Call Me Later

lil low quality demo for you this fine Monday afternoon

you said
kill me if i hurt you
and if the blood runs red  
don’t say i didn’t warn you

drawn in, your natural satellite 
follow the path worn behind my eyes
don’t say its wrong
got a body to communicate 
i’m just in waning phase
but i’ll come round strong 

toe the line 
forget your size 
unlearn it all 
stay good girl

and if i were a dog
id feed me every day
take long walks to the park
and hold my face
in the palm of my hands and 
when i bite understand 
stay loyal to me 
cuz i’m all i need

i’ve been waiting so long
my boy makes it worth it 
they shine so bright
if i get burnt i’ve earned it

natural satellite

heather grows along the tarmac  
i’m trying to take it all back to you

waking up in someone’s else’s bed 
it smells like cigarettes and sweat
reminds of the truth.  

i’m not becoming anyone new
this is how it is
this is how it’s gonna be so get used to the truth

flying across the world to see my favorite girl 
and no one can know
we’ve been drinking on the weekends and on the work days too

and if my tongue loosens in my throat
and my words spill out on the kitchen floor 

just let your mom know i meant it

our medium writing psalms on your closet door

cuz we always pick up where we left off before


Don’t you want it don’t you want it so bad
That’s not something you can have that’s not something you can have

I just want it I just want it so bad,
its not something I can have its not something I can have

I don’t wanna stay here
I don’t wanna go away
I dont wanna leave here
Please dont leave me 
again

not becoming anyone new
you say thats what i like about you

Violet Newman