The aftermath of a PTSD/Depression period can be joyful often deliriously so, don't be complacent tho the next trigger could be round the corner. Take care of yourselves.

https://music.apple.com/au/album/open-wounds/1656883840?i=1656884332

Open Wounds

Written on 27th anniversary of Mum’s passing, usually that day is a complete mess but this day I wrote this at least, tried to keep it as was written with minimal interactions post writing.

RIP LJE "Unforgettable"

There Was No Tomorrow

Window To The Soul

Older track that didn’t fit anywhere until now, remixed during the Canberra fires. A very dark time.

Don't Fear The Flames

Almost a celebration of this project and how it's allowed me to express myself with no fear & boundaries.
This track I experimented with lead bass aka New Order/Joy Division and some different guitar styles.
Watch on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8ySg2RfoN8&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=2

Therapy

An instrumental track full of hope, was written after a nuclear war in my head and COVID. The aftermath of a depressive episode can be haunting but the future is bright....
Watch here on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Csgt1WPJKk&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=11

Sunsets In The Morning

Bit of tribute to the #synthfam out there! Rocking synth/guitar fest with some catchy melodies. I think everyone misses that feeling of being young and "bulletproof" at some point, I know I took it for granted.
Watch here on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-mAlZd4aa4&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=9

and here: https://youtu.be/kFtVS-VHd2M

Bulletproof

Forever on the search for balance, work/life/family/music/depression/sanity. The quest continues but the outlook is hopeful! Watch on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uOP5cUuibbw

Equality

Track written by my daughters Nina & Ziya, Daddy added a Phaser & production and maybe a slight edit ;) Watch here on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=imSEF-1nOVM&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=7

Almost 7 by N&Z

You're flying high, things are going great but then an oncoming emotional train hits you right when you drop your guard and.....
Watch on Youtube here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tmVXk6NVrac&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=5

Crash Course

Super-charged and full of life! You can take on the world.....or can you?
Watch on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OerytFx3xcU&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=4

Manic

The feeling of bliss after you emerge from a depressive spell can be intense, you may feel "bulletproof" or "reborn". This feeling is not to be taken for granted however.... 
Watch on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MG6BK7RJuYg&list=PL5z6HsIsm9IBDgI3Ol_qjeSZPDc62RVsY&index=3

Reborn

Some days you wake up and nothing makes sense, everything is topsy-turvy.
Be strong and go to bed early, tomorrow is another day. I was testing some shogazey type sounds from my Tonehub and this came out, just a little jam really. Watch on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v1oeryCXRe4

Sunrise In The Evening

Redux version of Crash Course from the Equality EP featuring Louisa on vocals!

Check out the Lyric Video here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZveYG0Zy3Oc

Lyrics:

A montage of me alone, your look turned me to stone 
And words I should not have said, denying civil tone 
Dreams shatter and hopes they fade 
From choices that we made 

A montage of me alone, that’s never ending....

A montage of me alone.

It’s too late for us to change gears now 
Watch on as it all comes crashing down 

Pass wordlessly in the hall, I watch the wall 
The silence devours the time now more and more 
They whisper in other rooms, my ears are ringing 
How jealously love consumes in the beginning 

It’s too late for us to change gears now 
Watch on as it all comes crashing down 

The memories we share, the time we used to care, the loss too much to bear...... 

(It’s like a car crash. You can’t look away and you can’t stay) 

A montage of me alone.

16/02/2024

Crash Course (ft. Louisa)

Music & Production: Most Epic Dream
Music & Remix: ZENBLASTER

Redux Vol 1

Sunrise In The Evening (ZENBLASTER Remix)

Music & Production: Most Epic Dream
Music & Remix: The Decibel Cartel

Magnesium Helps (The Decibel Cartel Remix)

Music & Production: Most Epic Dream
Vocals & Lyrics: Louisa

I’m out of body, sensation is divine
Know you don’t want me, but for right now you’re mine
I’m out of body, vibrations keeping time
I know you don’t
But I can hope
Can’t I?

Ch:
Will the fire be too much when we’re close enough to touch?
We're competing with the rush
Will the fire be too much when we’re close enough to touch?
I like to dance a while with danger

The lights are brighter, the sound is oh so loud
But I can feel you, feel you sweating now
And if these walls could talk I know they’d lose their voice
‘Cause now we move as one, we don’t have any choice
I know you won’t
But I can hope
Can’t I?

Chorus

Spoken:
Your taunting flames they lick my skin and I can’t wait to pour you in
Your taunting flames they lick my skin and I can’t wait to pour you in

Chorus



Microfibre (ft. Louisa)

Music & Production: Most Epic Dream
Music & Remix: Moss Cottage

Sunrise In The Evening (The Moss Cottage Remix)

Music & Production: Most Epic Dream
Lyrics & Vocals: Louisa

You keep hoping you'll find 'it' And you try not to mind it
As they're rubbing your face in the dirt 

It's one more disappointment
It's that salt in the ointment
As your bandaging your latest hurt

Can't save me now You don't know how
To save yourself
Can't save me now
I don't know how you lost me in the crowd

I am the hero I needed to save me

Just keep holding your head high 
Look ‘em square in the eye 
Maybe you take a beat, take a pill 

Always chasing that rainbow 
And it can't always rain, so 
Until then drink your fill

Can't save me now You don't know how
To save yourself
Can't save me now
I don't know how you lost me in the crowd

I am the hero I needed to save me
I am the hero I needed to save...

Can't save me now
You don't know how
To save yourself
Can't save me now
I don't know how you lost me in the crowd

Can't save me now You don't know how
To save yourself
Can't save me now
I don't know how you lost me in the crowd



One In Every Crowd (ft. Louisa)

From the 2024 EP "Redux Vol 1"

Collab with Spanish Singer/Songwriter John Serrano

I’m no hero
Never claimed to be
No badge on this chest
No cape on me
It’s a battle each day just to do what’s right
If I make a mistake
Lord, let me sleep tonight
Enemy lines
The people we cross and the bridges we build in time
Fighting the good fight.
Enemy lines
The words that we spill, like blood, that can kill in the blink of an eye
We lose sight
The casualties that keep me awake
Remembering you
Makes my heart break
The things that I said, the things I regret
The war rages on inside of my head
Enemy lines
The people we cross and the bridges we build in time
Fighting the good fight.
Enemy lines
The words that we spill, like blood, that can kill in the blink of an eye
We lose sight

Lyrics by Louisa 2024

Soldiers (ft. John Serrano)

Music & Production: Most Epic Dream
Lyrics & Vocals: Louisa

I wasn't meant to be caught
I wasn't meant to be tame
Not just some thing to be bought
And sold again and again

Watch her flitter by
Like some demon firefly
Can't catch her if you try, and you'll try

Can't hold her in your hands
Not owned by any man
That's not part of her plan

Wild things know they'll never stay
Wild things simply run away

I wasn't meant to be caught
I wasn't meant to be tame
Not just some thing to be bought
And sold again and again

Watch her flitter by
Like some demon firefly
Can't catch her if you try, and you'll try

Can't hold her in your hands
Not owned by any man
She'll fall away like sand

Wild things know they'll never stay
Wild things simply run away
Try to cage them if you dare
You can't hold what isn't there

Watch her flitter by
Like some demon firefly
Can't catch her if you try, and you'll try

Can't hold her in your hands
Not owned by any man
That's not part of her plan

I know where the wild things are
I know where the wild things roam


Firefly (ft. Louisa)

Music & Production: Most Epic Dream
Guitars, Vocals & Lyrics: Kanilrós

Let me take you to,
This new place I found.
We have won the biggest prize.

We’re going home,
All on our own.

Feeding manic society,
We’re all alone.

Let’s get something new,
Let’s go someplace nice.
We can take my new car.

We’re all alone.

Feeding manic society,
Slow down, manic society.
I’m coming home.

Feeding manic society,
Slow down, manic society.
I’m coming home.

Manic (ft. Kanilrós)

magnesium helps

Chill beat track featuring Lesley on vocals #indie #electronica #postrock

soft focus

swim

Emotional Indie/Electronic track from the 2021 EP "Soft Focus" 

Watch on Youtube here: https://youtu.be/-FluNdfxYlE

big deal

chaser

This track goes out to all who have lost a loved one to cancer, honour their memory by living well and being kind to yourself and others. It ain't easy but we soldier on.... #indie #electronica #postrock

soldiers

Don't kid yourself, depression doesn't disappear. You have to find a way to manage it. Sometimes the best thing you can do is to go to bed early and try again tomorrow, there is no shame in that. Tomorrow is another day. #indie #electronica #postrock

lies

You can file this track under escapism! Just play it loud and play it proud!

#indie #electronica #postrock

international

Most Epic Dream: Weaving indie emotions, electronic pulses, and post-rock textures into a sonic journey of heartfelt introspection. 
#indie #electronic #rock

Most Epic Dream is an Indie/Electronic/Rock music project from Australia, currently based in Adelaide SA.

Most Epic Dream’s songwriter Damian fuses contemporary electronica with elements of rock, pop and other styles.

With one eye on present trends and the ability to draw inspiration from his vast kitbag of influences Most Epic Dream is constantly evolving and creating unique and original compositions that span a wide range of genres within the confines of Damian’s trusty MacBook/logic combo.

Most Epic Dream is looking to collaborate with other artists on new projects so feel free to get in touch if you’re interested.

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