written // mixed by lounar
produced by sApo (Bad Mood Crew)

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@bad_mood_sapo
@lounarrrr

أعوذبلله من الشيطان الرجيم
I lost so much time,
chasing faux dreams.
found myself in a scene, 
detached from me, 
culture and my deen.
lost sight, went blind,
yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh,
I had no idea, no idea.
who I was meant to be, meant to be,
did the most to fit in, most to fit in,
and I never did, never did. 

طول حياتك راح يحكو ضلك زلمه
بس اوعك تكبر وتعامل الناس زيإزباله
double standards,
fucking rampant,
I saw my sisters, 
they were oppressed,
where was I?
I was outside,
doing madness.
never done road,
but I've been on street.
never done coke,
but I been a fiend.
I lost a bag,
maybe two or three?
when I make it all back,
imma stay lowkey.

السمعة راح يقتلنا
العين راح يجلطنة
كس أخت العالم كلها
فش اشي فش اشي
فش اشي بهم بدنية
فش حدا بفوز بدنية
and no one's perfect either.
just a bunch of smoke n mirrors,
so who the f*ck are you to judge?
no man can ever touch us,
inshallah we'll see progress,
for every lost kid,
at a crossroad of cultures.

FAUX (prod. by sApo)

"used to keep a bag of h*ez around
hit em all then bounce
smoke the la la la
loudest in town"
The loudest in the room, 
gets himself screwed, 
he talks the most shit, 
never follows through.

losing the will to stay self driven
driving myself off a cliff of bad decisions
I stay silent
I keep dwelling
I keep quiet 
I keep it bottled up inside
used to keep the whole gang around
tryna block it out
distract myself from all the negatives n doubt
I been tryna get out my head for once
nothing ever works, maybe I'm just cursed
at a loss for words, 
fuck the whole wide world.

take 5 take 5 take 5
ain't worth stressin till u die

sample by versus beats
prod by ae beats 

+ cursed freestyle + (prod. ae beats x versus beats)

fadhfedh 3ami fadhfedh

Recorded at Fuzzbrain Studio
mixed by Lounar

keemtak قيمتك (prod. ChiefWAV)

Pain again, 
I been hoping one day we might win.
Sinking fast in my head, 
I forgot how to swim. 

Pick me up 
And leave me for-
dead I'm so- 
sick n terrified of this weird life 
I been out of my mind 
Been lost for days
Going on months and years,
Looking for myself in all 
The wrong places  
I'm faded 

I waited 
Delayed shit 
Coulda been dead 
It's draining 
To know that 
You're fading 
You gave in 
You gave up 
Now you're wasted 
No patience 
It's hopeless 
To know that 
You're worthless 
Better cave in
and escape it

prod. by sApo 
photo by Martin Monov

sink (prod. by sApo)

Produced by Eem Triplin - beat used for non-profit purposes. 

substances for sustenance makes 0 sense yet I confess.

-+ no sense +- prod. by Eem Triplin

"Taafeh Aaref is an introduction to a collection of music detailing feelings I've had my entire life, feelings born out of being told your home is non existent, your people are disposable and that you could never truly fit in anywhere by default. 

The duality of being brought up and raised in a country completely on the opposite side of the cultural spectrum to my origins made certain things tough to manage, but we learn, grow and adapt to wherever we may be. 
for the displaced diaspora ❤"

lyrics
miss my bus and stress, 
while my cousins go thru trenches just to make a cheque. 
pathetic I confess, 
dare I ever say that I'm depressed. 
back and forth I lay in sweat, 
survival guilt got me in check, 
tho I didnt have much to survive, 
overseas, miles and miles. 

safe away from the sirens 
gunshots, fly-ins, 
darkness looms yet the folk still smiling. 
I took it all for granted, 
all these chances, 
lazy mindset, coulda lost it. 

block my blessings, 
lack intention. 
procrastinate with a couple spliffs on the dresser. 
all this tension, 
over nothing, 
stop the bitchin, 
I need to quit it. 

bin-khalti spent nineteen years locked away, 
he only got out the other day, 
put him on our shoulders, 
and carry him in grace. 
need something to put me in my place, 
complain without a reason every day, 
count my blessings before it's too late.
credits
released February 5, 2021 
artwork by FZA Prints 
www.facebook.com/fzaprints/

Taafeh 3aref

prod. level - beat used for non-profit only. 

when I close my eyes I see patterns of demise
running through my mind with no end in sight
I lie awake at night, think about dark times
until the sun starts to rise,
and the rain pours down outside,
it can never decide,
like me I can never decide, 
like me? never decide. 

running it up
counting it up
losing so much
but I'm weighing it up
can never stack
can never save
but I be on my way on my way

everything hurts 2day freestyle (prod. level)

ldn bops // harampack // shrouded x duality // bds = defund the police 

<3

Lounar

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