The aftermath of a PTSD/Depression period can be joyful often deliriously so, don't be complacent tho the next trigger could be round the corner. Take care of yourselves.

https://music.apple.com/au/album/open-wounds/1656883840?i=1656884332

Open Wounds

Written on 27th anniversary of Mum’s passing, usually that day is a complete mess but this day I wrote this at least, tried to keep it as was written with minimal interactions post writing.

RIP LJE "Unforgettable"

There Was No Tomorrow

PTSD/Anxiety can wreck your spirit, try and find at least one thing to be thankful for each day

Fearnot

Window To The Soul

Older track that didn’t fit anywhere until now, remixed during the Canberra fires. A very dark time.

Don't Fear The Flames

1 man Indie Armada? Sometimes in life you just need to hold your hands up and say you stuffed right up, trying to learn from those mistakes can be easier said than done though.

Messed Up

Bit like Jack White jamming on Sabbath in a rave club perhaps?

Delirious

Almost a celebration of this project and how it's allowed me to express myself with no fear & boundaries.
This track I experimented with lead bass aka New Order/Joy Division and some different guitar styles.
Watch on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8ySg2RfoN8&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=2

Therapy

An instrumental track full of hope, was written after a nuclear war in my head and COVID. The aftermath of a depressive episode can be haunting but the future is bright....
Watch here on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Csgt1WPJKk&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=11

Sunsets In The Morning

Bit of tribute to the #synthfam out there! Rocking synth/guitar fest with some catchy melodies. I think everyone misses that feeling of being young and "bulletproof" at some point, I know I took it for granted.
Watch here on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-mAlZd4aa4&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=9

and here: https://youtu.be/kFtVS-VHd2M

Bulletproof

When everything comes crashing down and you are in the eye of the storm, this is the sound. Watch on Youtube here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FFZgsK1iBQ4&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=6

Shattered

A song in a major key with a bass solo? Dedicated to my girls x Nina & Ziya your endless energy never fails to inspire, love you x 
Watch here on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KG28H1IzMc4&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=10

Equality

Mermaids & Unicorns

Forever on the search for balance, work/life/family/music/depression/sanity. The quest continues but the outlook is hopeful! Watch on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOP5cUuibbw

You're flying high, things are going great but then an oncoming emotional train hits you right when you drop your guard and.....
Watch on Youtube here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmVXk6NVrac&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=5

Crash Course

Super-charged and full of life! You can take on the world.....or can you?
Watch on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OerytFx3xcU&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=4

Manic

The feeling of bliss after you emerge from a depressive spell can be intense, you may feel "bulletproof" or "reborn". This feeling is not to be taken for granted however.... 
Watch on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MG6BK7RJuYg&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=3

Reborn

Redux version of Crash Course from the Equality EP featuring Louisa on vocals!

Check out the Lyric Video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZveYG0Zy3Oc

Lyrics:

A montage of me alone, your look turned me to stone 
And words I should not have said, denying civil tone 
Dreams shatter and hopes they fade 
From choices that we made 

A montage of me alone, that’s never ending....

A montage of me alone.

It’s too late for us to change gears now 
Watch on as it all comes crashing down 

Pass wordlessly in the hall, I watch the wall 
The silence devours the time now more and more 
They whisper in other rooms, my ears are ringing 
How jealously love consumes in the beginning 

It’s too late for us to change gears now 
Watch on as it all comes crashing down 

The memories we share, the time we used to care, the loss too much to bear...... 

(It’s like a car crash. You can’t look away and you can’t stay) 

A montage of me alone.

16/02/2024

Crash Course (ft. Louisa)

From the 2024 EP "Redux Vol 1"

Collab with Spanish Singer/Songwriter John Serrano

I’m no hero
Never claimed to be
No badge on this chest
No cape on me
It’s a battle each day just to do what’s right
If I make a mistake
Lord, let me sleep tonight
Enemy lines
The people we cross and the bridges we build in time
Fighting the good fight.
Enemy lines
The words that we spill, like blood, that can kill in the blink of an eye
We lose sight
The casualties that keep me awake
Remembering you
Makes my heart break
The things that I said, the things I regret
The war rages on inside of my head
Enemy lines
The people we cross and the bridges we build in time
Fighting the good fight.
Enemy lines
The words that we spill, like blood, that can kill in the blink of an eye
We lose sight

Lyrics by Louisa 2024

Redux Vol 1

Soldiers (ft. John Serrano)

Unity

Never Give Up

Scars

Playing Games With Ghosts

Anthem For The Hungry Heart

Horizons

Bet It All On Red

3rd single from the 2024 Album of the same name from Most Epic Dream & Louisa

Bitter Is Better

At Peace

Black Sheep

Chill track built from a sample by N8EB (Techno For Dads)

Take Your Toys Away

magnesium helps

Chill beat track featuring Lesley on vocals #indie #electronica #postrock

soft focus

Emotional Indie/Electronic track from the 2021 EP "Soft Focus" 

Watch on Youtube here: https://youtu.be/-FluNdfxYlE

big deal

chaser

This track goes out to all who have lost a loved one to cancer, honour their memory by living well and being kind to yourself and others. It ain't easy but we soldier on.... #indie #electronica #postrock

soldiers

Don't kid yourself, depression doesn't disappear. You have to find a way to manage it. Sometimes the best thing you can do is to go to bed early and try again tomorrow, there is no shame in that. Tomorrow is another day. #indie #electronica #postrock

lies

Most Epic Dream: Weaving indie emotions, electronic pulses, and post-rock textures into a sonic journey of heartfelt introspection. 
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Most Epic Dream is an Indie/Electronic/Rock music project from Australia, currently based in Adelaide SA.

Most Epic Dream’s songwriter Damian fuses contemporary electronica with elements of rock, pop and other styles.

With one eye on present trends and the ability to draw inspiration from his vast kitbag of influences Most Epic Dream is constantly evolving and creating unique and original compositions that span a wide range of genres within the confines of Damian’s trusty MacBook/logic combo.

Most Epic Dream is looking to collaborate with other artists on new projects so feel free to get in touch if you’re interested.

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