Thinking of You

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Lyrics:

(JayBenz)

Now I’m feeling stupid
For all of the time that i gave you
I really cared so i tried to save you
You never cared but still i forgave you
Still don’t go go go go
Got to let me down really slow
Even though i know you damaged
I never took advantage

Now I’m feeling numb
You say you was there but you wasn’t there
You don’t give a fuck
You say you was there but you wasn’t there
I’m hooked like a drug
Baby I swear that you planned it
Even though I know you damaged
I never took advantage

Look at you now
You doing fine all on your own
Look at me now
I’m such a mess call you on the phone
Tell you I’m scared to be all on my own
I’m really hurting but nobody know
Fuck with my feelings giving me hope
I think it’s time that I let you go

(Austin Kenyon)

I’m feeling numb
All of the pain keep it inside bottle it up
Sit in my room pacing
You found a replacement
Sit in the dark faded
You still in love but don’t say it
No good vibes
Don’t go out on the weekends
Heart broke and I can’t pretend
Mayday ship going down in the deep end
Told that girl I could change your life
Ha made you cry
Love you still and I don’t know why
Love you still and I don’t know why

(JayBenz)

Now I’m feeling stupid
For all of the time that i gave you
I really cared so i tried to save you
You never cared but still i forgave you
Still don’t go go go go
Got to let me down really slow
Even though i know you damaged
I never took advantage

Now I’m feeling numb
You say you was there but you wasn’t there
You don’t give a fuck
You say you was there but you wasn’t there
I’m hooked like a drug
Baby I swear that you planned it
Even though I know you damaged
I never took advantage

damaged (with Austin Kenyon)

Maybe - JayBenz

What's The Move - JayBenz

broken first love - JayBenz

do you have any regrets - JayBenz

One Sided Love - JayBenz

Healing - JayBenz

your’re the one who said I love you firsy   with  Ovi Wood)

Only One - JayBenz

2 Different Hearts - JayBenz

Heartless - JayBenz

Nice Guys - JayBenz

I'm not like all the other guys - Jaybenz

Self Worth - JayBenz

Best Of Luck -JayBenz

NOBODY ELSE - JayBenz

Lyrics

I’m sorry I don’t love like I used to 
All this pain in my chest I’m getting used to
I swear I never meant to go and use you 
I’m sorry if I ever did you wrong 

And I’m sorry I don’t know what I used to 
I’ve been hurt too many times don't wanna lose you 
I’m sorry if I ever did you wrong 
Sick of  writing all these sad love songs 

To many times 
To many times before 
I’ve been left broken hearted while I’m crying on the floor but

This time I think it’s my fault 
This time I think it’s my fault 

Cause I’m the one who did you wrong
I’m the one who said we’re done 
I’m the one who left after I told you I think you’re the one 

This time I think it’s my fault 
This time I think it’s my fault 

Think I want you back
When I seen you out with all my friends
Did you think we’d last
When I told you I could make amends

Can you take me back to when 
Can you take me back to when 
When I first saw you

Cause I don’t wanna lose it all
Lose it all
Tell me what I gotta do
To catch your fall
To catch your fall

I know you’re probably never coming home
I don’t ever wanna let you go
This time think I need to let you know that I’m

I’m sorry I don’t love like I used to 
All this pain in my chest I’m getting used to
I swear I never meant to go and use you 
I’m sorry if I ever did you wrong 

I’m sorry I don’t know what I used to 
I’ve been hurt too many times don't wanna lose you 
I’m sorry if I ever did you wrong 
Sick of  writing all these sad love songs

Too many times 
Too many times before 
I’ve been left broken hearted while I’m crying on the floor but

This time I think it’s my fault 
This time I think it’s my fault 

JayBenz -  I don't love like i used to

LYRICS

I lost myself the day you left
I prayed to God that you'd regret
All the words that you said
On the day that you left

I think it's finally time that I move on
But how the hell am I supposed to move on
When you were the only thing I ever knew
You were the only love I thought was true

How could you leave after all we've been through
After all we've been through

I lost myself the day you left
I prayed to God that you'd regret
All the words that you said
On the day that you left

I think it's finally time that I move on
But how the hell am I supposed to move on
When you were the only thing I ever knew
You were the only love I thought was true

Wish that I could undo
All the pain that I caused
And the things that I said
I wish that you stayed but you left me instead

And I know
It's probably all my fault
I'm sorry I'm losing control
The thought of moving on
Cause I'm not ready to let go

It's driving me insane
Not knowing if you changed
Not knowing if the love we had is gone
And I'm to blame

You went and messed up my life
And ever since I ain't feel right
But that story ends tonight
And I forget the reasons why

I lost myself the day you left
I prayed to God that you'd regret
All the words that you said
On the day that you left

I think it's finally time that I move on
But how the hell am I supposed to move on
When you were the only thing I ever knew
You were the only love I thought was true

Wish that I could undo
All the pain that I caused
And the things that I said
I wish that you stayed but you left me instead

JayBenz - the day you left

JayBenz- are you ever coming home?

JayBenz & RudyWade- Break Me Down

25 - JayBenz

JayBenz -back to the way it was

LYRICS

Tell me baby why are you so far away
I'm missing you
Late into the night

You tell me that it's over but both of us know
It ain't really over you're still in my phone
Begging me to come and hold you baby I won't
Cause I think it's finally time that I start letting go

It's been two weeks since we spoke
And I started losing my hope
Will you ever let me know
Why'd you decide to let me go
Are you doing better on your own 
No I don't wanna know
How you spending all your weekends 
And everybody you sleep with
Oh I try to block it out
And yeah it's been hard seeing your friends
That's all they wanna talk about
Every night I fight the urge to hit you up
Don't think that I should
The last time that we spoke you promised me you never would

Tell me that it's over but both of us know
It ain't really over you're still in my phone
Begging me to come and hold you baby I won't
Cause I think it's finally time that I start letting go
Letting go

Tried my best to get it all back
Can we run it back to what we once had
Kept telling me that you don't want that
Kept telling me that you don't want that
Then why are you hitting me up
It's four in the morning you out with your friends
Begging for me to pick up
I tell you I will then you don't respond
If we're being honest all that you want
Is me for the night cause you lonely and drunk
If we're being honest
If we're being honest
Every night I fight the urge to hit you up
Don't think that I should
The last time that we spoke you promised me you never would

Tell me that it's over but both of us know
It ain't really over you're still in my phone
Begging me to come and hold you baby I won't
Cause I think it's finally time that I start letting go
Letting go

JayBenz - LETTING GO

JayBenz - i made a promise to you

LYRICS

Why do you keep running
Running
Running from my love

I keep my suffering in silence
There's violence
Going on inside of my mind
And I
I'm sick of wasting all of my time
And I
I'm sick of wasting all of my time

The way you calling then leaving that really changed me
All of your feelings you never communicated
Needed my help but now I'm the one needing saving

Ooh will you save me
Can you save me

Baby I don't want no problems
Can you solve them
Cause I'm feenin for your love
Cause I'm feenin for your love

Can you save me
Before I fall I hoped that I would see you
Without a doubt I hoped that you would see it through
So tell me

Why do you keep running
Running
Running from my love

I keep my suffering in silence
There's violence
Going on inside of my mind

And I
I'm sick of wasting all of my time
I'm sick of wasting all of my time
There was nothing you could have done to make me stay

The way you calling then leaving that really changed me
All of your feelings you never communicated
Needed my help but now I'm the one needing saving
Ooh will you save me
Can you save me

Baby I don't want no problems
Can you solve them
Cause I'm feenin for your love
Cause I'm feenin for your love
Can you save me
Why do you keep running

JayBenz - RUNNING (feat. mike bunch)

JayBenz -SHE DON’T WANT IT

You got a new man
I don't give a damn
Finally understand it was all part of the plan
Now I see the bigger picture I don't really miss her
Now I see the bigger picture know I cannot fix her
I ain't never lie why'd you lie to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
Two years of my life gave you all my love
Everything I had but it never was enough
Thought you really cared but you never gave a
Thought you really cared but you never gave a
Looking at my stats see you listen to my songs
Keep on thinking bout the past I ain't never do you wrong
And I never understand why you had to lead me on

Now I see the bigger picture I don't really miss her
You know that I wanna let go
Now I see the bigger picture know I cannot fix her
When I see the bigger picture know I cannot fix her
Got a new man
I don't give a damn
Finally understand it was all part of the plan
Now I see the bigger picture I don't really miss her
Now I see the bigger picture know I cannot fix her
I ain't never lie why'd you lie to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me

When I tried to save you I lost myself
Eight months in heaven 16 in hell
Never realized all the pain I felt
Never realized you the one who caused it
Seen your new man and I lost it
Up all night I'm exhausted
Lately I been moving on
In my phone tryna write your wrongs
Thinking bout the past why the hell I want you back yeah
Never was in love baby I was just attached yeah
Never was enough so your feelings didn't last yeah
You took it for granted all the things you could've had yeah
Everything I did no it never was enough
No it never was enough
Finally understand it wasn't love it was a drug

Got a new man
I don't give a damn
Finally understand it was all part of the plan
Now I see the bigger picture I don't really miss her
Now I see the bigger picture know I cannot fix her
I ain't never lie why'd you lie to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me

dead to me

You got a new man
I don't give a damn
Finally understand it was all part of the plan
Now I see the bigger picture I don't really miss her
Now I see the bigger picture know I cannot fix her
I ain't never lie why'd you lie to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
Two years of my life gave you all my love
Everything I had but it never was enough
Thought you really cared but you never gave a
Thought you really cared but you never gave a
Looking at my stats see you listen to my songs
Keep on thinking bout the past I ain't never do you wrong
And I never understand why you had to lead me on

Now I see the bigger picture I don't really miss her
You know that I wanna let go
Now I see the bigger picture know I cannot fix her
When I see the bigger picture know I cannot fix her
Got a new man
I don't give a damn
Finally understand it was all part of the plan
Now I see the bigger picture I don't really miss her
Now I see the bigger picture know I cannot fix her
I ain't never lie why'd you lie to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me

When I tried to save you I lost myself
Eight months in heaven 16 in hell
Never realized all the pain I felt
Never realized you the one who caused it
Seen your new man and I lost it
Up all night I'm exhausted
Lately I been moving on
In my phone tryna write your wrongs
Thinking bout the past why the hell I want you back yeah
Never was in love baby I was just attached yeah
Never was enough so your feelings didn't last yeah
You took it for granted all the things you could've had yeah
Everything I did no it never was enough
No it never was enough
Finally understand it wasn't love it was a drug

You got a new man
I don't give a damn
Finally understand it was all part of the plan
Now I see the bigger picture I don't really miss her
Now I see the bigger picture know I cannot fix her
I ain't never lie why'd you lie to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me
I've been moving on now you dead to me

dead to me (acoustic version)

LYRICS

Baby are you done with my love

How you doing since you left
Know it's been a while
Did you find somebody new
Are you out living wild
Did your sister get that house that she always wanted
Tell me the truth girl do you still want it

I still feel your heartbeat
When I'm with somebody all that I see
Are visions of the past
And what we used to be
Try to act like I don't care
That you're not right here

Baby are you done with my love
Tell me we're through
Guess I wasn't enough

Wanna see you late at night
But I know it's a waste of time
Try to convince you to stay
I know it's a losing fight
You like to say that you're sorry
Don't wanna hear the lies
You playing out like the victim
But you can't play it twice

When I'm in my bed I
Think about the time we spent I
Never thought you'd leave
Now I'm on my knees
Tryna give you all the reasons
Why I think that we lost it all
The night I picked up your call
Thought I'd be with you
Until the day that we're dead and gone

I still feel your heartbeat
When I'm with somebody all that I see
Are visions of the past
And what we used to be
Try to act like I don't care
That you're not right here

Baby are you done with my love
Tell me we're through
Guess I wasn't enough

Baby are you done with my love
Are you done are you done yeah
Tell me we're through
Guess I wasn't enough
Are you ever coming back now

I don't
Don't even know if I could
Could take you back now
Cause after everything you put me through
I think it's time to back down

JayBenz - done with my love

JayBenz - all the pain wasn't worth it

JayBenz - why make a promise if you ain't gonna keep it

“Listening to my lyrics and pain in my voice will be the closest someone can get to understanding me and what I’ve been through” -JayBenz

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