hey guys, this is a song i wrote about four years ago that i re mixed and redid the vocals of, im still super proud of this song and i hope u guys like it too :]

lyrics:

plastic eyes frozen stare
answer me i know you're there
why do i feel so far away
when you're just behind the veil we share

my plastic heart begins to beat
as i hear the blissful message beep
i wander in electric dreams
is there nothing this machine can't do

for with you
in my hand i'm not alone
in mechanical 
in mechanical love
for you're with me
everywhere i go
in mechanical
in mechanical love

wires run under my skin
loose connections burn within
my mechanics whir too fast
feeling numb the light is dim

the static glare will sear my soul
as machinery fills in the hole
and so the credits start to roll
it's amazing how you see right through me

for with you
in my hand i'm not alone
in mechanical 
in mechanical love
for you're with me
everywhere i go
in mechanical
in mechanical love

[instrumental]

for with you
in my hand i'm not alone
in mechanical 
in mechanical love
for you're with me
everywhere i go
in mechanical
in mechanical love

mechanical

this is a song i wrote about two or so years ago :D a lighthearted song of affection towards someone

your eyes have a way
of making me go blind
your smile does a thing
that just melts my mind

it feels like i'm abseiling in another world
and someone's dropped the line
and i feel myself drifting awa

your pride is so high
yet you still act so shy
you're a sore loser
but let me win all the time

so when someone asks why i love you so
i know my reason why
why the stars now reside in my eyes

you make me feel like i'm alright
i could stay tucked in your arms all day
and fall asleep in them at night

and as long as the world goes around the sun
to it's steady demise

i'll be with you

by your side it's true

and you'll smile back at me
with those brown eyes

the ones i always knew

those brown eyes

a letter of wistful foreboding from a researcher who has seen and learned more than they should have

dear friend i write to you swiftly
with scarlet ink and a woe
my note will be fleeting
but promise while reading
to hang on to every word

all the days are forgetting
they told me i was alone
but leafing through pages
does nothing for aged
fingers that work to the bone

through the archway
where the bookspines fold
they will show you the way

this study cramped and musty
a coffin to call my abode
each cold glance i've earned
passing through me i've learned
not to trust those that make it a home

i met a ghost that tended a garden
they showed me their most prized marrow
tendons and teeth
amongst pale meadowsweet
seeds of doubt are beginning to grow

through the archway
footprints cremated to smoke
they will show you the way

a letter from a notable source

you never fail 
my swallowtail
sitting so sweet in the palm of my hand

to make me feel safe 
and fill me with grace
wings as pale as the sun on the sand

merry and bright
my cabbage white
freshly steamed milk of the moonlight

for you are the morning, the noon and the night

leaving so soon
my holly blue
gently you flew to the ends of the day

fleeting time passing through
as cold evening dew
a mellow reminder of your once warm breath of rain

(lalalalala)

snail shell swirl
mother of pearl
locked like a curl round my finger so tight

though i love you so
you're losing your glow
why do you have to let go

but we'll never be
so i'll set you free
up to the clouds so high

for you are the earth and the sea and the sky

and you were more beautiful when you could fly

the lepidopterist

down the winding road
to where the sky meets the land
i found a lonely pilgrim
looking for a merry band

i bid them on their way
as they cast off from the bay
with hope in hand
the hungry tide laps up
their footprints from the sand

whistling as i wonder
laughing with the birds
with a spinning wheel and thread
i'll weave them into words

i'll collect up all my sorrows
a big bright beautiful blue
glue them all together
make them into something new

and when the spring rain
washes away
all the smiles i traced
onto the window pane

when the sun comes up
to fill my cup
christening the day
it's alright

because every cold night ends
with warmth on the horizon

and as the sky cracks
and breaks into the sea
i will love you

your tears dull as diamonds
graze my cheeks
i'll still care

i'll write a million songs
until there's no more words to speak
and i'll scream until
there is nothing left

and i will love you
i will love you

until the end

until the end (demo)

until the end

embers

Written, mixed and produced by myself.

Check out my youtube channel ! : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJFS6lubqFVzNH-S3Z4A96Q?view_as=subscriber

I hope you enjoyed this song as much as i did writing it <3

Lyrics :

Keep in time
With the beat as old as rhyme
Do you know how it feels to have spiders crawling under your skin?
Do you know how it feels to have beetles gnaw at you from within?

Cos i can feel my bones writhing
My arms are weak and my knees are crying
From having to keep the weight of the world on it's feet

And i constantly say how i'm feeling fine
But the truth is the stars have never been less aligned
And it's getting too much, but i'm too scared to admit it at all

So please, please be here
So please, please be here

- instrumental - 

It's getting pretty cold out here
Frostbite nipping at my ears
And with the fire in my heart exhausting 
Does this now spell the end for me?
No longer i can retreat to warmth within my mind
Cos i've lost all grip on my sanity

I have no more teeth left to grind 
The cold is searing my skin, soon i'll be frozen inside
Perhaps a frozen brain will stop the growing pains for a while

Although each breath i take seems to falter and die
And the snow is my bed to rest my icicle eyes
I can't help feeling things will turn out fine in the end

So please, please be here
So please, please be here

- instrumental -

So please, please stay here
So please, please stay

foreign territory

a month since my last track ouchh, sorry about that, here's one i just made that means a lot to me, thank u for listening <3
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i also have a yt, which this song will also be going on !! if you'd like to check that out i will put the link to it and also my instagram below, where i post covers and updates, thanks again lovely people. lyrics are below also !
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youtube : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJFS6lubqFVzNH-S3Z4A96Q?view_as=subscriber
insta : pastel.shezza
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lyrics:

broccoli, how long has it been
since you sewed your seed within the soil beside me
can you see, how your florets have changed and grown
but you're the same old green boy i have always known

who knows what the future holds,
the presents gotta do for now
while we figure out how to tie our roots down

watch your feet, cradled in bandages and bones
it seems the sticks and stones have had their way with you
incomplete, but is anyone completely completed
we all have to find the thing that'll make us whole too

cast away the line
i promise you'll be fine
so leave the worm in the tub of bait 
cos i guarantee it's down to fate and time

the sun says it's getting late
so let me share the weight
and we can hike back through the night
and i just know that you'll feel right as rain

and the water soon will drain
and we will all be fine

~ instrumental ~ 

and as that mole digs a great big hole, through the crannies of your mind
i can see the pain through your eyes that can't hide
and the toxic ways have gnawed at your insides
but i'll get you out and we will find a way

so cast away the line
i promise you'll be fine
so leave the worm in the tub of bait
cos i guarantee it's down to fate and time

and through this slow decay
thick, hazy, smoking grey
it clouds your thinking and fucks up your mind
but i will find a piercing hopeful ray

the sun says it's getting late
so let me share the weight 
and we can hike back through the night 
and i just know that you'll feel right as rain

and the water soon will drain
and we will all be fine

and we will all be fine

and we will all be fine

who knows what the future holds,
the present's gotta do for now
while we figure out how to tie our roots down

xxx <3

broccoli

heya everyone ! 

i really hope u enjoy this tune, took me a sweet while to make but it seems worth it :D

this is also on youtube, as well as all my covers that i have done as well, my links will all be below, as well as song lyrics 

thank u for listening love u to the moon and beyond <3

youtube : https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJFS6lubqFVzNH-S3Z4A96Q
instagram : pastel.shezza

lyrics:

for a little while now i've had bees in my hair
not too many mind, but enough to know that they're there
and though the buzzing seems to comfort me at odd times
i'm shrouded by the bruises they like to give 

so much that i can't see
through the holes where my eyes used to be
the black and yellow hypnotist has me blind 

but genuinely i guarantee what is meant to be will be
and if cut my hair and change the weather
then they'll understand that we were never meant to be together

and i can handle a nettle tea once in every while 
but with swollen ears i can never seem to smile

*insert ohs*

it seems the bees and bugs have all now gone to bed
but their hively home hasn't packed and moved from my head
and i figure i'll be lonely, but it's better than my skin being bullied 
so i think i'll take the risk and hurry back to home

and genuinely i guarantee what is meant to be will be
and if i cut my hair and change the weather
then they'll understand that we were never meant to be together

and i can handle a nettle tea once in every while
but with swollen ears i can never seem to smile

*some oh energy*

and i hope one day that i can give a home
to a creature that is kinder to my soul
and i will hold your hand while we grow old
and i will never let you go

and genuinely i guarantee what is meant to be will be
and if i cut my hair and change the weather
then they'll understand that we were never meant to be together

and i can handle a nettle tea once in every while
but with swollen ears i can never seem to smile

with swollen ears i can never seem to smile

with swollen ears i can never seem to smile

so let's stay lonely for a while

:)

nettle tea

hi ! it's been a while, but here's a new track for ya : )

i'm pretty proud of this one, so i hope you enjoy it. the lyrics are down below as always, and the links to both my youtube and instagram are also there too.

eat ur greens and stay kewl,,

auri xxx <333

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCJFS6lubqFVzNH-S3Z4A96Q?
instagram: pastel.shezza

lyrics:::

doctor, what is going on inside my head
you can't see it, but i can feel it
pls don't just tell me to go to bed

cos my brain's filled up with mud
and i've got worms retired from the rain
and the blackbirds drill a monotone thud
the noise has made me blind again

so pls, don't ask me, don't ask me
who i really am, cos i couldn't give a damn
well i could, i just don't know who would

i'm just a stupid squirrel in a sycamore tree 
dazzled by the way the seeds can fly in the breeze
foolish as can be
dumb to the world
maybe it's better that way

i wish i could pocket time and run away
you can't see it, but i can feel it
and i can't keep up with it's pace

and i'm riddled in fur and fleas 
and my tail is made of thread
and each step is leaving me weak at the knees

so pls, don't ask me, don't ask me
who i really am
cos i couldn't give a damn
well i could, i just don't know who would

i'm just a stupid squirrel in a sycamore tree
dazzled by the way the seeds can fly in the breeze
foolish as can be
dumb to the world

i'm just a stupid squirrel in a sycamore tree
dazzled by the way the seeds can fly in the breeze
foolish as can be
dumb to the world
maybe it's better that way 

<333

stupid squirrel

a song about naivety and perception, and the crumbling foundations of the earth on which we may not stand on for much longer

lyrics:

we're on a family trip to seek out the edge of the world
we load up the car full of junk and set off down the road
head pressed against glass watching days quickly pass and grow old
not sure of the way but we'll get there some day i was told

do all the lights intertwine at the edge of the world
i tell my mummy i'm a lucky girl to be alive

we pull up the car and welcome the breeze in our hair
the sea laps the shore and seasons the condensing air
clouds swirl around and the rain patters down in despair
we looked for a sign but our hearts knew that no one was there

and the thunder erupts at the edge of the world
i wonder if i am the luckiest girl to be alive

we found small plastic shells and held them in our tiny hands
the sea bit my ankles and gifted me old rubber bands
rainbow reflections clung hard to my skin and remained
barnacles peeled into rockpools and drifted away

the kids disappeared from the edge of the world
perhaps they weren't coming home so i said my goodbyes

(can we play, far away, wish we were home now)

a feathered friend wore a ring round his neck
crashed in the sand and his wings were a wreck
i held his head and promised i was there
as he took his last breath of fresh air

my heart sinks into ash on the edge of the world
i don't believe i'm a lucky girl to be alive

i'm standing alone on the edge of the world
am i a lucky girl

edge of the world

an ode to l'manburg is here now !! this is a song based on the dream smp war, thanku for ur continued support on it !

lyrics:

it all started on a day like any other
all the salmon had swum to the sea
when my lover she darted away down the stream
with the heart that she'd taken from me

and my chest though it ached there was hope
a little beacon of light
though my sunniest days were now stolen away
i still had our son by my side

and as he looked up at me with those wondering eyes
i just knew that i must protect him with my life
and make a land that is good and a land that is free
for the better of you and of me

we'll build these walls with our own fair hands
through the wind and the rain and the snow
and i swear on my life that i'll stay by your side
through whatever the world has to throw

so i summoned my men to my side
and we sung a familiar tune
as a final goodbye with our fists to the sky
to our past as we started anew

we built these walls with our own fair hands
through the wind and the rain and the snow
and we swore that we'd keep an unwavering faith 
to the land that we carved for a home

[instrumental]

oh the dawn of the day set our country aflame
as the sun rose bloody and true
arrows burned through the skies as we swallowed our pride
and we ran with our backs to the moon
to our demise
from a friend full of lies

as the break of the day shed its light
on our hearts left battered and bruised
all the hopes that we'd laid on the home that we made
torn to pieces and left in the blue

but my friend with an angry cry
held the weight of our world at his side
took a trembling stand with an arrow in hand 
as he muttered a final goodbye

[fin] :)

an ode to l'manburg

i forgot to upload this to soundcloud but this is my new(ish) song called cat serenade!! i hope u enjoy it  :)))

lyrics:

i've never been the kind to fall in love
it's just me and a couple of fleas and that's all i want
cos i've got my back and my backs got me
and i'm good as good can be

is what i thought
until i met you

as branches swayed in the autumn breeze
our amber eyes met between the leaves
and somehow every sound around me
had broken into harmony

i'd never heard a sweeter melody

and i've been thinking for some time
how to spend all these nine lives
i guess maybe i could spend one on you

i don't know why i feel the way i do
my heads a little fuzzy and my feelings are all askew
but one thing i know is true is that
i'd go black and blue

to see you through
mmmm

let's run away, with our muddy paws
in the rain and watch the clouds part ways
and as the stars beam down upon us
a sombre shadow moves again

i never want this precious time to end

and i've been thinking for some time
how to spend all these nine lives
i suppose i could use another one or two

[instrumental]

and in the moons pale gaze
i ponder all those days i spent alone
mmm
but now it's me and you
and there's nothing that we can't do
and now you are around
we'll catch all the mice in town

and as we lay in the warm sunrise
becoming freshly baked sunshine pies
i'll purr as sweet as a choir of angels
and louder than a symphony

cos there's no place i'd rather be

and i've been thinking for some time 
how to spend all these nine lives
i guess just maybe i could spend one on you

ohhh just maybe one or two

i think i'd like to spend them on you

cat serenade

hey guys thank u for all the love on cat serenade! i hope u will enjoy this new tune just as much :] 

lyrics:

i wonder if you'll leave me behind someday
among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way
but it's okay
because i would do anything for you

the sunlight dances beyond the yard
and painted your eyes in green
but you're fixated on the candytufts
and you hadn't the time for me

i wonder if you'll leave me behind someday 
among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way
but it's okay
because i would do anything for you

i washed my hair til it trickled down the drain
as the lavender filled the air
the scent might drive me half insane
but maybe you'll see me then

i wonder if you'll leave me behind someday
among the wildflowers and the lilies sleeping by the way
but it's okay
because i would do anything for you

the rhododendrons crimson flame
set fire to the sleepy air
and lit the early morning haze
that glistened in your tangled hair

the thorns grew tighter everyday
round your ankles dripping red
you placed a crown of marigolds on my head
and then you said
as you tried to pull your bloody hands away

i'm never gonna leave you behind someday
in the daisies and the bluebells weeping by the way
because i love you, and i would do anything
i would do anything, anything at all

i wonder when you left me behind that day
asleep beneath the willow withering away
if you were okay
because i would do anything for you

i would do anything

overgrown garden

a jazzy waltz about the dead meeting the living in a celebratory festival for one night on the 31st of october

lyrics:

put down my backpack and take off my shoes
the journey was good but your knees are still bruised
oyster pearl eyes and cobwebs for hair
you're a shadow with nobody there

and the harvest moon, shimmering, melted in two
and poured silver rain into the stream
where i crossed on the bridge made of stars gently smiling
as the universe loosened its seams

oh the bells sing, for the 31st night they ring
leading the way
through cobbled street paths everwinding
to the hallows eve masquerade

the lamplights they flicker and twinkle with glee
pink bunting swayed in the sigh of the sea
you found your way lit by small paper lanterns
that fluttered their way back to me

through the market place, buzzing with spectres and ghouls
sipping sweet apple wine making merry
you remembered my face, gave an empty embrace
while we lingered away in a dream

oh the night grieves, as we dance in the falling leaves
spinning away
on our little paved roads intertwining
at the hallows eve masquerade 

-instrumental-

as the day breaks and i burst into sunshine rays
a dazzling blaze
don't weep like the sky cause you'll find me
at the hallows eve masquerade

and i'll be the creak in your door
to bid you a hallows day

hallows eve masquerade

hello ! here have song :] i wrote this for my friends i hope u like it too and that it maybe reminds u of ur friends as well!! <3

lyrics:

my dear stars in the sky
you fly over me
smiling past the rooftops in the night just out of reach 
one day you’ll find me

my dear fish of the sea
however many leagues apart that we may be
the same salt graces our gills
and fills my heart up so gently  

as winter showers soak the ground
i wanna hold you closely
but sadly you can’t see the strawberry sunrise
as long as we are under the same sky
i know you’ll always be there for me

my dear birds of the trees
whichever way the wind may take the falling leaves
the same clouds cushion our wings
come dawn we’ll sing in bitter harmony

| INSTRUMENTAL |

my dear friends far away
i hope that maybe soon we’ll see the break of day
but for now, i’ll keep you safe
in the clouds our memories are saved in shapes

as the summer solstice wears its crown
i wanna hold you closely
and someday you will see the strawberry sunrise
as long as we are under the same sky
ohhhh

it's also on spotify and other places :D

my dear friends

hi!! my name is auri, im a singer sngwriter from the uk and i make videos/songs and stream and stuff, u can find me on youtube !!!

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