I’ll update this portion later. Pretend it said something profound though 😏

Ep27: Comfortable W/ 13 Reasons

Ep27: Comfortable w/ 13 Reasons

been waking up on the wrong side of the bed and havent been able to find energy to post or edit anything. recently been adamant about getting more content out, and honestly, i let this podcast die for a couple months at a time out of boredom and lack of engagement. i recently learned that i had a bunch of listeners so i spent time trying to find the push to record another episode. anyways, i just wanted a pepsi.

Ep28: They Care That You Died, Not That You're Dying

it's been a weird few months aside from global pandemic and racial tensions and racial injustices. Kind of weird how I had 1 anxiety influenced break that last longer than the week I wanted it to, but it's also crazy that im 25...??? 

Self realization and actualization is on the top of Karen Horny's pyramid of needs, which means for me to reach it as often I do means that I've got what I need most of the time. Imagine, having all the tools in your current moment to get something done and just NOT because your brain is literally stronger than your brain. Yup, girl same. 

Anywho, I forgot what this episode is about(like tidbits), I know it has something to do with actualization and anarchist freedom though.

Ep 20: I think, therefore i am...i think. right?

Getting a little introspective, learning what pain i've experienced and the numbness that oversees it all. Let's get into those goals though, Ted Talk??? Lets get there!

Ep 21: Ted has 4 chans, but no X

When your life is a mess, sometimes you still have to bake the cake. There comes a time when you realize you have to undo the destructive stuff you've done to get to where you're at, with that comes several decisions. Among them: sulk in the mess you've made or clean up the mess and make it better. 

I also dive into my love/hate for texas.

Ep22: Texas Sucked, But Like Yee Haw

Ep 23: Enders Sunrise

A short episode to give a nod to everyone that was given a second chance with the knowledge of mental health. I don’t know what’s gonna happen tomorrow, but I’m happy you’re here today.

Ep 24: If Anything Happens

I don't take love advice from heartbroken 60year olds, and i definitely dont take love advice from los toxicos. There was this one time my friend got called "fat", even though they aren't, and they posted online about it for 2 weeks. Happy new year, from me and the dramatics that are the parties i go to.

Ep 25: Normally Avoiding Normal

Me and my buddy Average Joe discuss what it's been like to live in suburban areas while black. The idea of a black card and not being black enough in spaces is also covered. This episode is the first to feature a guest speaker, and it gives it a very special feel to it. The set up feels like you're hanging out with us and vibing. So vibe. Happy Black History Month.

Ep26(Ft. Average Joe): You're Black All the Time?

You’re on your way home. Passenger seat. Your friend is driving and as you approach your place, he asks you a weird question. That question leads to an existential topic that you yourself have been thinking of for a while. As you sit in the car, you listen to your friend work through their existence in this world. That’s what this is.


It’s 3am. You’re in high school. A sleepover, but you’re not really tired. You ask your friend if they’re up. They are. You ask for some company while you can’t sleep. They trust you, you trust them. That’s what this is.

The road trip is going great. It’s been an hour, but there’s 3 more to go. You feel yourself nodding off. You ask your friend to talk to you to keep you up, but to make it good. Make it real. That’s what this is.


Remember, it only gets better from here.

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