanna talk
 baby girl
im not your enemy
 why you wanna 
call so late at night
 i dont wanna talk
girl we always fight
 all these feelings 
 pent inside
girl im broken up 
 inside
i dont think that ill be fine
 broke me down to many times

baby without you
 im shaking
constantly jus craving
 all the times we had

Ghost In My Dreams [prod. Splashgvng & Saint Tomorrow]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njvmvOuJavk&ab_channel=boysnightsout

1 more text my phone is dead                                     mix by @buffalobang
my mind so gone i hate my head

when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize
when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize

i was bymyself but had u by my side
and when everything just hurts u wanna say goodbye

i been very fucked i was rolling off the x
money in my bank what u want i will get
every time i wake up i just think abt the rest
i dont wanna be the one that drags u into this mess

i never cared at all
i would throw my life away for you
i never cared at all
i would give it all away to you

i can see my shadow leave me
i guess best for it all
i can see my shadow leave me
i guess its for the best we talk

when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize
when i think abt it pls apologize
yea i kno i look so different did u realize

i was bymyself but had u by my side
and when everything just hurts u wanna say goodbye

Take a knife and drain your life - Part 1

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